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    Instead of texting Ilya at the Sochi Olympics, Alexei finds his brother at the short-form figure skating...with Shane Hollander. A fight breaks out, leaving Shane injured and Ilya mortified and unsure what to do in a country where he can't do anything to help Shane.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    “Proust believed in reenactment therapy,” Andrew said.
    “Reenactment therapy,” Wymack repeated.
    Andrew felt walls close around him. Walls he knew so well. Walls he stared at every time they strapped his limbs to the bed because Proust labeled him a ‘danger to himself.’
    “Kid, look at me,” Wymack said.
    The walls, Andrew remembered. When Proust did his fucking therapy, Andrew remembered the walls.
    “Andrew, are you telling me he–”
    “Yes.”

    Andrew tells Wymack about rehab.

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    29 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    A behind-the-scenes look at Xaden's Threshing when he faced down Prince Alic Tauri and bonded with Sgaeyl. This oneshot expands on the flashback from Chapter 13 - Threshing: Fight from my fic The Empyrean: Fourth Wing (Xaden’s POV) . Minor spoilers for both Fourth Wing and Iron Flame, so please read responsibly!

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    20 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    After RSC interrogation, the combination of trauma and exhaustion has Xaden struggling to control his second signet, leading to mental breakdown due to overwhelm and over-stimulation.

    Basgiath during Xaden’s second year
    Xaden POV

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    16 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    Sometimes it was hard to be Neil Josten.

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    19 Aug 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 72

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    He hasn’t been phased by a nightmare about Drake in years. Then again, they’ve also never featured Neil before.

    Andrew Minyard isn’t fond of the idea of admitting when he’s not okay. Fortunately for him though, a rough night is not one of the many topics Neil needs spelled out for him.

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    29 Jul 2025

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    Captain Narumi and Vice Captain Hoshina are asked to partake in a training simulation to improve their teamwork. The exercise was meant to make them less likely to kill one another, not make them willing to die for each other. 

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    26 Feb 2025

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    “You guys are so cute.”
    Neil matches Andrew’s frown. Neither of them appreciate that particular adjective.
    “I’m surprised the monster hasn’t bitten his hand off yet,” Allison whispers.
    “Don’t call him that,” Neil snaps. Andrew’s current state has him feeling defensive.

     

    A migraine causes Andrew to let down some walls in front of the team. Neil takes a wrecking ball to the rest of them with his big mouth.

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    10 Jan 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 49

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    The Foxes’ practice gets interrupted by tapes from Aaron’s trial getting leaked and shared everywhere.

     

    Also posted on my Wattpad

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    16 Dec 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 37

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    Levi saves up his twelve days off to go underground and have his yearly heat like he had the following year, except this time he has a few tag alongs.

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    18 Nov 2024

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    Erwin Smith is determined to find the truth about his father's murder. Levi Ackerman is determined to avoid Bonding to a Host. When Erwin takes on the position of Chief of Police in Trost, he quickly discovers that Levi might be his best hope of solving the mystery. The problem is that Levi wants nothing to do with him. So begins Erwin's attempt to win Levi over--not only as a partner in his search for the truth, but as the fascinating obsession he can't stop thinking about.

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    18 Nov 2024

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    Erwin is a cadet, enrolled at Trost Military Academy, one of three elite academies in Eldia. The Cold War against Marley is in full swing, but the peace brought about by the armistice is fraying and war is on the horizon. A select group of cadets are chosen to participate in televised war games that garner the participants prestige, while showcasing to the world Eldia’s military might. Erwin’s team is expected to win The Cup before graduation, which is very important if Erwin is to secure a future with his father’s unfortunate legacy hanging over his head.

    Levi Ackerman just wanted to deliver some contraband that his uncle was too drunk to handle. Living in Hizuru after being driven from their country by the Fritz Dynasty, the Ackerman clan is just trying to survive at the fringe of society. Levi certainly didn’t expect to be captured and sent to a military academy by the Eldian government, in an attempt to reclaim their legendary Ackerman soldiers.

    Erwin and Levi are both walking the edge of what the Eldian government can tolerate. Can they possibly survive their time at the Academy, graduate, and find a way through the impending conflict against Marley and a strange new breed of super soldiers?

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    18 Nov 2024

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    Neil Josten always knew his past might come back to hurt him. Except-- it didn't hurt him. It hurt Andrew.

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    Lola reappears and Andrew gets hurt. Neil realizes he's grown weak. If he was Nathaniel, this never would have happened. He can't let it happen again.

    (completed)

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    18 Nov 2024

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  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    This installation in the Minyard twins character study will show the start of them beginning to understand each other. It will also develop Aaron's mindset and trauma reactions more. This will be largely Aaron-centric, as Andrew's struggles and reactions are pretty well-shown in the books. We will get a glimpse into his character as he reacts to Aaron's struggles though.

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    18 Nov 2024

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  15. Public Bookmark 46

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    One of the monsters from Andrew's past weasel's his way onto the foxhole court. Andrew spirals and this time he lets Neil catch him.

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    29 Aug 2024

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    “What makes you think I want you fighting on my behalf?” Andrew asks.
    Neil pulls the ice pack from his face, features tightening with a new spark of anger. “What makes you think I care if you want me to?” he asks. “It’s my choice. And I will always choose to fight for you.”

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    28 Aug 2024

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    Neil and Andrew have a fight, and Andrew thinks that he’s finally driven Neil away for good.

    Neil, of course, proves him wrong.

    (I know the title sounds scary but I promise this has a happy ending)

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    24 Aug 2024

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    "New York was not a good time," Carmy says. "I had this boss who was- was always criticising, always telling you that you’re not good enough, and everyone in that kitchen was so fucking scared of him.”

    “Were you?” Richie asks slowly. His tongue feels too heavy for his mouth all of a sudden. “Scared of him?”

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    Or: A month after the opening, Carmy's old boss in New York gives an interview about him. Carmy is not coping well.

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    26 May 2024

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    “In a week?” Buck repeats. He puts his fork down next to his half-eaten omelette. “They’re coming in a week?”

    “Less than. They’re here on Saturday, they want to do dinner Sunday night.” Maddie looks pained. “I thought Dad told you.”

    Or: the Buckley parents are coming to town. Again. Buck hopes it will go better than last time, but with his luck? Not a chance.

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    18 Apr 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 11

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    Over the last few months of his intern year, Dr. Lucas Adams finds himself getting closer and closer to Nick Marsh.

    This isn’t strictly speaking a Valentine’s fic but happy V-day <3.

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    13 Mar 2024

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