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this is just a modern rock song by belishabeacon (ladymemebeth)
Fandoms: Blur (Band), Music RPF
21 Sep 2022
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It was the last normal summer and in New Cross all the windows were open.
(december 1988; summer 1989; march 1990.)
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19 May 2023
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cut the world to size (to the halcyon days) by birdsofpassage
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
13 Jan 2023
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Kaveh blinks again, and then the world falls back into place.
“What’s wrong?” a voice asks him from the side, and when he swivels his head around there stands Alhaitham, in his black turtleneck and chartreuse jacket and quizzical expression, and when Kaveh looks up again he finds that the sky is gone.
Kaveh experiences his very first dream.
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22 Jan 2023
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Something like that, Kaeya convinces himself, is too much for them. They aren’t two uprooted people seeking a makeshift home in someone else’s body. They aren’t. They aren’t. The warmth in Childe’s voice when he calls Kaeya beautiful is not an indicator of pursuit, of adoration, of affection. It is a condition of their circumstances.
When he’s with Childe, Kaeya isn’t able to lie. That’s the worst part.
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01 Jul 2022
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face down in the gutter of your love by belishabeacon (ladymemebeth)
Fandoms: Blur (Band), Music RPF
17 Nov 2021
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"Can I say something?" you asked after he had settled himself and lit the cigarette you'd passed him.
He squinted at you. Smoke trickled upwards out of his gently sloping nose. "Since when do you need permission?"'
(a conversation at someone else's party, march 1994.)
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17 Nov 2021
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Side A: Fugue in 13, 1998
Side B: The Next Twenty Years
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14 Nov 2021
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He missed England so much it made him feel sick, the same hollowness brought on by hunger, something close to nausea. He did not feel himself in this country.
(some scenes across america, spring 1992.)
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14 Nov 2021
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“We’re fucked, aren’t we?”
He’s blunt, showing no discernible emotion in his voice, yet it startles me. I sigh and close my eyes, squeeze his body like I’m terrified I’m going to lose him. “Yeah. Yeah, we are.”
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01 Nov 2021
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apotheosis of groundlessness by belishabeacon (ladymemebeth)
Fandoms: Blur (Band), Music RPF
26 Oct 2020
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A moment passes. Inside, the party continues, oblivious. If Damon doesn't say anything, it might be hours before anyone else realizes what has happened. No one else will know except for you and him. And you won't really know anyway because you'll be dead.
(that one night in august 1995.)
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13 Jun 2021
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COMPLETED - 1/08/2017. Takes place after the chart battle with Blur's 'Country House' and Oasis' 'Roll With It', and is loosely based off the comments Graham made in this article, as well as the song 'There Is A Light That Never Goes Out' by The Smiths.
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21 Oct 2020
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Theo folds and unfolds the old postcard from Boris. GREETINGS FROM KANSAS! it reads, same as it always has, but now it just feels like a taunt.
Ten years after Amsterdam, Theo and Boris find themselves, and each other, in the most unlikely of places.
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20 Sep 2020
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I'm not living/I'm just killing time by lolneptune
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
26 Jun 2020
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Of course he had seen the journals. Pages and pages of rambling accounts, an encyclopedia. How could I have hidden it from the one living person who knew me?
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20 Aug 2020
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rot is also what love is by boos
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
18 Aug 2020
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It's only later in the night when the two of them are back home watching some movie on TV, much drunker than they had been at the party, that Theo goes, “Kitsey asked me if you were my boyfriend.”
(or: boris and theo at four different parties, stretched across time)
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20 Aug 2020
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You think you could chart the whole scarred expanse of him: dime-shaped black mark above his collar bone, birth mark. Neat circle at the crook of his left elbow, cigarette burn (his father’s). Neat circle at the top of his right calf, cigarette burn (his). Shiny-white gash inching its way from his stomach to the waistband of his underwear, appendix removal. (You’d had to call the ambulance.) There are new additions, but you’re so sure he would tell you everything about them if you asked that it already feels as though you know where he got those scars after all. He would offer you the story of his body like saying grace before supper.
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11 Aug 2020
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Death & Disaster. by theweakestthing
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
19 Jun 2020
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The street lights haloed Boris, spilling orange light through his hair and around his face. It was only then that Theo heard the music again, it was muffled through the windows of the car, at first he didn’t recognise what it was. Then the words ‘I’m not in love’ cut through Theo’s head and he knew exactly what it was. He didn’t miss the irony, though he wished he had.
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05 Jul 2020
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a symphony of love in several movements. by theweakestthing
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
07 Jun 2020
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It reminded him of the version of Musée Rodin’s The Kiss that sat in the Tate’s collection, pockmarked and scarred from sitting in a parlour among soldiers during the war, but still standing as a testament to the carnal desires of two lovers. Twisted around each other, hands on the bed between them, their positions almost exactly mirrored that of the sculpture. The thought that together they could be a work of art pushed Theo forward.
Alternatively titled: Theo Decker needs to get his shit together.
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21 Jun 2020
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the needle in the dark (when the sun kicks out) by p3trichor (orphan_account) for putanauhere
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
22 Oct 2019
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Boris thinks a lot about how they’d die in Vegas. Boris with some dramatic explosive death, chaotic and loud and maybe an accident. Falling off a building or getting hit by a car or killing himself with drugs. Theo would implode in on himself, quiet and polite and nondisruptive. Drinking himself to death or bleeding out in a bathtub. Both boys just like dying stars, deciding whether it’s worth it to turn into a black hole or not.
Theo and Boris keep finding each other, for better or for worse.
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15 Jun 2020
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"It's not like he's going to steal anything."
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09 Jun 2020
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The Stars Keep Blazing by orphan_account
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
09 Oct 2019
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Theo still isn’t scared, because Boris is smiling, and he’s here with him, and it’s like meeting him for the first time all over again.
(Come to think of it, Boris smiled the most when he was scared.) Theo banishes the thought from his head.
Or, the return of the Goldfinch should've meant the end of their story, but instead it starts a new adventure entirely.
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25 Apr 2020
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