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    Bucky's dog tags were folded in the crease of the paper he'd torn from his journal, reading: "Steve, here. You have them, if you want them. You have me, if you want me. I’ve never tried loving a man before but for you I’ve run headfirst into wars and Death’s wide, gaping jaws, so this is easy in comparison. This is like breathing."

     


    It was so dark when Bucky handed him the note, the fire just burning out, and he glanced back only once to see Steve watching him as he walked away.

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    12 Dec 2023

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    “But this,” Steve says, waving his hands between the two of them, “this is a one-time thing.”

    Steve could swear he sees a flash of hurt across Eddie’s face, but it’s gone before he can be sure.

    “Alright,” Eddie says.

    “Not because you’re a dude.” Steve needs to make that clear. “Just so you know. It’s entirely because it’s you, because you’re so fucking annoying.”

    “Yeah, yeah, sure,” Eddie says, and at least he’s smiling now.

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    They argue. They hook up. They promise never to do it again. The cycle repeats, until it doesn't.

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    When Eddie walks into the kitchenette of his Uncle Wayne’s trailer, he smells coffee. He also sees the most beautiful girl in the world. Because she was in his bed, and now she’s in his kitchen. Later, he’ll be in her car when she drops him off at the record store before she goes to work where she teaches kids how to play tennis and baseball and volleyball and all sorts of other things at the Hawkins Community Rec Center.

    One day, Eddie dreams, they’ll have their own house. He’ll put a big rock on her ring finger. She’ll wear a nice dress and they’ll have a quaint and charming ceremony with their family and friends and Dustin will be his best man and Robin will be her maid of honor. He’ll carry her across the threshold of their house. It’s small, in his dreams, because he can’t imagine Stella wanting a big old house to fill with absolutely nothing like her parents did.

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    Or, approximately 3800 words of Eddie thinking about a future where he gets to be happy.

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    “Your heart’s racing,” Steve noted, quietly.

    Eddie laughed. It was more of a shaky exhale, lashes fluttering as he struggled to keep his composure. “Stevie,” he whispered, fingers cradling Steve’s side like he was precious. “Yeah, no fucking shit.”

    OR: Ma Henderson & Wayne Munson get cosy, Dustin makes an off-hand remark, and Steve spirals. It works out in the end.

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    Rock band AU in which Robin, Eddie, Jonathan, Nancy, and Chrissy play in a band, and Steve has no choice but to hang out with the most annoying frontman in the world, Eddie Munson. Things escalate when they're forced to pretend they're in a relationship.

    Modern AU, fake-dating (kind of).

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    08 Sep 2022