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Got My Mind Set On You by fullofbeansandspunk (smilesawakeyou)
Fandoms: Deadpool (Movieverse), Deadpool - All Media Types
23 Mar 2025
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Wade and Logan stumble through building a life together (mostly by accident).
They navigate it with about as much grace as one would expect.
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“That was fast,” Wade observed carefully. “Find someone to stab?”
He startled when a box was unceremoniously dumped onto the table in front of him.
“What the fuck is this?” he asked, blinking up at Logan.
“Open it,” the other man grunted, continuing to not make eye contact.
Wade squinted at him suspiciously. “Why? Is it a bomb?”
That made Logan finally look at him.
“No,” he sneered. “Because I wouldn’t risk blowing up an entire building full of innocent people - not to mention our blind, elderly roommate - just because you pissed me off!”
Wade stared at him.
He said our roommate.
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“What are you doing?” Steve asks, sounding parched and shaky.
Eddie frowns. “I… shut the door? Like you requested?”
Steve frowns back. “Yeah, I meant for you to be, like, on the other side of it,” he explains. When Eddie just looks confused, he adds, “Why are you here?”
Eddie cocks his head, almost hitting the toilet in the process.
“Well, I found you sitting here in the dark on the bathroom floor, Harrington,” Eddie explains patiently. “I was, you know, mildly concerned but I can leave if you want me to.”
It’s like that “oh my god they were roommates” vine except with mental illness and the excruciating catharsis of being known.
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Take My Breath Away by fullofbeansandspunk (smilesawakeyou)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
19 Dec 2022
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Steve stopped stock still and stared at Eddie.
“Don’t,” the other man warned, holding up a finger.
Steve gaped at him. “What are you wearing?” he asked in something akin to horror.
“I said don’t,” Eddie repeated desperately. “It’s fucking… I had a clothes disaster! Okay?!”
Robin emerged from the back and barked out a laugh.
“Oh my God, you’re dressed like Steve!” she cackled. “Gross!”
Or five times Eddie made Fashion Choices (and one time Steve did something about it). -
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Steve has a brief lapse in impulse control that changes everything because he suffers from a condition called “I have no sense of self-preservation unless I’m actively trying to prevent children from dying”itis and unfortunately, it’s incurable.
Luckily, Eddie’s into it.
“Caaaareful, Harringtoooooon,” Eddie said in a sing-song voice. “Trying to fix me is a lost cause.”Steve scoffed. “I’m not trying to ‘fix’ you,” he grumbled. “I’m not delusional.”
“Sure you’re not,” Eddie said in that shit-eating way of his. “You just want me to be a more responsible co-parent for Dustin.”
Steve couldn’t help but frown, hating that he could feel his ears turning red, wishing that Eddie would back up and that he could stop feeling so goddamn weird.
“We’re not - I’m not a parent, co or otherwise,” he said, frowning even harder.
Eddie made a face like Steve was tragic. “Oh, Steve… I thought you said you weren’t delusional.”
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Til Things Get Brighter by fullofbeansandspunk (smilesawakeyou)
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
01 May 2022
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Jim rolled their eyes. “Fine,” they grumbled. “I’m just saying that Blackbeard isn’t gonna believe this shit - I don’t think he’s very superstitious.”
Lucius shot them a look. “All pirates are superstitious. You remember how they all acted when they still thought you were a woman!”
The expression Jim leveled at him was as dry as it was unimpressed. “Blackbeard didn’t give a shit,” they pointed out before raising an eyebrow. “In fact, I think he thought it was cool.”
Lucius threw up his hands, rolling his eyes. “Of course he did! YOU’RE cool!”
Jim smirked, obviously a little pleased. “Okay, you might have a point there.”
Sometimes, the best way to facilitate healing is by being a sneaky little minx - luckily, Lucius is the sneakiest little minx around.
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I Think I Love You (So What Am I So Afraid Of?) by CastorTheGhost
Fandoms: The Nice Guys (2016)
12 May 2026
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Jackson Healy is not a family man, nor is he a relationship man. He learned that one the hard way after the divorce.
So, can someone tell him why he’s standing at the cash register of a dollar store, watching Holland March fiddle with his wallet with a giant poster board under his armpit, while a pile of markers of all colors and stationery sits on the conveyor belt? Though he supposes that’s another one of life’s great mysteries, and something he’ll wake up every morning asking himself.
Bookmarked by fullofbeansandspunk (smilesawakeyou)
18 May 2026
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Healy's on his knees with a bucket and a brush, trying to lift three-day-old Yoo-hoo stains off the carpet, when he realizes this isn't home anymore.
Bookmarked by fullofbeansandspunk (smilesawakeyou)
01 Apr 2026
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Robby sagged a little, another tiny rush of air out. Jack pretended not to notice any of it even as it slid through him, his hypothesis gaining evidence, firming in his mind.
No, Jack didn't think anyone ever touched Robby.
He was going to change that.
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13 Nov 2025
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Jack had just stepped back onto the main floor when he clocked movement at the ambulance entrance, two guys hurrying in, the smaller one helping a guy with a sweatshirt covered in blood. But something was wrong, some unnamable instinct rising within Jack at the way they moved. It was too fluid, too controlled. Jack knew what the walking wounded looked like, had seen it for years, from war zones to bar fights. This wasn't the injured seeking help; this was men hunting.
Time slowed, Jack's heart rate spiking, the adrenaline dump casting everything in sharp relief—the full ED floor, patients plus shift change meaning twice the usual personnel were here.
Robby was here.
That thought got him moving, Jack approaching laterally. He got there right as the guns came out.
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Bookmarked by fullofbeansandspunk (smilesawakeyou)
13 Nov 2025
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Torse’s shoulders are tense and pensive. His arm falls back to his side. Maxwell is not the most physical of people (besides in the ring), but his fingers twitch and stay where they are. Touching metal is different than the heat and pressure of skin.
He swallows thickly. With his thumb resting on a weld line, all he can think to say is: “What does it feel like?”
Torse pauses curiously. “What does what feel like?”
“Your heart, when you change it. When you switch from gold to iron.”
Torse turns his head down, towards where his heart’s softly glowing light illuminates Maxwell’s fingertips. He is quiet for some time. Then he meets his eyes again. “Like fire,” he decides.Bookmarked by fullofbeansandspunk (smilesawakeyou)
29 Aug 2025