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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    In the midst of the emotional turmoil Kim Sunoo finds himself in, he ducks into a cramped backstage storage closet to escape overstimulation from a hectic comeback season. Sunghoon, however, accidentally finds him there while hiding from the media’s chaos.

    Until hiding together became a habit.

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    21 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    "I'll be there 'til the stars don't shine
    'Til the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
    I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
    And I'll love you, always"

    —Bon Jovi

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    17 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    yeah just some txt sickfics since there's not a lot :)

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    17 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    “He supposed that the version of himself that Ana wanted would be the one that would be in a casket. He had seen people online talk about how there was no way to live with an eating disorder, that you were only surviving. The only way that the voice in your head would go away is if you were six feet under, buried under the ground, where you could hear no voices and especially not the one telling you that you should care about the number of calories in something.

    There was no way for true happiness and an eating disorder to coexist, the only way it would feel happy is if you were dead.”

    Felix’s story of relapse, recovery, and maybe some fluff along the way

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    10 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    [ this story doesn’t make much sense but i enjoy writing so.. this is the result. ]

    — felix isn’t relapsing, well that’s what he says.

    or he’s not relapsing because he’s refusing to eat, he’s hiding food again, he’s lying about eating, he’s puking up his meals if he does eat, he’s over exercising, he’s avoiding his members and anyone else whose concerned, he’s weighing himself almost everyday, his clothes are looser, he’s watching others eat but not letting himself even get a taste of any of it, he can rarely stay in the house because he’s so hungry, he’s trying to stay busy, the worst part of it all is that he’s an idol and even though in the idol world it’s considered ‘normal’ to have an eating disorder he doesn’t want to be a problem, he doesn’t want people to know.

    so he recovered, well he thought he did up until they had a comeback soon.

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    10 May 2026