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    Slowly, Mystery Man raises his head. And when his eyes meet Dean’s again, they are so full that Dean is nearly leveled by it. Just. There’s love there, affection, fondness, all in that haunted cornflower blue. They’re greedy, too, like they’re consuming every detail. Dean forgets to breathe. “You sure this guy ain’t dead?” he manages. “Cause you’re looking at me like the last time you saw his mug was ten years ago.”

    Mystery Man inhales sharply but doesn’t so much as blink. “He’s very much alive. He made pancakes this morning.” No further elaboration.

    “Right…” Dean says a little awkwardly. “Well, since this is happening, apparently, what’s your name?”

    Now, Mystery Man hesitates, frowns. Finally, he says, “My name is Cas.”

    or the one where dean is at a bar in 2005 and he gets a visit from a stranger who feels familiar but he cant figure out why

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    09 Jan 2025

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    I CRODEEEE

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    Cas is sick and Dean finds a journal that Cas kept about his time alone as a human.

    This fic is a retelling of first half of S9 from Cas's POV (via Cas's journal). Lots of Cas angst/loneliness and a correspondingly equal volume of Dean guilt. Sick fic, hurt/comfort, journal fic, and a Christmas fic too.

    NO SLASH but the entire thing features a strong Cas/Dean friendship.

    Destiel readers: This entire fic can be read as pre-Destiel (or not, as you prefer), and if you would like to read it that way, I also wrote an optional, explicit, Destiel epilogue chapter just for you guys. :)

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    05 Jan 2025

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    But it’s okay, Cas thinks. No matter what’s wrong or what’s just developed, it will be okay, because they can solve it together. Like they’ve always done.

    Dean says, “You can’t stay,” and Cas finally registers the taste of the residual food in his mouth. It tastes like ash.

    He wonders if this is what it feels like for humans to die, and then he remembers he already died as a human, and it didn’t hurt this much.

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    03 Jan 2025

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    i CRODE

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    [ This fic is written to coincide with the events of episode 9.06, Heaven Can't Wait, and occasionally retreads scenes and borrows dialogue directly from the show. The rest... let's call it canon conjecture. ]

    When he picked up the phone, Dean hadn’t been banking on Idaho, or a case, or Cas. Now, he’s gotta contend with all three and it’s giving him a lot to think about. He’s living somewhere between memory and moment, locking horns with big nasty guilt every which way he turns. But it’s a case. And more importantly? It’s Cas.

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    02 Jan 2025

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    "Fine, whatever. Love you too, asshole. I hope you enjoy your walk home with your stupid, grainy bread. Taking Nature's Own a little too much to heart, but sure," Dean tells him, flashing him a sarcastic smile and swiveling around in the aisle to march away. He throws out something over his shoulder, careless and barbed. "I'm not paying for that shitty cardboard." 

    Dean's three aisles over when he realizes what, precisely, he said. Thankfully, when he comes to this conclusion, he's holding a box of poptarts, so when he fumbles and drops them to the floor, it's not a huge mess. He stares down at the slightly dented box of Brown Sugar Poptarts, and he has a very swift and very unshakeable crisis right there and then. 

    Love you too, asshole. 

    No, no, no. Why would he say that? Why would he do that? In the middle of the goddamn grocery store while arguing about bread? That's not—that can't be how it happens. That can't be. 

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    27 Dec 2024

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    The absolute last thing Dean would ever admit, after saving Cas' life, is that it was all thanks to the unhealthy amount of time he spent reading about drowning on Wikipedia.

    Not that he's not grateful, but what he really needs is an instruction manual for everything that comes after.

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    24 Dec 2024

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    One day Cas says, "Stars died for you, Dean Winchester", against ruffled hair perched atop sun kissed skin and sleepy eyes.

    Dean stirs, moving to spread his palms against the contour of Cas’ back, tips of fingers languidly strumming the indentations of his spine. One, two, three, four, he counts, the closest he could get to scientifically studying the anatomy of the human body.

    "Is this some physics crap again?" He frowns with eyes closed.

    Cas smiles softly. "Far from it."

    Dean’s fingers play at the base of his back, ninth thoracic vertebrae, Cas notes.

    "Then tell me all about it."

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    22 Dec 2024

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    holy shit

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    "Where's the angel?" Dean demands to the room at large.

    He's prepared to level his shotgun at someone to get an answer, but he doesn't need to. A vampire, needle teeth extending reflexively as it scents the blood on Dean's forehead, lifts a shaky hand to jab at a spot in the center of the floor.

    "Down," it whispers. "There."

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    (Or: Castiel has been missing for weeks, and when the Winchesters finally find him, they'll have to act fast to save him.)

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    21 Dec 2024

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    “Look at all these groceries, Dean,” Cas says, beaming. “They cost me precisely thirty-two cents.”

    Dean looks like he isn’t sure whether to be impressed or appalled. “Cas,” he says. “How.”

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    In which Cas discovers the joy of couponing.

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    19 Dec 2024

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    Cas asks Dean to marry him, and Dean can't think of a reason to say no.

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    "Dean," Cas says calmly, gingerly sitting his fork down, and oh, this is gonna be a thing, Dean can tell. Sure enough, it is because Cas goes on to say, "What would you think if I suggested we get married?"

    Dean blinks and swallows the food in his mouth, staring at Cas curiously. "I would think...you were either on drugs or going insane, why?"

    "I'm not inebriated, nor mentally unstable."

    "I—I…" Dean takes in a deep breath, then blows it out heavily. "Cas, you're not fucking with me, are you?"

    "I'm not," Cas tells him.

    "Okay," he says, "fuck it, let's get hitched."

    "Thank you," Cas murmurs sincerely, then picks his fork back up and goes right back to eating.

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    18 Dec 2024

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    For a long time, Castiel thought that every earthly possession other than the immediately necessary was excess to requirement. But Dean – Dean who named his car, who keeps a photograph of his mother in his wallet, some thirty-plus years after her death, who still has the crumpled ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign with a sleeping pelican emblazoned on it from the Microtel outside of Roanoke where he first kissed Castiel, clumsy and unsure, under the unsteady fluorescence of an exhausted bathroom bulb – is sentimental.

    It puzzles Castiel, where Dean draws the line between what is meaningful and what it is worthless.

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    04 Dec 2024

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    An accident in the Hoover building causes Mulder, Scully and Diana to be stuck in an elevator. Scully wages a war between the need to care for Mulder when he's injured and revealing their relationship.

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    11 Oct 2024

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    They'd defied a lot of things, but never basic physics.

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    29 Sep 2024

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    “Hannibal.” Alana says, her voice breaking on his name. It brings his attention back to her, and now he finds grief so powerful it hits him right against his ribcage. “Hannibal… It’s been days. I don’t think they’re going to find Will’s…” She pauses to swallow against the tears. “You didn’t kill him. I know you didn’t. But I don’t think he’s alive.”

    “Will Graham is resilient.” He bites back, though the first strings of doubt are starting to creep across his senses, no matter how hard he tries to push them down. He looks away, not wanting to see her heartbroken expression. “He is resourceful and clever, and stronger than you believe.”

    There’s another pregnant pause before she speaks again. “You were a psychiatrist, Hannibal. You know what the stages of grief are. You’re in denial.”
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    Hannibal wakes up in the hospital after the fall and finds out that Will has disappeared, and is thought to be dead. Hannibal knows better though, he knows Will is alive. He isn't grieving. He just... isn't.

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    17 Jul 2024

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    Scully comes home from her road trip with the Smoking Man. Mulder’s been waiting and worrying. No one likes to feel fooled. Missing scenes from the end of En Ami.

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    08 Jul 2024

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    “It has been six years,” Scully says quietly, like she is empty. Like she has lost a fight that he didn’t even know they were having. Lost a war while he has been on a different battlefield altogether. “If I am still just assigned to you, I should go.”

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    aka shameless diana angst involving hurt!scully and mulder getting a wake up call

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    15 Jun 2024

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    “When you went to Antartica to save Agent Scully from being taken by that spaceship, and you ran out of gas in your Snow-Cat, how did you get back?”

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    20 May 2024

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    Immediately following the events of Pusher, Scully's questions force Mulder to confront some of his own demons.

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    24 Mar 2024

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    Dinner at Mrs. Scully’s. Mulder overhears Maggie speaking to her friends about her daughter’s relationship with her partner. What he hears floors him.

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    09 Mar 2024

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    After the fall, Will drags Hannibal out of the Atlantic and they find their way north to a remote part of Labrador, where they try to make a life together.

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    02 Mar 2024

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