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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

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    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running a bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    Shane tossed and turned that night despite meticulously performing every step of his routine. It was as if his body could feel the phantom spaces where Ilya’s arms were supposed to be.

    Shane thought he’d never sleep well again.

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    5 times Shane realizes he can't sleep properly without Ilya

    +1 time Ilya discovers it's mutual

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Ilya wishes he knew what he's doing wrong, for everyone in his life to decide Shane is someone to be worried for just because he is dating Ilya. It's even worse that the decision never seems to take more than ten minutes of knowing him.

    Is it just written on his forehead? Careful, this man ruins everything he touches, keep away from precious people.

    Or; Ilya heavily misunderstands who Shane's loved ones are worried for in their relationship.

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    Shane is the steady ground he stands upon, the hand that guides him, the very air that he breathes. They’re so entwined now, that Ilya is certain he would cease to exist if ever they were separated.

    It’s maybe becoming a problem.

    Or, 5 times Ilya and Shane try (and fail) not to be codependent, and 1 time they just give into it.

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    2022
    Ilya Rozanov dies on a Tuesday. Shane spends five years mourning him.

    2027
    Ilya Rozanov returns on a Tuesday (he thinks). Shane is on his way - just hold on a little longer.

    In the wake of the Blip, half of Earth's population dies. One of them is Ilya Rozanov. Shane Hollander grieves him for five years. When Ilya returns, he's pretty sure Shane has moved on. Shane is just trying to get back to his husband, and if he has to rent a dodgy motorbike to do it, he will. Nothing's going to keep him from Ilya.

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