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Even Baby Teeth Will Hurt You (When I'm Biting Down) by falsehopelot
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
04 Apr 2025
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“Hey, it’s okay.” Nat says, up in a second with her hand on Lottie’s shoulder. “You’ll get used to it. Travis almost puked the first time we pulled one from a trap.”
Travis, who knows what Nat’s resin rings feel like in his hair, tugging.
Travis, who is most definitely the reason why Nat’s in such a stellar mood right now.
Lottie hates him. She knows Nat set the trap and hates Travis for the snag of the catch anyway.OR
Travis doesn't know what to do with all of that™ and Lottie's feeling a little possessive.Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
04 Aug 2025
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it's all fun and games until Taissa gets Van alone.
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
28 Jul 2025
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Think of us Inside (This Was All For You) by charl0ttesometimes
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
23 Jul 2025
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Natalie has been avoiding Lottie ever since they were rescued to punish herself for making the call that ruined Lottie’s life. But eight months later, another call comes, late at night, a voice filled with fear that says, “They’re taking me away in the morning”. Natalie can’t run away from Lottie forever, so she runs towards her, even though it’s useless, even though she’ll be gone by the morning. All that matters is them, tonight, even if it’s the last time.
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A chronicling of Lottie and Natalie’s relationship over multiple years, starting from pre-crash and ending the night before Lottie leaves for Switzerland.
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
28 Jul 2025
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1,2,3,4 - you're the one that I adore by 4misty
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV), But I'm a Cheerleader (1999)
20 Jul 2025
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Misty Quigley is not a lesbian — but try telling that to her parents, who just dumped her at the 'all-inclusive pray-the-gay-away' summer camp. Her plan was simple: play along and get the heck out. How hard could it be?
That is, until she meets Natalie Scatorccio: the resident troublemaker. She’s the kind of disaster Misty should avoid at all costs — the kind who snorts during the “Beauties of the Straight World” videos, the kind who leans in just a little too close when she teases Misty about being "such a good little straight girl". The kind who watches Misty in such a curious and genuine way when she thinks no one's looking.
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mistynat but im a cheerleader au! <3- Language:
- English
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- 1/?
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Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
21 Jul 2025
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aqua regia by polarkai
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021), Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel (Comics), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
13 Nov 2025
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She was trying valiantly to adjust to the world around her, but it was harder than she thought it would be. Being abruptly yanked out of chemical subjugation had been disorienting at best and dehumanizing at worst, as she tried and failed to learn how to be a person again.
At least before the Blip, she’d had Natalia to guide her. Now, Yelena had no one.
…Or so she thought.
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- Part 1 of when facing the things we turn away from
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- 22/?
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Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
17 Jul 2025
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“I used to think you were pathetic.”
Shauna whines, and Melissa pauses, eyes widened with concern.
“No,” Shauna breathes out, grabbing hold of Melissa’s wrist, keeping her fingers planted firmly inside of her. “Keep going. Tell me more.”
“I used to think you followed Jackie around like a little fucking lapdog, and I was embarrassed for you.”
or: what shauna and melissa would have gotten up to after the feast, if the frog scientists never showed up to camp that night.
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
17 Jul 2025
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Jackie Taylor is not homophobic. She swears.
She doesn't know why she's so angry that Shauna is sleeping with another woman, but it definitely isn't because she's homophobic.
or: jackie's journey of self discovery after van suggests her feelings toward shauna aren't exactly a type of deep friend love, you know?
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
17 Jul 2025
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In which Lisa (still a teenager) meets Lottie for the first time and learns about her real mother (Nat).
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In which the author felt like writing a scene that had been trapped in her head for a very long time.
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
16 Jul 2025
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They are reborn again and again.
In crowns and chains, in ink and quiet suburbs, in bloodstained forests and snow-covered cabins.In every life, Lottie and Natalie find each other. In most, they lose each other, too.
a series of vignettes following lottienat across timelines: a cursed princess and her loyal knight, strangers passing like ghosts on a train, married women caught in a quiet unraveling, flames in the forest, a cult without a crash.
some lives are short. some stretch long enough to make them think they’ve escaped the ending. but, still, it comes.until it doesn’t.
(told in disconnected, but intertwined chapters. heavy themes of obsession, grief, and love that cannot outrun fate. until it does. oh, and lots of smut.)
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
15 Jul 2025
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“For this moment, this one moment, we are together. I press you to me. Come, pain, feed on me. Bury your fangs in my flesh. Tear me asunder. I sob, I sob." — Virginia Woolf, The Waves
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Shauna and Lottie have a certain hunger, and they feed it to ease their aching souls.
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
14 Jul 2025
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Lottie is looking over at a nearby booth with a man selling herbal tea mixes when she feels something brush against her ankle. She ignores the first movement, passing it off as the bottom of her dress moving from the slight breeze. And then it happens again on her other ankle, like something is weaving around her legs, and she finally looks down, finding the movement too precise to be her dress in the wind.
It’s not her dress. It’s a kitten.
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
13 Jul 2025
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[Pre-crash / No crash AU]
They've been best friends since childhood, but Shauna has two massive secrets she keeps from Jackie: That she's desperately in love with her, and that she also deeply resents her.
With a few months left until their high school graduation and Nationals on the table, everything changes for Jackie and Shauna when Jackie breaks up with Jeff and one of their usual late-night makeouts crosses a line that can't be un-crossed. As their friendship turns sexual, Shauna tries to decode what it all means while she waits for an acceptance letter from Brown and hopes to leave Jackie—and the feelings she's always had for her—behind.
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- Part 1 of JackieShauna Curse Universe
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Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
13 Jul 2025
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Lottie finds her freedom by riding nat’s motorcycle through the town she has known all her life, the thrill of the ride becomes an addiction. Lottie starts calling Nat almost every day begging for a ride around town whenever she’s having a bad day, just to have a sense of freedom. Compared to their fast rides Lottie slowly starts to realize the truth: she’s not just riding for the thrill, she’s riding for Nat.
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everytime Lottie has a bad day she calls Nat for a ride on her motorcycle.
Bookmarked by tornhands
13 Jul 2025
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Lottie Matthews has never believed in God — not when her mother had given up on her, not when the voices started, and certainly not when her father gave up on her for good. Shipped off to the Convent of Santa Lucia, a Catholic school for wayward girls, she expects cold walls, quiet judgment, and maybe a bit of peace. What she doesn't expect is Natalie.
Natalie is everything Lottie doesn’t trust. But as stolen glances turn into midnight conversations, and quiet prayers blur into something far more tender, Lottie finds herself questioning not just what she believes in, but whether love might be its own kind of salvation.
Bookmarked by tornhands
13 Jul 2025
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Jackie starts casually kissing Shauna. Sometimes she asks Shauna to kiss her back. It’s nothing serious—cheeks, foreheads, the occasional hand. Harmless. Just a joke. Obviously. Shauna is being extremely normal about the whole thing.
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
13 Jul 2025
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The heat swirling in Nat’s abdomen intensified, and she placed both hands on the steering wheel as the concept of getting out of here with Lottie Matthews settled into her mind.
Nat wasn’t the type to deny her impulses. If someone had green, she smoked. If someone stole their mom’s Xanax, she knocked it back. If one of her teammates made her appallingly wet by kissing her neck and groping her through her jeans in a goddamn Honda Prelude… Well, now she was shifting Lottie’s car into drive.
// OR: The one where Lottie offers Nat a ride home and a bad parking job leads to backseat revelations.
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
13 Jul 2025
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Nat ends up coming to one of Lottie's frat parties. They both get crossfaded, and lesbianism ensues.
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Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
13 Jul 2025
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Wiskayok, Florida — summer of 1985. The heat settles like a curse, thick with longing, rot, and the kind of love that doesn’t end clean.
Lottie Matthews is the golden girl of a dying town, all sundresses and good manners, quietly unraveling in the back booth of Miller’s Diner. Natalie Scatorccio is the wrong kind of girl with a camo jacket and cigarettes, a switchblade in her pocket, and her daddy on death row.
They’ve been circling each other for years—between quarry bonfires, stolen beers, and the kind of confessions you only whisper with your knees touching under the table. But when a party turns violent and Lottie throws the first punch, everything starts to shift.
In a town that’s already written their stories for them, Lottie and Nat dare to dream of something different. Something dangerous. Something like love.
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
13 Jul 2025
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It’s nearly midnight, and they’ve been working in the living room for hours with no end in sight. Their third year of college has turned their bodies into machines fueled by caffeine, cheap ramen, and mutual academic guilt. It’s nearing midterms, so there’s barely time to breathe between assignments, readings, and shifts at the vintage store they both work at.
But Natalie doesn’t need those excuses to stay up this late. She has her own reason, one that Van tries to talk her out of again and again to no avail. She can’t give it up, though, no matter how much Van tries to reason with her or whatever look she gives her.
When the screen of her phone finally lights up, she doesn’t need to check the name. Nobody else ever calls her, especially not this late.
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
13 Jul 2025
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Natalie thought starting over in Forks would be miserable — new town, new school, same heavy silence.
Then she sees five strangers walk into the cafeteria like gods in borrowed clothes. And one of them, the girl who doesn’t look at anyone… she ruins everything.
or just twilight rewritten but lottienat
Bookmarked by 37rthz (tornhands)
13 Jul 2025