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    A not-yet-out-of-the-closet Steve books a *happy ending* massage at a spa.

    Massage Therapist Billy is all too happy to help Steve figure out just how much he likes another guy's hands on him.

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    Steve went a little more liquid with every minute passed, shifting and sighing when Billy found a sore spot, humming when anything felt particularly good and when Billy kneaded into the tightness low at Steve’s back, Steve didn’t stop himself from moaning out loud, “Right there, y-yeah right there, that’s good--”

    “Mmmm, that’s it Princess.” The pet name slipped out unintentional. The growl in Billy’s voice when he bent to run his nose along a few moles on Steve’s back was purely in-tentional. “How you feeling?”

    “Y-you feel amazing.” Steve gripped tight at the table when Billy’s lips landed just barely at his skin, and stammered out, “I didn’t even know I was sore there. That feels so good.”

    “Yeah?” Billy grinned, leaned over the table under the guise of adjusting the other side of the sheet and used the opportunity to shamelessly press the bump of his cock into Steve’s thigh. “You haven’t felt nothing yet.”

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    27 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    California, 1981. Circumstances and coincidence put Billy Hargrove and Steve Harrington on the same beach all summer long, and they spend the days falling in love, sharing kisses in the warm sand and hiding away together on moonlit shores.

    Hawkins, 1983. On Halloween, Steve comes face to face with Billy again, except Billy isn’t the smooth talking, kiss stealing charmer Steve remembers. Now Billy is caustic, bitter and spoiling for a fight… and ready to unleash three years of anger and loneliness on the boy who broke his heart.

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    “We could run away.” Steve whispered. “Y’know like you used to say? Leave our shitty parents behind, run away and be pirates together. Remember?”

    “Newsflash Princess.” Neil had cracked Billy’s ribs during the last round of discipline. Billy struggled to hide how much every breath hurt. “I was fifteen when I said that. Stupid, naive and in lo—“

    He swallowed, then finished miserably, “Running away was a dumb idea. Being pirates together. That doesn’t happen in real life. That’s fairy tale shit.”

    “And boys like me.” His hands shook as he lit a cigarette. “Boys like me don’t get happily ever afters.”

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    26 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 83

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    Steve Harrington, King Steve, Alpha Steve who’d been too busy to care about their imprint, too busy to care about rejecting Billy, who’d come offering too little too late then went on with his life like Billy didn’t exist-- that Steve went to his knees in the snow and put his own coat over Billy’s shoulders, crooned like he cared about him, “Omega. Tell me what happened.”

    “Fuck all the way off, Harrington.” Billy wiped his eyes. “Leave me alone. I know you don't care."

    “Talk to me.” Steve put his hand at Billy’s cheek to check a cut and the Omega growled at him. “God damn you, Omega. Just let me see you, let me check on you! I’m trying to take care of you!”

    “M’so fucking tired of Alphas.” Billy didn’t mean to speak up. Didn’t mean to sob. “So fucking tired of you-- all of you want me to-- you just do what you want and don’t care if-- if I say no or if I don’t-- if I don’t want--”

    “Billy?” Steve’s voice went soft and dangerous and scary. “Did some Alpha try to hurt you? Tell me what happened.”

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    26 Feb 2026

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    At the end of a bad day, Tony gets drunk and texts Rhodey all his woes. Except he typed the wrong number, and has been texting someone named Steve– who is blond, 28, teaches art and somehow charmed by Tonys drunk rambles.
    One conversation turns into another, and soon they are texting and talking and flirting every day for weeks until Tony finally takes a chance and asks Steve to meet in person.
    Steve replies that he and his boyfriend Bucky would be thrilled to meet.
    Devastated, and feeling betrayed, Tony stops talking to Steve all together, and their budding relationship comes to a screeching halt.
    But Bucky has been eavesdropping on their conversations and texts and is halfway in love with Tony too, so he takes it upon himself to fix the rift between Steve and Tony.
    Tony isn’t sure about it at first, but after some cute videos, sexy selfies, several date nights, Tony starts to think that the three of them may actually work.
    Can Bucky and Steve convince Tony there is enough room in their bed and their arms for each other AND him? Will this Long Distance texting and phone call relationship ever make it into the same zip code?  

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Final Part of the "Dirty Little Secret" AU:
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    Steve leaves a note in Eddie's locker, heart shaped and covered in glitter: "Do you like me? Check Yes or No."

    It's dorky and ridiculous and so different from all the other notes the All American 'straight' boys leave in his locker that Eddie wants to keep it forever.

    The date starts at the movies and ends with Eddie straddling Steve in the front seat of the BMW, there's music and unbearable schmoopsiness, first-second-third kisses that lead to breathless confessions and real life intervening with a little bit of hatred and a chance for Steve to prove he wants everyone to know exactly who he loves.

    Steve has every intention of being a gentleman on the date.

    Eddie has no such inclinations.

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