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    Exactly what it says on the tin!

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    What would you like? I'd like my money's worth.
    Try explaining a life bundled with episodes of this-
    Swallowing mud, swallowing glass,
    The smell of blood on the first four knuckles.

    We pull our boots on with both hands,
    But we can't punch ourselves awake,
    And all I can do is stand on the curb and say:

    Sorry about the blood in your mouth.
    I wish it was mine.

    - "Little Beast" by Richard Siken

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    Title is a line pulled from "Can't Go Back" by The Crane Wives

    A 4-part Pirate/Fae AU wherein Scott challenges pirates with the truth of the world they live in, Skizz reflects on the importance of trust and safety, and Impulse learns that sometimes, things can change for the better.

    "No Amount of Fear Will Keep You Safe"
    Pt. 1 - "Questioning" - Scott-centric - questioning your beliefs through contrast with others

    "All the Self-Loathing in the World Won't Change a Thing"
    Pt. 2 - "Searching" - Skizz-centric - searching for perspective when your worldview is challenged

    "The Sleeping Giants are Finally Waking, Waking"
    Pt. 3 - "Understanding" - Impulse-centric - understanding that the world is always changing

    "My Pulse is Clear, Rushing in My Ears"
    Epilogue - "New Beginnings"

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    "... we make do ourselves." – Sick4Sick Torrin A. Greathouse.

    Alt title that is also the title of the document Star and I have together:

    Let's disabled some mcyts!

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    “If you knew what was happening in my mind…” - Purity by lilyisthatyou

    Omegaverse AU with recurring themes of doubt, acceptance, and community.

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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    The bundle is wrapped in a mint green blanket and has a knit cap over its head. It appears to be a 5-lb bag of flour.

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    Blue has a school project. The boys aren't sure what to think.

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    29 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Is this bird yours, Snake?” Orla’s voice interrupts from the kitchen.
    “A raven?” Ronan asks.
    “Yeah. Can she come in?”
    “If you don’t mind,” Ronan says. “I figured you wouldn’t want her in the house.”
    It strikes Blue as oddly considerate, even though not bringing your dreamed-up pet bird into someone else’s home seems like something that most of the population wouldn’t have to think twice about.
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    four times ronan lynch wasn't a (total) asshole

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    29 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    It was funny.

    Scar had heard the saying that days were slow and years were fast before, but he’d never thought it applied all that well. His life had been a whirlwind from the moment he’d agreed to become a biotech weapon running around in thigh-highs, a crop top, and booty shorts, firing arrows at monsters for a living.

    Juggling that with his academic career, he’d just been rushing forward without taking the time to think about minutes and hours until twenty years had gone by.

    But this?

    He’d blinked, and it’d been two months.

    Two months.

    {In which Scar makes a choice to saw at the strings, finds a gift, and decides to look for a change of clothes}

    (Whumptober 2025: Day 26 - “Nothing like a relapse to rehash the kid who was scared.”)

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  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    His uniform felt like it was strangling him.

    The logo on his chest might as well have burned.

    Going back.

    All wrong.

    It was all…all just…wrong.

    But he had to try. He had to...he had to force it.

    {In which Scar tries to come back, Cub sees the bad signs, and everything just isn't connected anymore.}

    (Whumptober 2025: Day 24 - Came Back Wrong)

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    28 Oct 2025

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    When Blue is chosen as the reluctant Bachelorette, the show needs to quickly add a few contestants, just to fill out the first night's ceremony. Her new friends on the production staff are asked to help, but Ronan soon finds out he and Blue share similar taste in men.

    “I’m gay,” Ronan said.

    “Well of course I know that,” Declan snapped back, “but you're here.”

    “And I’m gay,” Ronan reminded him.

    “You know, it might not be a bad idea,” Blue said slowly with a thoughtful look at Ronan. “It might be nice to have a friend, someone I know who isn’t out to get something from me. Like having a spy for my team in the camp. He can tell me who’s hot and who’s not.”

    Ronan eyed Blue suspiciously. “I’m not going back into the closet for you. I never lie. Especially about my sexuality.”

    “I’m not asking you to lie,” she said. “But I know for a fact you prevaricate. It’s not like they’re going to ask you point-blank on camera in the introduction videos ‘Are you gay? Do you only like men?’”

    “Fine,” Ronan agreed as Noah let out a little cheer. “One night.”

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