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    “I know Ilya, I’m trying.” Shane tries to hide his exhaustion from his tone.

    “Could try harder, no?” Ilya raises an eyebrow.  

    “I get it, okay?” Shane pushes back, letting his enervation show this time. “I’m trying, but it’s hard. I guess I just need something that sticks. Something to hold me accountable. Consequences.”

    “I can help, with consequences.” Ilya shrugs easily, his voice free from any inclination of teasing. 

    “What, you wanna punish me?” Shane smiles, raising his eyebrows and pulls Ilya’s hand from his thigh up to his mouth to kiss it. “Spank me every time I people please?” 

    Shane can’t help but to chuckle at himself.
     
    “Would that help you?” Ilya’s voice is flat and serious. 
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    Or Shane jokes about needing consequences to motivate him to stop people pleasing. Ilya takes him seriously and offers to help.

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    05 May 2026

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    Shane grinned as he pulled up to his Montreal home to see a familiar orange Porsche 718 Cayman sitting in the driveway. Ilya was already here. It had been an exhausting day filled with an endorsement shoot, a live local news spot, and the last team practice before the bye week. He slammed his Jeep into park and practically landed flat on his face in his haste to get out of the car. The moment he shoved the front door open, he found himself pressed into the entranceway wall with a mouth devouring his own.

    When they finally parted, Shane was completely breathless and grinning deviously, “Hello to you, too.”

    “You’re a fucking brat,” Ilya practically snarled, gripping Shane’s chin tightly in one hand while the other kept Shane’s hips pinned to the wall.

    Or Shane knows exactly how to push Ilya's buttons to get exactly what he has been craving after two weeks apart.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Shane waits for Ilya’s arm to curl around his waist, for the familiar weight of his body to press in close and ground him again.

    Except it never comes.

    He was gone. Ilya left.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.

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    A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    “Sorry, babe,” Keith says. He even smiles, no doubt proud of himself.

    And Lance knows it’s his fault. He started it, after all, but at least the biting term of endearment made sense when he was the one doing it. Keith had been talking to him like they were some old married couple. The kind who’ve been married too long and don’t love each other anymore and gripe over meaningless shit, only managing to piss each other off even further.

    That’s why Lance called him dear. Because it made sense in the situation. It was a calculated insult. A strategic jab.

    Keith, on the other hand, is weaponizing the term of endearment without any rhyme or reason, simply to get back at Lance.

    Or: Keith and Lance have gotten into the habit of using pet names as condescending insults. They're not really terms of endearment.

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    11 Dec 2024

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    Four months ago heats and mating weren't on Lance's radar. Now he's drowning in hormones, in a relationship with Shiro and Keith (that he's running from half the time), and unable to tell where he starts and the omega begins.

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    01 Dec 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 73

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    “‘m too tired to do anything,” Shiro warned, not quite certain he actually meant it.

    “You can just sleep,” Lance said, voice muffled by his shirt. “I don’t mind. I missed you, dude. I missed cuddles, and like, your smell, and the feel of having you in my arms, y’know?”

    Shiro wasn’t too tired to smile, at least, his heart picking up the pace, stomach fluttering with butterflies. “Yeah?”

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    18 Nov 2024

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    Lance had had the occasional nightmare as a child, who hadn’t honestly, so having them while in space fighting against an alien tyrant hell bent on controlling the whole universe? At least some things were universal. As the nightmares persist, Lance takes to wandering the castle at night, and it appears he’s not the only one. After a chance run in with Shiro the two come to a simple agreement: If they can't sleep alone, why not try sleeping together?

    If only things stayed that simple.

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    17 Nov 2024

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    Based on an ask Tumblr user blk-l got, which said "Consider: Shiro being wary of pleasuring himself bc his usual hand is... not there, and he's very very awkwardly using his off-hand in the showers when Lance crosses paths and offers a helping hand. It's the best handjob Shiro's ever gotten. Several days later he (redfaced) goes to Lance and asks if it can happen again. Cue the slow descent of escalation as Lance coaxes Shiro to test out the new hand on him before it ends with Shiro riding Lance in the Blue Lion."

    This is probably going to follow pretty closely, but I make no promises.

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    16 Nov 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 36

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    He’s happy to do the Raven Queen's work, he’ll hunt down liches, send necromancers to the other side of the divine gate where they belong, but it doesn’t mean he isn't left scarred or broken. The Archon is there to put him back together.

    (Gilmore goes by his Marquesian name of Geddmore.)

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    04 Nov 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 80

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    Romance and love and sex are all tangled up for him--he knows people who can do casual sex, but he’s never been that way. Vax is an all-or-nothing guy.

    But…maybe he can change that. He can sleep with someone who he knows he loves. He doesn’t have to make a thing of it.

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    30 Oct 2024

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    Vax'ildan Vessar hides his soul marks from the world for a reason.

    He is broken. He must be.

    No one should have that many marks.

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    A soulmark AU where soulmates can be romantic or platonic, and you can have more than one. Vax is a bi disaster who doesn't quite grasp the fact that he can love as much as he does and its not a crime.

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    20 Oct 2024

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    “Do you often fuck the people you’re going to kill?”

    “Just the annoying ones. Do you often use fighting as foreplay?” Logan asks back.

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    Or, Wade and Logan really hate each other. They really, really do.

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    22 Aug 2024

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    Even at this moment, in the wet and slick noises of skin on skin, and soft moans coming out from Laios’ lips, Chilchuck wants to give Laios everything that he has left of him.

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    10 Jul 2024

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    Bilbo gets lonely at night, and after too much whining, Thorin decrees that Bilbo will spend the nights sleeping beside Dwarves. Thus, five times Bilbo asks for a cuddle, and one time someone asks him.

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    07 Jul 2024

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    After the events of Safe, the ship still smells like cows.

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    23 Apr 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 26

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    Mal and Simon and angst. They're both a little bit broken, aren't they?

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    23 Apr 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 16

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    This is real, he tells himself. This is the real world. Maybe Serenity is luh-suh, but its hull stands between him and vacuum and doesn't melt into blood and endless darkness like his dreams tend to do.

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    20 Apr 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 91

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    Jayne has exchanged his normal ragged T-shirt for a camouflage tank top, and his shoulder muscles roll around each other, flexing as he works, sheened lightly with sweat. He lifts the boxes easily and stacks them higher than his head.

    Showing off, Simon thinks bitterly. And then the thought comes: Showing off for me. He doesn't find the concept as uncomfortable as he would have expected.

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    20 Apr 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 70

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    Simon protects his sister. Mal protects his crew.

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    17 Apr 2024

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