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  1. Public Bookmark 57

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    With joining the LAFD and now the 118, Buck believes he has finally found a place to call home. Until one day, he arrives at the 118 and is arrested by the FBI under suspicion of having killed over 20 people.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    Buck hated hospitals. It made him think of his first date with Abby, of the truck bombing, of the embolism, of the tsunami. Just, a lot of bad memories, is all.

     

    Which is why he had wanted to tell everyone so quickly. Just so he didn’t have to go to this appointment on his own. Last week he had gone alone, thinking it would be just another check up and then his doctor had looked at him with pity in his eyes and told him they’d found abnormalities in his blood work and they needed him to stop taking his blood thinners and come back in a week.

     

    His doctor had been simultaneously vague and clear when he told him what they would be looking for. Listing all the possible reasons that his blood cell counts were off. But on that list was cancer and Buck knew that with his fucking luck, it would be that. The look on his doctor’s face made him think that he thought so too.

     

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    Buck had meant to tell everyone, he had, really. But they were angry with him and he didn't want them to forgive him just because he might be dying. He needed to fix things first.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Ravi doesn't need to be looped into the weird ass shit of the A-shift, he's got his life worked out pretty much how he likes it and he's satisfied with the amount of risk he's taking on as a firefighter, thank you very much.
    But it isn't the case for Buck, is it?

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Buck's journey through the 12 days of Christmas, hoping for an epiphany himself to help him know what on earth to do with his life.
    Bobby dead, his relationships with his co-workers (are they even family at this point?) strained, feeling left out by everyone...
    Not to mention, the work implications of Chimney being his captain.
    What even happened with that transfer request?!
    Covering on other shifts over the holidays, Buck gets some new perspectives and some help, with support he hadn't expected.
    Should he stay or should he go...?

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Buck, in the Reserves to recover from a bad op, would love to transfer out of the 118, please and thank you. It's not like the main cohort like her, and she knows she's probably not helping her case with talking back to them.
    But really, is she supposed to just meekly take it?
    With bomb threats across the city, a new guy starting at the station, her estranged sister turning up out of the blue with an entitled attitude, and an official recall notice to active duty at the WORST possible time, Buck can't seem to catch a break.

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    27 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 38

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    Maddie stays with Buck and Tommy for a week and psychoanalyses Tommy's taste in music.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    Buck had finally understood... it had taken him 3 months, 3 months of silences and angry looks, of orders given coldly and endless lists of tasks at the station, of people leaving when he sat down at the table, of conversations stopping when he arrived.
    3 months but he had finally understood: Station 118 did not forgive and those he had fought for had turned their backs on him.
    3 months but it had become clear to him: he was not welcome there and that was not his family, it never had been.

    And now all that was left was to let go.

    But a call and a girl who reminds him too much of himself could be the solution to the cold in his life and his heart.

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    24 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 97

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    "The colloquial term is a 'crash out'."

    Dr. Copeland's voice rings in Buck's ears through the tinny tablet speakers. Her tone is firm but not reprimanding. More… reminding him that this is what she does. That she's not paid to beat around the bush.

    She's there to make Buck shake said bush until all his feelings spill out.

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    Or another FreeEvanBuckley Crash Out fic!

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    21 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 78

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    Buck’s life changes drastically in a matter of days:

    He finds out he’s pregnant. Eddie leaves the 118. And then he meets someone unexpected(ly perfect).

    Or, there was a part of Buck that always thought he’d end up with Eddie—now that they’ve finally progress past friendship, at least in the bedroom area—until he realizes that it’s only one sided on his part. Only he’s also the one left with the physical evidence of their hook ups. But in comes Tommy Kinard. Handsome, kind, and exactly the kind of person Buck has always wanted.

    But is he ready? And what about the baby he’s carrying?

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    21 Dec 2025

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    When Eddie and Chris move back to LA without much notice beforehand, Buck expects he'll be able to sleep on Eddie's couch at least for a little while. Eddie's reaction to that shatters what's left of their friendship. Thankfully, Tommy and Ravi are there to help Buck pick up the pieces of his heart and put them back together.

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    20 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 44

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    Buck does everything right. He passes recertification, clears medical, and comes back ready to work—only to find that being “cleared” doesn’t mean being welcomed. As fear, silence, and half-truths settle over the 118, Buck is forced to decide how long he’s willing to stay where he’s no longer trusted.

    Sometimes leaving isn’t about giving up.
    Sometimes it’s about surviving what comes after.

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    16 Dec 2025

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    When Buck calls HR to ask about his transfer request after months of silence, he isn't prepared for the reaction he gets.

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    08 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 35

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    Bobby is dead. Buck and Tommy don't sleep together yet. The kitchen scene with Eddie is the start of a new era for Buck. He is done being taken advatange of. He will show everybody what Evan Buckley is capable of. One way or another.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    In the end, it wasn't anyone from the 118 who pulled Buck out of his depression-fueled haze. Not Maddie. Not Athena or May or Harry. Not Tommy, or even Buck himself.

    It was fucking Sal DeLuca.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    All he wanted was finish out his time at the 118 with as little fuss as possible and leave with what little dignity he had left. Why was that too much to ask?

    Buck crashes out.

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    07 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 63

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    Postpartum, exhausted, and quietly breaking, trans Buck Buckley is trying to care for his newborn and Christopher while enduring Margaret, Phillip, Maddie’s constant nagging and trying to get his baby in there grasps

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    03 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 38

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    Evan knows he should feel bad. He knows that he's supposed to feel like the world is crashing down, that this was about to destroy lives and change things in what could possibly be the worst way. He knows this will piss people off in his life, possibly in ways that he might never be forgiven for. His own sister might even stop talking to him.

    He'll probably have to leave the 118.

    Eddie will definitely never forgive him.

    He should feel guilty.

    And yet. All he feels is relief.

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    Buck starts a relationship with Eddie after he and Christopher move back from Texas.
    But that doesn't mean that Evan isn't still in deep with Tommy.

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    01 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 45

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    "Did I find you or you find me?"

    175 days.
    Six months since Bobby died, six months of the 118 trying to move on from the events of the past year.
    Six months since Buck and Tommy were in the same room.

    Until fate (in the form of falling space debris) brings them back together.
    And maybe this time is the time that it sticks.

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    28 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 91

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    Buck turns to Tommy when he has nobody else to turn to after the events of Halloween reignite his grief for Bobby.

    One spontaneous proposal, an elopement, an intervention and six weeks later, both Buck and Tommy give the 118 a piece of their minds over their treatment of Buck.

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    26 Nov 2025

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    Where's Buck?

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    24 Nov 2025

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