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“Mmh,” their eyes open just a smidge, “Goodnight, my baby.”
Haewon’s eyes flutter shut again while Lily’s hand freezes in their hair. She can’t be making it up - she knows Haewon’s voice too well. Something’s… different.
or lily is down bad for oh theywon's gay t voice
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- Part 2 of oh theywon
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Haewon wants what she shouldn’t have, and she is afraid. Lily knows it all, and is kind enough to do so quietly.
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- Part 1 of oh theywon
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“You’re my first and last younger partner. There won’t be another. I hope you meet someone good and be happy.
When you got into that accident, if you told me, ‘Baby, I’m sorry’...
If you’d said just that, we wouldn’t have broken up, and we wouldn’t be on this show.
It’s all your fault.”
Those were supposed to be the last words Haewon would ever say to Seol Yoona. They were supposed to leave it there and do what they went on that show to do: move on.
But, ah, Oh Haewon… always the first to back out.
A month after the finale of their dating show airs, Haewon and Yoona meet again by chance.
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Sullin’s sweater is blue. Kaede’s sweater is yellow. When the lights are off, there's no telling the colour of anything.
And when there's a glow coming from the door, it's not like there's anywhere else to look.
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It’d be obvious to anyone with eyes and a brain that Haewon is down horrendously bad. Lily wonders just when she’ll pluck up the courage to say anything about it. Seriously, anyway.
oneshot inspired by haewon wanting to buy things for lily lately
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Across the room, Yoona slouches before the mirror. Phone glued to her hand, neck bent in her regular pose. Same spot she claimed two hours ago. Same posture: shoulders curved inward, spine bent like a fisherman's hook.
Haewon watches. She tells herself she’s not looking, exactly. Just aware. It's passive. A leader keeps track of her members, notes when someone’s been awake too long, when the fatigue starts showing in the spaces between blinks.
Haewon begins to notice things she can't ignore, drawn towards Yoona all of a sudden. Before she knows it, she's falling deeper into the mystery of her emotions.Bookmarked by sullwontopia
10 Jan 2026
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Haewon finds herself with an afternoon of quiet solitude. She spends it thinking about what NMIXX has overcome, how they've grown, and what everything means to her.
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09 Jan 2026
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“So, like,” Lily finally thinks to ask, “where exactly are we going?”
“I don’t know,” says Haewon. “I just wanted to go.”
“Go where?”
“Away.”
It takes five years, but Haewon returns to Lily.
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22 Dec 2025
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I believe that the shore is waiting. I want, one day, to find it again, too.
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I want to help you, save you from some dark fate that awaits you at the end of this tunnel of self-love. Take me too. Take me with you. I'm so drunk.
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lily and the woman of her dreams.Bookmarked by sullwontopia
11 Dec 2025
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A new F1 season is about to begin, and five competitors are aiming for victory despite the obstacles in their path. Between changes, drama, romance, and lots of racing, the world is caught up in a season of overdrive.
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03 Nov 2025