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    Every day, Langa wishes he could turn back time. If he were offered the chance, without a second thought, he would give up anything and everything if it meant he could go back to that night. The night that took everything from both of them. But he can't. So all he can do is wait another day, week, month, year— however long it takes— to see those amber eyes again.

    basically an angsty recovery fic lol sorry idk how to write summaries :P

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    22 Apr 2021

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    Reki is insecure about his lack of kissing experience. Langa just wants to help him feel like he's good enough, even if teaching Reki to kiss means breaking his own heart.

    (yet another practice kissing au)

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    17 Apr 2021

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    The crushing weight of being alone, of being worthless, is enough to send anyone spiraling. After watching Langa have the time of his life in a beef against Joe, Reki lost all hopes of ever being a decent skateboarder. He wasn't even worth being a supporter. So he turned in his badge and left. That night was almost the last night of his life. What use was he anyway?

    He was only good for one final skate.

    or Reki gets hit by a car following the end of episode 9. (I started writing this before episode 10 ever came out.)

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    12 Apr 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Reki is going through the motions, not for the first time - but it's still all new to him. Between his fleeting thoughts, he thinks that he really likes Langa. That he really likes skating. That he'd do anything for the after-school rush.

    Langa, meanwhile, struggles through the fog to express himself. But he thinks - after way too long - he's found joy in something again.

    They are learning about themselves, about each other, and about how to get along.

    Own-voice. Some angst here, but we experience joy in companionship like men. Comments appreciated.

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    09 Apr 2021

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    Langa was unable to keep the smile from off his face as he stared at the back of Reki’s head longingly, his eyes softening. He didn’t want to ruin this. To ruin the carefree dynamic void of any emotional baggage. Just them against the world with nothing in between.

    Langa learns what it means to love.
    TW// references to s*icide

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    09 Apr 2021