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Dearest Edward,
I’m afraid I can’t date this letter for you; without my calendar, the days spent on the sea tend to blur together. Especially when they’re busy.
And busy I have been! We finally got our hands on a proper ship, and luckily there was a spare journal laying about. I was able to talk the crew into letting me keep it. Not that they’d have much use for it; you still have Lucius, so I’m the only one who can really read or write.
They don’t understand what I have to write about; we’re making use of the half-used logbook for, well. Logging things, after all. But I thought I’d write to you. I can’t send them to you, of course, because I don’t know where you are. Not yet. I am working on that, you know; i̶f̶ when you’re reading this, it means I’ll have found you.
I must admit it’s difficult for me to keep my head on straight these days. And I’m still of course getting the hang of speaking to you like this— speaking without speaking, just jotting things down in these letters.
Ah, but I mentioned we finally got a ship! I suppose I should explain. Catch you up, as it were.
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As Stede takes to the sea in pursuit of Ed, he writes some letters.
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“Hello, Dean.”
His voice isn’t soft, per se— but it is warm, so warm, and Dean feels a piece of him settle. A smile slips its way across his face, unbidden and fleeting.
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Thorin opened his mouth as though to speak, but no words came out. Bilbo just… watched him. Watched his throat bob, watched his eyes flicker, watched his face crease in unhappy thought. Bilbo just watched him, and wished with a sudden, desperate fervor that he could take Thorin’s pain away, pick it out of him and swallow it whole so that it would never again plague Thorin’s mind, never again stay his tongue, never again tear into his heart.
Thorin looked at Bilbo, eyes wide and fearful, and… and there was nothing Bilbo could say, here, to ease that fear. And so he took Thorin’s hand and lifted it until it rested on Bilbo’s throat, the touch warm and ghosting...
“You won’t hurt me.”Series
- Part 2 of how to deal with delicate things
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i love you most (but i'm not worthy) by rowanguerrin
Fandoms: The Hobbit (Jackson Movies)
09 Jun 2020
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“...Thorin, son of Thrain?” Gandalf said, and Thorin felt something within him shift.
Something desperate and keening bade him look once more at the Thief— at Bilbo— and, before he could even think of doing anything else, his eyes shifted to the body pinned down before him. Bilbo looked up at him with wide, wide eyes, his lips parted as he breathed heavily, afraid and—
And sad, so so sad, as if it were not his body Thorin was about to throw over the ramparts but his heart instead.Series
- Part 1 of how to deal with delicate things
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time stand still by rowanguerrin
Fandoms: The Hobbit - All Media Types, The Hobbit (Jackson Movies)
02 May 2020
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Bilbo Baggins misses his dwarves. Thorin misses his Bilbo. Kíli misses his Tauriel, and Fíli misses the opportunities lost to him and his family. They each deal with it (or don't, really) in their own ways: Bilbo sulks; Thorin mopes; Kíli annoys his Maker; Fíli wistfully wishes things could be different. None of them are happy; none of them are healing, which, really, kind of insults Estë. And so she, with help from Nienna, hatches a plan.
Vairë shall reweave The Tapestry as it pertains to Erebor. Bilbo Baggins, Thorin Oakenshield, and Fíli-and-Kíli shall be granted the chance to change things, to win themselves a happy ending.
Problem, though: they're all idiots, and none of them are capable of communicating like reasonable adults. Oh, my.But maybe, just maybe, these idiots will manage to reclaim Erebor. And maybe, just maybe, they will change the fate of Middle Earth.
(mostly using movie canon)
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Thorin and Bilbo are in love, but nothing is ever that simple. Together, they work to rise above the challenges hurled their way, be it gold sickness, war, or... well... just about anything else, really.
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This is just an excuse for me to write them as the sappy idiots they are.
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today on gaydar! by ygrainesigil
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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ANANIA: Hi I'm Anania! This is Gaydar, and today we're going to find out if you're gay, straight or a homophobe!
Or, Hollanov on the Gaydar show with Anania (LOML)
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17 Mar 2026
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I Like Jane For You by icopythefax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.
Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.
*now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*
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15 Feb 2026
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The Fourth Rule of Being Haunted (The First Three Failed) by OscarWilderThanYou
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Men's Hockey RPF, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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By Quinn Hughes’ second season in the National Hockey League, he has learned four essential truths:
Ghosts are real.
Ghosts love hockey.
Ghosts love Shane Hollander and Ilya Rosanov’s relationship like it is their favorite soap opera.
Ghosts have decided Quinn is their customer service representative.
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this, the tale of reckless love by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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He wasn’t ready for this.
Maybe he never would have been, not in two, or five, or ten years. Maybe he would have spent the rest of his life holding this secret inside, not telling a single soul about the way his heart beats for his biggest rival. Or maybe, in a year or ten or once he’s retired, he might have come out publicly. Might have shared his truth with the world.
But that was supposed to be his choice. To tell or not to tell, to hide in the shade or step out into the sunshine. It was supposed to be his decision, and now it’s been taken from him.
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11 Feb 2026
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Pummel: Fuck Jane
St-Simon: nah…
St-Simon: i dont think shes done anything wrong…
Pummel: youre right
Pummel: Sorry Jane
Pummel: FUCK ROZANOV
Varkov: FUCK ROZANOV
Connors: Hey guys did you see this article about Rose Landry and Shane Hollander?
Carmichael: Bad timing, man.
Connors: Oh
Connors: Give me a second to read back.
Connors: Oh….
Connors: FUCK ROZANOV
[Or, how the Raiders---in particular the long suffering Cliff Marleau, dealt with the Great Jane Debacle of 2016, told in a series of texts, posts, and Cliff being the best Bostonian friend Ilya could ask for]
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- Part 1 of a collection of hollanovs
- Part 1 of The Entire History of Montreal Jane
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10 Feb 2026