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‘What he notices most is how young Jude looks. She is young, but he can see a difference between her and Taryn. A moment later, he wonders if it was only the fancy of the moment that made him think that. But another part of him wonders if Jude is quite as mortal as she once was.’ Oak in The Prisoner’s Throne (p223).
A fic exploring the question of Jude’s (im)mortality.
Alternatively: the sight of Jude’s first white hair sends Cardan in a spiral of panic.
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- Part 1 of Young and Beautiful
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12 Jan 2026
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03 Nov 2025
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Pain has its own heartbeat by Littledidyouknow
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 Aug 2025
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All he knew was that he wanted to chase after her.
Chase after her, and envelop her in his arms, and protect her from all the pain this world could provide. All he knew was that he wanted to reach out—perhaps brush her tears away, tell her it was going to be okay.
All he knew was that he wanted to be there for her.
That he wanted to treat her exactly like a doctor shouldn’t treat his patients.
That he wanted to be there for her in the only way he shouldn’t.
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24 Jul 2025
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As the World Falls Down by miss_belivet
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
22 Jul 2025
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Based on a prompt from deepwaterwritingprompts: Sometimes in the dead of night on the way to the kitchen for a glass of water, I see an extra door in the hallway, black and imposing.
Five times the High Lord of the Night Court tries to lure his human mate across the wall and the one time she hunts him instead.Bookmarked by starrymutt
31 Mar 2025
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Till Death Do Us Part by TheLonelyBarricade
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
12 Feb 2023
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I made the tumblr post "Grim reaper Rhys who gives Feyre a second chance at life in exchange for [redacting] his [redacted]" and some of you wanted to hold me to that. So enjoy!
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- English
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- 7,670
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- 3/3
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16 Jan 2025
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You Make Me Crazy and Reckless by jsmelodies
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
10 Jan 2025
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After a fight gets out of hand, Cassian reminds Nesta that he'll always be hers.
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- Part 1 of Modern Nessian
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- English
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- 6,127
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- 1/1
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15 Jan 2025
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Freak Like Me by moodymelanist
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
27 Sep 2025
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Cassian knows what people assume when they look at him — he’s over six feet tall, built like a brick shithouse, and has a dick he knows how to use. After one too many disappointing hookups, he’s resigned himself to thinking maybe being sexually satisfied just isn’t in the cards for him.
That all changes when he meets Nesta Archeron.
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09 Jan 2025
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i can picture it (after all these days) by wishcamper
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
18 May 2026
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Modern Nessian slices of life, where they navigate healing from trauma together.
Ch 1: Against the backdrop of a lazy Saturday, Nesta struggles with recovered memories of physical abuse by her grandmother as she and Cassian debate the choice to have children.
Ch 2: The fallout from Thanksgiving drives Nesta into Cassian’s bed, where one sleepless night cracks open everything they’ve been avoiding.CW: mentions of child abuse, PTSD recovery, negative self-talk/self-hatred, light sexual content. (None of the abuse is described in detail, only alluded to.)
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24 Nov 2024
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The Whole Truth by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
24 Apr 2026
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“Stop it! Just stop it. None of you know what you’re talking about.”
“Your defense of your sister is admirable, but we’re only speaking truths.”
“But that’s just it. You don’t know the full truth. None of you do.”
“What are you talking about?” Feyre asked, and Nesta filled with horror. Elain wouldn't . She couldn't. She swore never to tell-
“Don’t you dare,” Nesta hissed, and she offered Elain one final glare, filled with an equal amount of pleading. She couldn’t fathom the thought of Feyre knowing her secret, she couldn’t bear the thought of them knowing. Not the full extent of what had happened, what had changed her well before the Cauldron-
“Father sold Nesta when she was 16.”
When Nesta's deepest secret is revealed at yet another tense dinner, she was sent into a spiral, desperate to escape before Feyre demanded answers. But it isn't her sister who comes to find her in the aftermath, it's someone else. Someone who might have more in common with her than she ever thought.
TW: Child abuse, suicidal thoughts/ideation, forced prostitution, sexual assault (underage!!)
PLEASE READ WITH CARE
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- Part 4 of Nesta Week 2025
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24 Nov 2024
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To Pay a Debt by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
27 Sep 2026
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When Nesta realizes Feyre has not included her in any of their family paintings, the sting of her exclusion is sharper than she could have ever imagined.
Desperate to relieve Feyre and her new family of the burden that she was, she did the only thing she could think of: run.
An alternate take after ACOFAS, in which Feyre not painting Nesta gets addressed, the Inner Circle gets a little bit of a reality check, and everyone kind of learns to communicate.
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24 Nov 2024
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The Hike, Alternatively by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
12 Mar 2024
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Cassian could only watch as she turned her forearm, and he took in the lines moving vertically up and down. They were all on top of each other, as if she’d tried again and again to open the wound. On a human, such a blow would have been fatal in minutes. But for a fae… it took every ounce of his ability not to fall to his knees.
“Nesta,” he said carefully, so soft and delicate, but she just kept speaking quietly, as if he wasn’t actually there and she was instead addressing whatever version of him existed in her mind.
“I was hoping not to wake you. Actually, I was hoping you would do it,” she muttered, shaking her head. “I thought that was why we were here. But then you just kept walking and walking, and I couldn’t fucking take it anymore.”
“Do what, Nes?”
“Well, you’re supposed to kill me, aren’t you?”
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An ACOSF rewrite of the hike, in which Cassian's observation of Nesta's self-harming mental state is addressed/manifested and what it takes to heal from it.A post for Suicide Awareness/Prevention Month.
CWs: Suicide attempt, self harm, blood, gore, trauma -- PLEASE BE MINDFUL
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24 Nov 2024
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Breathe Darling, just breathe by emikadreams (orphan_account)
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
24 Aug 2021
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A hurt comfort fic where Feyre has claustrophobia, modern au.
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- Part 2 of Multi chapter fics
- Part 14 of Feysand
- Part 26 of ACOTAR
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01 Nov 2024
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No More Dreaming like a Girl by Lady_Bluebird
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
18 May 2024
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"I don’t understand why you assumed there was no possible solution. You sent me to the Weaver with minimal training, but you didn’t think it was safe for me to shapeshift while pregnant? What kind of horse shit is that, Rhys?”
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21 Oct 2024
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The darker the fruit, the sweeter by Lady_Bluebird
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
19 Oct 2024
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“This isn’t a joke,” Feyre asked. “Is it?” Maye it was a dream. She’d been in bed, after all. Feyre dug her nails into her palm until the sting made her wince, but her chest kept shaking, and his nails were sharp on the inside of her thighs. Too sharp. She risked a glance down between their bodies. Rhys followed her gaze as it landed on his hand - no, on his claws - pushing her nightdress up around her hips.
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19 Oct 2024
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No Ending, No Beginning by TheLonelyBarricade
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
01 Oct 2023
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The story of Feysand's wedding rings. Based on true events.
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13 Oct 2024
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Alice Munroe is stepping once more into the wild, following her Mohican lover Uncas and his father on a long and winding journey into the American frontier. A continuation of A Breed Apart. Concluded in "The Dragonfly Woman and The Turtle Man".
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- Part 2 of Last of the Mohicans
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02 Sep 2024
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Flying Changes by xxValkyriesxx
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
20 Apr 2026
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Nesta Archeron was once of the most decorated equestrians in the world. From world titles to Olympic medals to being featured in big sponsorships, she became the IT girl in equestrian.
Until she wasn't.
After a major accident at her third Olympics, Nesta was rushed to the hospital waking up nearly a week later to find out her horse didn't survive the fall. Her glimmer of hope dissolved and spiraled into depression as she drank, went to rehab, rinse and repeat.
Until she went too far.
After being charged with her second DUI, the judge decided not to send Nesta to prison. Instead she must complete 375 hours of community service while on probation at the House of Wind Therapeutic Ranch.
Cassian Valyrian was honorably discharged from the military last year. The once esteemed ranch ran by his adoptive mother now falls to him. With the new job in his old town, he believed he'll be able to mange.
Until he met her.
Now Cassian and Nesta must work together day in and day out as she must stay with him at the ranch until her probation is lifted.
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- Part 2 of Nessian Week 2025
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13 Aug 2024
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I Can Take the Upper Hand and Touch Your Body by Pumpkinspice_Lou
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 Aug 2024
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Nesta has a thing against alphas, particularly a certain alpha co-worker. But when Cassian goes into rut, will she regret helping him through it?
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- 3/3
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09 Aug 2024
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White Mustang: Season One by dusk_muse
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
25 Jun 2024
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Do you even live on Prythian if you don't know the Archeron sisters?
Nesta Archeron: bestselling author, heiress, scandal.
Elain Archeron: award-winning actress, businesswoman, scandal.
Feyre Archeron: artist, businesswoman, scandal.
Notice a trend? Where the Archeron sisters go, scandal follows. What happens when that goes a bit too far?
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- Part 1 of Glitz & Glam
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21 Jun 2024
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Season of the Witch by dusk_muse
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
18 Nov 2024
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Nesta Archeron ripped something from the Cauldron, so it made her something different.
(If Prythian had witches, vampires, and werewolves.)
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21 Jun 2024