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Prison, Kev, Jez and all the other bullies. It’s all intertwined. Kev was part of Robert’s prison experience, and he would most likely not have survived without him - and that is a lot. That isn’t something Robert will ever be able to forget.
coda to friday's episode (the 14th of november)
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“You brought me here.” Robert breathes out, and when Aaron looks at him he looks confused.
“Course. Robert, I thought – I couldn’t wake you. I was so scared.” Aaron remembers how his anger towards Kev, the need to kill him, dissipated the second he was holding Robert in his arms, pleading with him to wake up.or, Robert wakes up in hospital with Aaron by his side.
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Aaron won’t push Robert to talk, but any indication of whether something in particular has happened feels helpful right now. He knows Robert had a nightmare last night, the fifth this week, so lack of sleep can't be helping Robert’s state of mind right now. It’s clearly a bad week.
Robert has a bad day, Aaron loves him no matter what.
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“He was always going on about the farm being so important to him because it had been his father's and something he wanted to pass on to me, and when he realised I was serious about wanting nothing to do with it, Andy became the son he was keeping it afloat for.” Robert swallows, wondering if all of this will ever not taste so bitter. This is where it all changed, where Andy became the golden boy, the son who didn’t look down on farming and that way of life, the son who didn’t throw Jack’s hard work in his face.
Or, at Annie's field, Robert and Aaron talk about the future.
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as aaron and robert keep meeting at the cemetery, they grow closer together.
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a series of fics set post reunion 2018, in which robert and aaron talk about a lot of things.
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The B Shouldn't Be Silenced by AnnCherie
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
10 Oct 2023
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Since Alex is currently the second trending topic on Twitter, it's officially a Situation that has to be handled, and Alex is trying not to have flashbacks. He knows better than to check Twitter, he does. Really. After all this time he had to.
He still checks Twitter.
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Alex talks to Henry about biphobia, intersectionality, and how much of a nightmare the tabloids are.
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18 Oct 2023
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the conclusion literally any normal human being would come to. by chaa_kiao
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
14 Aug 2023
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My [21M] flatmate [20M] gives me forehead kisses when he thinks I'm asleep. How do I ask him to do it when I'm awake, too?
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Henry and Alex are roommates quarantined together. Henry takes to Reddit when Alex's behavior gets too confusing for him to sort out on his own. Surely this will have zero impact on their completely platonic relationship, right?
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30 Sep 2023
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these things i know by indomitablelove
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
26 May 2022
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'Alex chews his lip. ‘You know… okay, you know how after you kissed me, you said that you had suspicions that I might want you to? How— how did you know?’
It’s not— He’s just not sure why this is suddenly a thing he’s thinking about. It’s been nearly two years since that night, but for some reason, his brain has decided that it needs an answer to the question he’s never ever thought about before.'
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Sometimes, big decisions are drawn out for months – they're agonising and drawn out things supported by mountains of lists of pros and cons. Sometimes though, they're quiet. Sometimes, they come from the gut and unfurl slowly on a Sunday morning.or, Alex knows that there's a lot he doesn't know, and realises that there are some things that he does.
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05 Sep 2023
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“No.” Alex’s response is shaky but quick. “I’m not blowing the candle without her.” He feels the pitiful look of his dad at the back of his neck but he doesn’t look up. If he moves at all, the spell will be broken, and Alex won’t be that kid crying at his birthday because his mom didn’t show up.
Or, 5 times people he loves leave Alex alone on his birthday, and 1 time one doesn't.
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28 Aug 2023
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a preface to “if I loved u” by Introvertedfangirl
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
20 Aug 2023
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Excerpt: “‘Alex. I think you’re having a panic attack.”
“No….shit.” Alex says and he gasps as he says it.
Henry doesn’t resist the urge to roll his eyes. Mercifully Alex can’t see him.
“Yes, well, I’m sorry for stating the obvious then. How can I help?”
“It passes. It’ll pass.” Alex huffs out. “I’m sorry.” He adds.
It’s an apology that’s frayed around the edges and it tugs at Henry’s heart because why is Alex apologizing for something like this?
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21 Aug 2023