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    It’s ironic, really, that the first time Ilya ever brings up an Omega he’s interested in is also the moment Shane knows for certain something that he’s been trying to deny for years.

    That Shane is utterly, irrevocably, devastatingly head over heels in love with his best friend.

    It’s the only secret he’s ever kept from Ilya. It seems like it’s going to be one that he’s taking to his grave.

    Ilya is planning to build a nest for the Omega he’s courting. Shane has feelings about that.

    or the best friends to lovers omegaverse college AU nobody asked for.

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    06 Oct 2026

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    my heart wrenched and burned and ached (like in all good misunderstandings)

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    Shane Hollander never gave a shit about motorsports. But then he met Ilya Rozanov.

    And from the moment he first laid eyes on the golden boy of Formula 1, with that glorious crown of curls and those icy blue eyes that shattered every last bit of his self-control, Shane knew he was completely and utterly fucked.

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    Or, Red Bull driver Ilya wins the most famous Grand Prix in the world, but the real trophy is waiting for him in his hotel room.

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    04 Oct 2026

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    why am i only reading this nowwwww
    again, so so well written (smut included)
    the yearning is ma fav part
    also Verstappen cameo in a hollanov fic lets goooo

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    “I’m telling you, Shane,” Ilya says. “I take birthdays very seriously.”

    Shane lets out a dignified snort. “Sure.”

    “And I take your birthday the most seriously. It is my job as your boyfriend, yeah?”

    Shane’s heart squeezes in his chest. “Yeah, okay.”

    Ilya smiles, his eyes softening. “Moy lyubimiyy,” he murmurs. “I am going to celebrate you the way you deserve.”
     
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    Shane is used to being told he’s impossible to buy a birthday present for. It’s not exactly fun to be reminded of this fact about himself year after year, but he’s come to accept that it’s probably his own fault. After all, what do you give a man who has zero interests outside hockey and keeps his cards close to his chest?

    Turns out, his boyfriend might have a few ideas.

    (Or, Shane celebrates his birthday with Ilya for the first time since they started dating, and Ilya proves he’s the indisputable king of giving gifts.)

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    04 Oct 2026

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    this is great not just for the emotions part (crying my heart out at all the gifts)
    this is smart writing at its best
    you saw the problem with "they have been together long before shanes bday, that cant be the first gift ilya gave him then y is shane doubting him?"
    then you solved it cleverly with christmas and valentines being generic and capitalistic holidays, and bday is just one day where all the attention was on you, making it so much more personal and showing you who really cares!
    just one of the better pieces of writing i'm lucky to stumble upon

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    “So,” Ilya interrupted, holding up a finger. “You believe I am not strong enough? That your boyfriend, who lifts you against walls and carries you to bed, is too weak to handle you? That my face would break under the glorious weight of your perfect ass?”

    Shane blinked.

    (or, Shane refuses to sit on Ilya's face and Ilya takes personal offense to it.)

    Tag to be covered: Ilya Rozanov Has a Thigh Kink

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    03 Oct 2026

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    “Shane, why are you still under there?”

    “I’m stuck,” Shane said, committing fully now.

    The room fell silent for a beat and it was long enough that Shane almost pulled himself out right then and there out of sheer embarrassment.

    “You are stuck,” Ilya echoed.

    “Yes.”

    “Like last week.”

    Shane squeezed his eyes shut embarrassed about the whole situation.

    “I was not–” he started, then stopped himself. “That was different.”

    “You were under the coffee table,” Ilya said, stepping closer. “And also stuck.”
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    Or the one where Shane wants to get stuck and fucked

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    29 Sep 2026

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    ahhh i didnt even know stuck n fucked is a thing
    this is so hot and so funny bc ofc shane the sex freak hollander would be onboard and tried to do anything to get his husband onboard but asking!!