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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    Naim’s face crumbled. His breath hitched in a broken sob. “I think my mum really fucked me up, Ryan. I think I think everyone’s gonna be like her.”

    Or: Naim has struggled with ARFID his whole life and he doesn't want Ryan to abandon him. Arlene has convinced him that everyone eventually will.

    title from "i believe" by erin lecount, one of the most gorgeous songs ever

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    01 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    he wasn't sure when he started putting on a show for the other boy, just that naim was always there to watch.

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    jock ryan x nerd naim have a close call in the locker rooms.

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    28 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Spiderman x Leviticus crossover where Naim is Spiderman and Ryan is Stacy Gwen

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    Ryan pulled off and sat up, wiping his mouth. Naim was sprawled out on the concrete looking dazed, eyes hazy and half-lidded.
    Maybe I'm the insane one too. All these fucked-up thoughts he had about keeping Naim locked up in his apartment, padding every surface he might touch, making sure no one else could ever touch him or see him for that matter.
    Ryan looked at the ceiling. "I think I get it though. The crazy thing. Like— not the armor and the suicidal bombs. But the other part."
    Naim cracked one eye open. "What other part."
    "The— wanting to just. Keep you. Somewhere no one else can get to you."
    Naim blinked at him slowly, still lust-drunk. "I don't know, Ryan. I don't think you're crazy." He sighed, boneless and satisfied.
    "But if I did want to lock you up. What would you do then?"
    Naim chuckled, eyes drifting shut. "Ryan, you can barely parallel park. You're not keeping anybody anywhere."

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    28 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    “There’s my bunny,” Ryan murmured, letting saliva pool in his mouth as he licked across Naim’s scent glands, relishing in the warm scent of cinnamon and buttery sugar as Naim shuddered under his touch. They stayed like that for a few moments, inhaling each other’s scents until Naim, feeling impatient, tugged one of Ryan’s hands onto his stomach, reaching down until Ryan’s fingers were splayed across his lower stomach,

    “Can you please touch me?” Naim asked, an embarrassed flush covering his cheeks as he felt Ryan's mouth at his soft ears.

    Please.

    Or

    Bunny Naim (ft. plug)

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    27 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Ryan’s experience with the entity his last night in Bandi (before he sees Naim at the bus stop)

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    26 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 80

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    Every time he would tell Ryan something in that stern voice, Ryan would shrink and give him the most wounded look in his eyes. At first, it made Naim feel bad. But eventually he figured out that Ryan would do it on purpose. He would push and push and do things he knew would get him in trouble. It was like a game, almost.

    That was when the thread had started to unravel for Naim. Every kink in the chain was formed by some joke, some misunderstanding that went too far and had Ryan cowering at his feet with that hazy look in his eye.

    Almost like a dog.

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    26 Aug 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 3

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    It’s Joe’s birthday and Stacy has agreed to do whatever Joe wants. Joe decides that he wants to put a collar on Stacy and ride his boyfriend at the cinema.

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    A one-shot smut fic where Joestacy indulge in semi-public sex during a screening of their film.

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    25 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 73

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    Naim did die. He felt his heartbeat slow in his ears, saw the light that people talk about. He remembered his father’s face more clearly than he’d ever been able to, relived a summer afternoon watching him fix their family’s car.

    Naim didn’t stay dead. Maybe he should’ve been more specific in his prayers.

    Or: the one where Naim gets turned into a vampire while on the run, and goes looking for Ryan anyway, ft. homoerotic vampire shenanigans

    title from bite by troye sivan everyone act surprised

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    25 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 44

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    The pleasant dissociation of the weed turns the key to the gate of Ryan’s mind. His darkest secret comes tumbling out. “I've wanted you ever since I saw you for the first time at the dam. When Hunter and Macca were… you know.”

    Naim pushes himself up on his elbows to look at him. “What?”

    Ryan remembers it perfectly, the first time he sees Naim Reid, almost naked in the frigid mud. He can't stop staring at Naim, shirtless and shaking, surrounded by bullies on all sides. Naim entrances him with his narrow, slouched shoulders and big hazel eyes, his soft looking dark brown hair. From the second he sees him Ryan wants him so, so badly. Ryan's never hated himself more.

    A Uni classmate gifting Naim a pair of short shorts leads to first proper beach date. Lulled by the safety of shore and sand, they finally share some of their darkest secrets.

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    25 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 87

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    It was following him again. Naim didn’t know exactly what It was, but it took the form of a boy he’d never seen before. Harrowing blue eyes that found him at every turn. Blonde hair so light it almost looked white. Pink lips permanently curled into a sneer, lean build and a stature that made him nervous to get close to. That was probably what scared him the most about it – it looked too much like someone who was supposed to exist. Someone who was out there walking around with that creature's face.

    Or, a soulmates au where Ryan and Naim are both cursed by the deliverance healer and their entities are each other - but they've never met before.

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    21 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    He’s going to die, he thinks. He can’t believe that this is how he goes — drowning at the Bandee Community Pool on a busy January day. He can almost hear Hunter and Macca's laughs, and the humiliation seems to sink him further beneath the water.

    Suddenly, he feels an arm wrap around his torso, yanking him upwards with ease.

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    Naim can’t swim. Ryan, a lifeguard at the Bandee Public Pool, makes it his mission to fix that. Naim cannot for the life of him understand why.

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    21 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 11

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    Naim's infatuation with Ryan began at the beginning of summer. He'd never seen the guy, despite spending summer break at Bandee since he was six. After asking the pastor who was housing the boy who he was, he started seeing him everywhere. Even at his lifeguarding shifts. Which definitely weren't helping his slowly blooming crush.

    In other words: Lifeguard Naim believes his crush will just be that. A crush, something to occupy his mind over the summer. What he doesn't know is that this crush will eventually become something more c:

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    19 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    The truck stop sits squatted beside the highway, chipped paint and dusty windows, rusted metal and peeling signs. The bathroom is filthy. It smells like piss and industrial cleaner and stale air. But Naim doesn't care, not with Ryan's hand in his hair, not with Ryan's cock heavy against his cheek.

    “Can you…,” Naim says, fingers moving to pinch at Ryan’s tip. Ryan squirms at the touch, back arching against the wall, “Can you put it in?” Naim says.

    Ryan blinks, dazed. “What?”

    "Just the tip," Naim says frantically, like if he says it quicker then Ryan won’t realize the weight of what he’s asking. All he knows is he needs Ryan. He feels empty, rolling his hips against Ryan, chasing something he doesn’t know. "I mean— just a little. Please, Ryan.”

    Ryan looks around the filthy bathroom, pants down his ankles, cock sprung out, Naim pressing into him, hard cock against his leg. “Here?” Ryan asks, but it’s without judgement.

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    or, Naim and Ryan fuck in a truck stop bathroom.

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    18 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 19

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    In some ways it did feel like a milestone; to Ryan that had cried in his childhood bedroom in Bandee, feeling hopeless against the world being set against him.

    In other ways, it didn’t feel particularly momentous at all. Ryan was waking up in the very same bed he had for years, and next to the same boy who he’d loved since he was seventeen.

    His life was good and solid, and what did his age even matter?

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    Ryan turns thirty, and starts having dreams that open wounds that he doesn't know how to close.

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    18 Aug 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 26

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    a drunk ryan confesses to naim. its up to him to reassure ryan that he is not disgusting.

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    2,296

    18 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 49

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    The fact of the matter was he was in a relationship with New York's most prevalent hero, and there was no way in hell Naim could ever get around that. Their relationship could never be normal. Despite all of this, he would do anything to keep him. Even if it meant never seeing his face, never knowing his body or his full name.

    Spider-Man Ryan Whelan and his MJ Naim Reid are having a hard time navigating their relationship when Naim's never seen his face.

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    17 Aug 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 15

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    Naim goes clubbing with his friends, but Ryan is a little possessive over his boy

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    12 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 98

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    It's been 20 years since the deliverance healer performed his ritual on Naim and Ryan.

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    11 Aug 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 42

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    “Gonna be late for class.” Ryan’s eyes are a little red around the edges. It makes the blue of his irises stand out, almost supernatural in the watery lighting of the tiled bathroom. Naim is enthralled. “Don’t really care,” he breathes, watching those blue eyes flicker down to his lips.

    Naim knows he should be scared. His heart is hammering in his chest, beating against his ribs, already bruised where he’s been fooled before. He should be terrified, but there’s something in Ryan’s gaze, in the soft brush of his hand against Naim’s, that he can’t bring himself to fear.

     

    OR; fix-it where Naim follows Ryan into the bathroom at school :) PWP with Feelings

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    10 Aug 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 33

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    Everyone loved Ryan. Naim couldn’t blame them.

    There was a feeling akin to pride when he looked at him now, all sunkissed blonde and handsome and, God, so effortlessly likable, making people laugh and smile despite everything they had gone through.

    Naim knew he wasn’t as affable, there was a harder, angst drenched edge to him that had only seemed to worsen with time.

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    Comments:
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    1,821

    09 Aug 2026

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