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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    “I can’t think straight. My fellowship starts next month, and I… I need to be on, again. I can’t be…” She pauses, inhaling deeply through her nose and turning around to face him. He can almost see her pulse rabbiting in her throat. “I just think it would clear my head. Let me focus on being a doctor and not…” She chews at her bottom lip, suddenly shier.

    “Not…?”

    “Not feeling like you can see beneath my skin.” Big brown eyes plead with him. “Give me a clean break. Then I can go to Chicago and not wonder.”

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    or, getting it out of their system.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Unbelievably hot

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    “You didn’t do anything wrong,” Jack Abbot murmurs, pressing his lips to her forehead, before disappearing back down to the parking lot of her apartment complex. “I’ll be back in an hour. I’ll buzz three times when I’m back—I’m gonna leave my cell at home. Three times, alright? Three times, and only three times.”

    Samira nods.

    “Three times.”

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    Or, Jack Abbot is the guy you call when you need to get rid of a body.

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    16 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    What a fucking gem

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    Samira exhales through her nose. It might have been a laugh, but he doesn’t allow himself to hope. “Missed me that bad?”

    Despite himself, he laughs. It breaks through the lump in his throat, coming out gruff and shaking. “That bad,” he confirms, without a hint of embarrassment.

    God, he’s going to fall off this roof. And it wouldn’t even be on purpose.
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    Samira Mohan sells her soul to the army for medical school. Nobody understands that so intimately as Jack Abbot. Out in no man’s land, they manage to form something that neither can really understand.

    After three years, it only takes one mass casualty incident to pull them back together.

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    15 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Heavy. Articulate. Beautiful. No words.

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    It’s entirely friendly, totally collegial, and no boundaries are ever crossed. Except the moment Jack starts thinking about boundaries, he realizes the problem really isn’t the container; it's what he's been trying to contain since the moment he met her. It's undeniable now: he’s not just trying to know Samira Mohan. He’s trying to have her, too.

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    AKA, the Road Head fic I promised.

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    12 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Loooooved it. But is it really a surprise considering I adore the author?

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    She has given up with polite refusal, finds a tube of aquaphor in the little door pocket that she does not remember placing there but is definitely hers. He can’t make intense, unfaltering eye contact with her when he asks her how she is feeling after a shift, she can leave little white lies in her wake as he drives, can tell him she’s okay, and can’t be stared down into changing her answer. She can begin her decompression next to him in a way she can’t on the bus, can shake her hair out of its tight confines, really check in with her body, with her breathing, can allow herself to relax for a short while, the weight of the commute lifted from her seamlessly by Abbot. She is stubborn, but she lets him.

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    Jack starts driving Samira home from work, she thinks a little too much about the music he listens to.

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    12 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Sweet. Comforting. Pending: listening to the playlist (sad man music)