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'He hears him say “Do not tell a soul, Levi” and wants to laugh. Tell anyone? To what end? So that others have the images that Levi now has running through his head; of grabbing hands and harness marks, hard words and soft lips, of lies upon lies upon lies in a desperate attempt to get to the truth?'
Levi begins to notice Erwin leaving HQ alone and not returning until the dead of night.
Slow-burn, pre-show Eruri.
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25 May 2026
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"Levi misses Erwin in the margin between sleeping and waking. He thinks about Erwin when he steps out of a hot bath into cold air. He imagines Erwin’s new life, his new vocation, his new family, when the seasons change, or when he blows the candles out, or now, as the sun sets. The only space he does so is a space of a threshold. It does not feel good or bad. It does not feel happy or sad. Levi realises now, however, that this is not the same as it feeling nothing."
Six years after the War ends and they part ways, Levi finds himself at Erwin's door again.
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16 May 2026
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“It’s always been in you, this thing, this pathetic fucking parasite. This need for violence. You could do something great with it, if it doesn’t kill you first. It’s why you’re no one. It’s why you’re always cold. I bet it’s warm now though, huh? A hot bath after a long day. But don’t mistake it for love. Not for a second. It isn’t love. It’s our chains.”
There’s a new gang threatening the Rippers’ monopoly on illegal weapons dealing, growing like a tumour in London’s financial heart. Levi, the Rippers’ strongest weapon, is given a simple task: cut the head off the opposition; kill their leader, Erwin Smith.
Dark Ackerbond organised crime AU.
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13 May 2026
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A collection of my 1K giveaway prompt ficlets.
Each chapter is named for the ship and prompt. They are all unrelated, and requested by my followers.
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05 May 2026
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“Hold me here.” Krista says. She wrestles Ymir’s arm from underneath her and presses their opposite palms together, wrapping her fingers around Ymir’s wrist. Ymir instinctually mimics her. It’s like a handshake, but a military one - a forearm shake. Ymir squints through the muddy darkness, searching for Krista’s face on the pillow beside her.
“Now what?”
“Now I count to three, and without moving anything other than your hand, you have to make me let go.”
Yumikuri canonverse oneshot
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29 Apr 2026
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Six birthday presents Levi Ackerman received from Erwin Smith
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28 Apr 2026
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12 things Erwin Smith learns about love.
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17 Apr 2026
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Levi introduces a welcome interruption to Erwin's busy day.
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16 Apr 2026
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“Small,” Hanji echoes, with a little quirk of her lips. “That's sort of cute. A teeny tiny ghost.”
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15 Apr 2026
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In Sickness and Buffoonery by FanaticeIllabantur
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
06 Aug 2021
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Upon discovering there are perks for those who are married in the Survey Corps, Levi searches for his best suitor. Feelings of varying degrees ensue.
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- Part 1 of Idiot Husbands
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09 Apr 2026
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When Shane thought back on his life, he could not identify a serious misstep. Nothing should be wrong with him. He'd done everything exactly how he was supposed to.
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16 Feb 2026
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Ilya had never denied himself anything. He liked to feel good, and usually wanting felt good.
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15 Feb 2026
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Ilya was good at noticing things about people, and he was good at understanding them. Shane was not. That was okay. Shane had developed his own way of getting to know Ilya. It involved a lot of inane questions and, more importantly, no longer involved condoms.
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15 Feb 2026
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If Shane had had a good, close friend, a confidante, somebody he could talk to about whatever was happening between him and Ilya Rozanov, and that good close friend got it in their head that maybe Shane liked Ilya, had feelings for him, one of the first things Shane would say to refute it would be: but he smokes.
Shane, Ilya, cigarettes - a love triangle for the ages.
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- Part 7 of perfect from now on
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13 Feb 2026
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Til They Retire Your Number by technicallyverycowboy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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They lapse back into a comfortable silence. Shane looks at Ilya as he is and thinks about Ilya as he was at seventeen, smoking in the back of a Saskatchewan parking lot. The image is almost unbearably tender for Shane, where his own seventeen year old thrill at seeing Ilya Rozanov meets all the things Shane knows about that lonely boy now.
Shane thinks: Do you love number 81 more than you love this man?
"Hey," Ilya says, brushing his knuckles over Shane's cheek. "Whatever I do, I will be there when you come home."
Ilya decides to retire. Shane is very normal about it.
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13 Feb 2026
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The Ballad of Shane Hollander's Tits
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12 Feb 2026
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#goalbody by toomuchplor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jan 2026
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"We put ourselves through it," Shane says, scraping plates. "Anything for hockey."
"Anything for the Cup," Yuna says. This makes sense to her as it's always made sense to Shane, and he's never been sorry to have a mom who doesn't fuss over his suffering for sport the way Jackie fusses over Hayden sometimes. He has always taken it for granted, maybe: that hockey comes first. That everything in the world should bend to the breaking point if it serves hockey.
How to bend without breaking.
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12 Feb 2026
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Scott Hunter is just trying to make the most of his closeted NHL career, keep his head down, wait until he retires before he tries find his person.
He doesn't want to know anything at all about these two dumb rookies and what they're getting up to behind the facade of their so-called rivalry... but they're making it really hard for him to ignore them.
Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are not Scott's problem. That's all there is to it.
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11 Feb 2026
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Rozanov stares at him, then crawls up his body until they’re face to face, Rozanov’s tacky fingers on Shane’s jaw when Shane tries to look away. He tilts Shane’s face up until their eyes catch; holds him there. “You fuck yourself,” Rozanov says, “with a dildo bigger than me. How often?”
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11 Feb 2026
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Torture Me (With All I’ve Wanted) by toomuchplor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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Regina to Edmonton was nine hours by bus if the weather was decent; it took a bit longer if — for example — your bus lost power on Highway 11 just past Dundurn, Saskatchewan.
Team buses, night drives, and one way things might have started differently.
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11 Feb 2026