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    The thing was.

    The thing was that people knew Shane was married to him. To Ilya fucking Rozanov.

    So he could not fucking understand why the photographer kept hitting on his husband.

    Or: The Centaurs are involved in a sexy photoshoot.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Shane is sure he has what Ilya refers to as his “determined kitten face” showing right now. “It was a perfect day today. We’ve had so many of these over the years, and I never posted it. I want to remember this.”

    (Or: Yuna takes a cute picture of Shane and Ilya and Shane decides to be a brave.)

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"

    Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.

    Not hurt. Alive.

    “Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”

    --

    or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    “My - it’s my,” Shane pants, his hand flapping like Ilya’s sometimes does when he’s searching for an English translation that he can’t quite remember. Shane’s heart squeezes painfully. “He’s-“

    He wants to say my boyfriend is on that plane. He wants to cry, and throw things, and scream the love of my life might be dying while we stand here. But he doesn’t. He can’t. His voice can’t find the words, can’t find the strength to speak, and even if he could - would he? Would Shane tell the whole world that for him, it has always been Ilya? Will only ever be Ilya?

     

    (Or, the plane scene in The Long Game goes a little differently.)

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    09 Mar 2026

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    “So you’re saying Hollander would’ve beaten Haller fucking unconscious or some shit?” Bood laughs, clearly amused by Ilya’s dramatics. He looks at Chouinard like it’s the funniest joke the evening has brought them so far and then looks back at Ilya. His voice dies down when he gets a wink as an answer, making Chouinard choke on his beer. “Oh, fuck, seriously? Are we actually talking about Holly?”

    Ilya Rozanov regularly gets called out on fighting his husband’s battles. He thinks people should be glad it’s him they’re facing.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.

    But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.

    And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Shane reached out without thinking, his fingers brushing against the rough fabric of Ilya’s jacket sleeve.

    Ilya flinched away. “Dun’ touch me!”

    Shane blinked, thrown. “What the - ”

    “I already have boyfriend!” Ilya declared, pulling his jacket around himself like a shield. “Are practically engaged!”

    Shane just stared. “Ilya. It’s me.”

    “Only my boyfriend may unwrap me.” Ilya announced. “Is respect.”

    Ilya gets drunk and refuses to be touched by anyone except his boyfriend. Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya does not realize his boyfriend is the one taking him home.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Since Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign dropped, it somehow escaped the hockey bubble entirely and spilled into the general public. There are countless TikToks now—not even from hockey fans, just regular people—posting about his husband in tight white briefs that leave very little to the imagination. Every sports show seems obligated to mention Shane Hollander’s Calvin Klein campaign. It’s inescapable in a way neither of them had expected.

    At first, Ilya thought it was fun. He was glad the world finally saw his husband as the sexy, talented man he’d always known him to be. He liked interacting with fan posts and edits, even sending them to Shane just to watch the way his face would immediately redden.

    But now, the public reaction is a little… much.

    or; Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign goes viral, not only in the hockey sphere, but all over the internet. Ilya tries (and fails) to not show his jealousy.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Based on The Long Game by Rachel Reid, in an alternate universe where the Ottawa Centaurs’ plane crashes.
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    This profile is a safe space for the LGBTQIA+ community. Harmful comments will be deleted.
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    FICBINDING WARNING
    I do not condone misconduct with any of my AO3 publications.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    “Ilya!” The name tore out of Shane’s throat before he could stop it.

    Rozanov hit the ice hard.

    Not a stumble. Not a dramatic spill from contact.

    He just… dropped.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Anya wanders into Shane’s yard and decides he would be a perfect match to be her Papa’s human.

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    The one where Anya conspires to get Ilya a boyfriend.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Shane tries to tell Ilya he’s pregnant by giving him tiny baby shoes, only for Ilya to put them on Anya.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Shane has a oral fixation and autism that causes him to hyper fixate even more. One night, Shane and Ilya are on their couch at the cottage, Ilya playing video games with his teammates over voice chat and Shane on his phone. When Ilya begins shifting around on the couch, Shane takes notice of the bulge in Ilya's shorts. What follows is Shane desperately needing to satisfy his oral fixation, and Ilya being the greatest boyfriend possible.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “You look terrible,” Shane says bluntly when he greets Ilya at the stairwell. “Are you hurting?”

    Ilya shrugs. He is hurting, actually. The adrenaline from the win wore off somewhere between his texts with Shane and the medic’s second consult. His face feels swollen and it hurts to speak when he says, “I am not wilting daisy, Hollander. I can handle getting hit at hockey game.”

    “Well, I’m glad you’re okay.”

    A strange pang hits Ilya’s chest then, unassuming and small. Ilya chooses to think nothing of it.

    ////

    Or Ilya Rozanov on pain, love, and family throughout the years.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rosanov didn’t belong in the hospital. He didn’t belong face down on the ice covered in blood.

    He belonged with Shane, in their home, with their dog; breathing and upright and without brain damage from taking the blade of a professional hockey player to the sensitive veins in his forehead. Shane had been to enough trainings to know that getting rattled against the board during a game was a whole other ballgame in comparison to getting a blade to his head.

    Even with the helmet, there had still been so much blood - Shane couldn’t wrap his mind around it.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Harris is unhappy with Shane's Instagram, and a quick perusal through Ilya's phone for photographs leaves Shane reeling. Is Ilya's mental health worse than Shane had known?

    Aka Super Anxious/Regular Gay Shane Hollander snoops, then catastrophizes.

    Come for the heartbreak, stay for the spice. Includes hot smut and happy ending. Also includes references to and spoilers for Play Hard, but could also be read alone. Spoilers for TLG.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane,” Ilya groans as soon as the line connects. “I feel terrible.

    “Ilya,” Shane exasperates. “You worded that text message in the worst way possible. You gave me a heart attack. I’m almost glad you’re sick and not bailing for another reason.”

    I wouldn’t. I really wanted to come to your very expensive cottage on lake, but headache is too much and flying is probably no good for it,” Ilya says, and Shane can hear the sickness in his voice.

    “How long have you felt sick?”

    I don’t know, got bad maybe two days ago?

    OR

    Ilya cancels his trip to the cottage.
    Shane flies to Boston instead.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Yuna is confused when her son asks them if they can go visit Ilya Rozanov, her son's long-time rival, at the hospital, but slowly, when they take him home with them to care for him until Shane can get there, the puzzle pieces are starting to fit together.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    I’m sorry for wanting more from you.
    I’m sorry for being mad at your happiness. I want nothing more than for you to be happy, even if it isn’t with me.
    And I’m sorry for saying this, but if I die without letting you know, I’m afraid I’ll spend the afterlife regretting it.

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    What if Ilya’s plane scare happened earlier, two months after the tuna meltdown, when Shane is still with Rose?

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “What the fuck was that?” Ilya spat out, his breathing already ragged.

     

    “What was what?” Shane asked, feigning innocence. He was literally still wearing the fucking jersey as he drove both of them home. 

    OR: Shane has a sprained ankle and isn't allowed on the ice. Instead, he wears Ilya's jersey and goes to watch anyway.

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    20 Feb 2026

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