1 - 20 of 145 Bookmarks by spideykell

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”

    Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”

    He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?

    It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”

    OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,920
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    390
    Kudos:
    13,465
    Bookmarks:
    3,361
    Hits:
    141,422

    09 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  2. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    Eddie says, desperately, “We weren’t doing anything.”

    Christopher looks at Buck. “Were you about to kiss him?”

    Buck’s face goes bright red in a way Eddie didn’t know Buck’s face could go. “No!”

    Christopher looks at Eddie. “Were you about to let him?”

    Eddie’s whole body heats. “No.”

     

    Or five times they were just friends and one time they weren’t

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,164
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    804
    Bookmarks:
    110
    Hits:
    5,092

    02 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Shane Hollander stormed out of Ilya Rozanov’s Massachusetts house (deep in the boondocks, of course), he hadn’t quite premeditated that his rival-slash-situationship-to-end-all-situationships’ home would come with a few… logistical challenges.

    Namely, not a single rideshare within a twenty-minute radius.

    Because of course Rozanov—not exactly one for subtlety—would live on a fucking compound in the middle of nowhere.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,939
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    132
    Kudos:
    3,633
    Bookmarks:
    603
    Hits:
    25,335

    21 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane doesn't know how long they sit there in silence.

    He isn't counting seconds or minutes as the time passes by, quiet and heavy in the dim light of the hotel room. Instead, he counts Ilya's breaths—the ones that tremble and shake against the skin of Shane's neck, the ones that are buried in the fabric of Shane's shirt, the ones that become steadier the longer that Shane holds him as tight as he can.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,577
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    168
    Kudos:
    2,273
    Bookmarks:
    484
    Hits:
    19,155

    29 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

    *

    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,770
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    882
    Kudos:
    40,666
    Bookmarks:
    9,125
    Hits:
    425,457

    15 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Hi, uh, are you with someone?" The guy to his left asked. Shane lets his eyes wander.

    Shane thought he was attractive.

    “No,” He said finally, shrugging like it meant nothing. “Why?”

    “No reason.” The guy grinned, unbothered. “Just wondering. I’m Buck.”

    “Shane.”

    ——> Shane tells Ilya about the guy he had met at the club.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,389
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    44
    Kudos:
    1,177
    Bookmarks:
    155
    Hits:
    11,497

    14 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  7. Public Bookmark 14

    Tags
    Summary

    What do people wear to meet their rival—turned friend?—turned, what exactly? Who were they to each other? What were they doing? Did he like Rozanov? Did Rozanov like him? What did it all mean? Shane hated that in just a few short meetings, Rozanov had managed to burrow so far into his normally well ordered and methodical mind. Fucking asshole.

    He didn’t have too many options. He wasn’t big on fashion at the best of times and he hadn’t planned for any social activities when he’d packed for this trip. Just one pair of jeans, a couple of t-shirts, a hoodie … and the suit he’d worn to the draft presentation.

    Or: If Shane had kept the suit on to hook up with Ilya for the first time.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,768
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    168
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    2,366

    09 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    So here Eddie was. Face to face with his brand new, pastel pink 9-inch dildo. It would be a lie if he said he did enough research for this, or that he tried to start with a beginner's guide. He should have. But he watched a gay show with Buck and learned a thing or two about his best friend. And he got way too horny to think logically and order a dildo online. So what? Sue him.

    or

    Buck and Eddie watches Heated Rivalry together, and Eddie buys a dildo about it. But things won't go as smoothly as he planned. Thankfully, Buck is there to help.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,779
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    602
    Bookmarks:
    121
    Hits:
    8,370

    08 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Eddie was just considering putting down P-L-U-M-S for 18-across (Prunes that are not dry. See, Buck's knowledge spirals paid off for Eddie too!) when someone elbowed him and whispered near his shoulder, "Does he ever shut up?"

    Eddie blinked down at his crossword.

    Did someone just say that to him? To him? He turned his head to look at the guy sat next to him and peered down at his nameplate; Mckenzie. "Excuse me?" He tried to keep his tone low and even.

    A.K.A.

    Buck and Eddie will NOT allow any slander of their bestie to go unchecked in their presence.

    A.A.K.A.

    A self-indulgent fic where Buck and Eddie defend each other from (some) of their fandom's usual criticism of their characters.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,163
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    719
    Bookmarks:
    102
    Hits:
    5,104

    15 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Uh, hey. You wanna come in for a coffee?”

    “Coffee? Really? That’s the oldest trick in the book, man.”

    Or, Buck 1.0 meets new-to-LA Eddie. This follows the endings of their first 5 (+1) dates.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,770
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    119
    Kudos:
    3,709
    Bookmarks:
    686
    Hits:
    20,420

    17 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  11. Public Bookmark 24

    Tags
    Summary

    Red emergency lights flicked on, the only source of light, stopping the entire elevator from being plunged into pitch black.

    “Fuck,” Buck muttered under his breath, grateful that none of his cupcakes got disturbed by the sudden stop.

    Buck turned toward Diaz, swallowing down his pride to be the bigger man and preparing to ask if he was okay, when he saw how wide the other baker's eyes were and how Diaz had suddenly gone several shades lighter.

    “Fuck,” Buck repeated. “Hey, Diaz, are you okay?”

    Whumptober Day 7 Prompts: Trapped with the Enemy/Elevator

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,730
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    306
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    2,011

    08 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    He can’t put his finger on it, but he looks different. Something is off, and Eddie cannot settle until he figures out what it is. He’s, actually, deeply unsettled.

    Ravi, who seems perfectly settled, passes him a med kit.

    “Did Buck get a haircut?” Eddie asks.

    Ravi rolls his eyes. He sighs deeply. “We need more syringes.”

     

    Or, something is different about Buck. Eddie loses his mind trying to figure out what it is.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,131
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    151
    Kudos:
    4,053
    Bookmarks:
    518
    Hits:
    17,986

    04 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Buck was totally fine, thank you very much, until Eddie decided to save some fish, and now Buck can't get how perfect he is out of his head.

    _____

    "And it was like—" Buck zoned out at the memory, only coming back to himself when Maddie snapped her fingers in his face. "Maddie. He was picking up fish from the ground. And he knew what types of fish they were and what fish they could safely be put with. He saved them."

    "So, you're all—" she gestured vaguely at his face, “—because Eddie picked up fish off the ground and put them in tanks."

    "Well, when you say it like that, it doesn't sound so impressive," Buck said stubbornly.

    "It sounds so impressive, honey," Maddie said patiently. "Not just anyone can pick up fish."

    "Maddie," Buck whispered conspiratorially, "I think I might want Eddie to pick me up, too."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,041
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    960
    Bookmarks:
    128
    Hits:
    5,121

    18 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  14. Public Bookmark 30

    Tags
    Summary

    Pop!

    The kernel under “Yes” pops, and the video ends. 

    Fuck. 

    It probably means nothing. 

    It definitely means nothing.

    But what if it means something?

     

    or; Buck asks some popcorn kernels a totally innocent question. The universe decides to fuck with him about it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,226
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    380
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    1,820

    12 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Hello!" A voice calls up from below.

    Buck looks down the glass of his window. The entire fire department appears to be looking up at him. There are, notably, so many mustaches.

    “Hi!” Buck yells back, motioning at the giant ladder. “Everything okay?”

    “LAFD!” A voice calls back. “Just a practice exercise! No cause for alarm!”

     

    Or, hot firefighters keep parading past his window. What's Buck supposed to do but flirt?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,738
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    104
    Kudos:
    3,082
    Bookmarks:
    403
    Hits:
    12,885

    11 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The only reasonable conclusion he can come to is - -   

    “…Eddie?” Buck whispers.

    “MEOW!” The cat agrees urgently.

     

    Or, Buck wakes up and his boyfriend is a cat. He's, like, pretty sure.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,128
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    84
    Kudos:
    1,552
    Bookmarks:
    181
    Hits:
    6,678

    07 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  17. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    “C'mere," Buck says, sitting up to scoot closer to Eddie.

    "What are you doing?” Eddie asks, and Buck sighs.

    "You can just kiss me, get a taste of the lip balm, and tell me what flavour you think it is.”

    Eddie can’t believe his ears.

    "That is such a stupid way to win a bet, Buck."

    “Oh so you concede?"

    Eddie rolls his eyes, shaking his head before planting both hands on the sides of Buck's face and hauling him in to press their lips together.

    OR

    Buck and Eddie make a bet on whether or not Eddie can guess all of Buck's lip balm flavours, and in order for Eddie to get a taste, they have to kiss.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,100
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    207
    Kudos:
    5,077
    Bookmarks:
    1,253
    Hits:
    36,631

    20 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    In an effort to make Buck stay, Eddie has him blacklisted by every landlord in Los Angeles.

    ---

    The first time it happens, Eddie doesn’t know what comes over him. It’s like he’s possessed.

    His phone rings while he’s folding laundry, pairing together two of Buck’s dog-themed socks when he answers and hears, “Hi, is this Eddie Diaz?”

    “Yes,” he responds.

    “Hi, this is Claire Thornton with Thornton & Duncan Realty, I’m calling for a reference for Mr. Evan Buckley? He’s applied to one of our properties recently, so we’re reaching out before approval,” the woman on the other end of the line says.

    Eddie’s stomach drops. Then the possession happens. “Oh, uh. Evan Buckley. Right.”

    Claire chuckles. “That doesn’t sound like a great start.”

    “I- listen. He’s a good guy, but an awful tenant,” Eddie feels like he’s watching himself from outside his body as the words leave his mouth. What is he doing?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,894
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    90
    Kudos:
    1,821
    Bookmarks:
    401
    Hits:
    15,656

    15 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Buck’s hand slides up the length of Eddie’s arm, his palm catching along the edge of Eddie’s jaw. His other hand mirrors it, framing Eddie’s face with a careful reverence, eyes flitting across Eddie’s features, his lips the focal point.

    “One kiss." Buck's words are so, so soft, laced with the slightest hint of determination.

    “One kiss,” Eddie echoes, eyes fixated on the dark seam of Buck’s lips, the gentle arch of his cupid’s bow. “So I know.”

    “So you know.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,254
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    59
    Kudos:
    1,462
    Bookmarks:
    239
    Hits:
    11,769

    15 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Five years into his job as a phone sex operator, Buck receives an unexpected call from a very confused man. He does everything in his power to help him through his crisis, but ends up creating a crisis of his own.

    aka

    What if it was 1998?
    What if Buck 1.0 was the best phone sex operator in the country?
    What if S8 Eddie had a sexuality crisis and decided to call a gay phone sex line to try to figure it out?
    What if they both ended up getting more than they bargained for?
    What then?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    40,561
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    219
    Kudos:
    1,164
    Bookmarks:
    319
    Hits:
    24,022

    06 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Collections:

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation