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After the events of The King’s Men, the Foxes are happy to be rid of the Ravens. But Tetsuji Moriyama decides to hurt Neil one last time.
Or, Tetsuji sends Neil’s Raven uniform to the Foxes and it sends Neil into a bit of a spiral.
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08 Jan 2026
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If You Love Me, Come Clean by sundowne for takitalks
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
03 Feb 2023
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Neil is an exchange student that intends on keeping to himself. The Foxes are quick to ruin his plans.
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08 Jan 2026
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Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”
“Abram,” Andrew returns.
“I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”
“You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”
Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.
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In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.
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Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.
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18 Dec 2025
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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14 Dec 2025
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If You Need a Tourniquet or if You Wanna Turn and Quit by P234age
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
23 Nov 2025
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What if Neil's father caught up to him in Millport? What if Agent Browning had seen more of Nathaniel in Neil after Baltimore, and figured the FBI could use the help?
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Neil works for the FBI to hunt down the criminals they can’t catch, in return for staying out of jail after Baltimore. Agent Browning isn't all that good at his job, Matt just wants to be friends with his squirelly roommate, and Andrew is the first person Neil doesn't want to lie to.
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26 Nov 2025