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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    The missing scene in Ilya’s Tampa hotel room.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    It's a known fact that Shane Hollander is bad at chirping. The summer hockey camp coaches decide to do something about it.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    "Tell me, Hollander, who is your hall pass?"

    In which Ilya asks a question and is completely chill and not at all irrational about Shane's response.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Last night, Ilya dreamed Shane served him divorce papers. They were making dinner when suddenly Shane pulled them out of the microwave and thrust them into Ilya’s hand. This isn’t working, he said. I’m divorcing you. No negotiations.

    And look: of course Ilya understands that it was just a dream. The official divorce petition was a stack of sticky notes. Shane had faintly green skin and, Ilya is pretty sure, a third eye next to his left nipple. It obviously wasn’t real.

    But.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Wiebe is looking at Rozanov.

    The man is currently sitting on the couch in his office hugging the centaur plushie his daughters gave him when he started coaching here. He’s got a distant expression on his face. Troy says he took something for a cold he was fighting, and then saw him take a painkiller a bit later and now he’s - well - high. And now, for the first time since he started working here, he’s looking up one of his player’s emergency contacts.

    Except Rozanov’s emergency contact comes with a note; text, unless absolute emergency. Discretion please.

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    19 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 57

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    Shane spits, drool spilling from the corners of his mouth. He’s half humping Ilya’s leg, eager to get off as Ilya slips a hand into his pants. Shane is hard and leaking as he jerks him off brutally slow.

    “My dumb little boy, huh?” Ilya breathes against his mouth. “Is okay, shh, just sit and be pretty, all you are good for.” He presses their foreheads together, listening to Shane moan as they both watch Ilya get him off.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is mic’d up for an Ottawa vs Montreal game much to his husband’s exasperation.

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    19 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 45

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    Shane accidentally bites Ilya whilst suffering a sensory overload

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    19 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 42

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    “You can let it go
    You can throw a party full of everyone you know
    You can start a family who will always show you love
    You don't have to be sorry for doing it on your own”

    Missing scene with David and Ilya at the Hollander’s cottage while Shane and Yuna talk outside

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    18 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 89

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    Ilya moves closer, inside Shane’s space. It’s not a big kitchen. Shane sat on this floor in diapers. He made protein shakes before practice on this counter, the one Ilya is backing him up into, pretty much every week of his teen years. He signed his first brand deal at the dining table. This brief, affectionate kiss felt more important than all of that, though.

    moments at the cottage.

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    17 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 57

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    It only takes five days before Yuna Hollander breaks and does what she does best.

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    I think we can see where Shane gets it from.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Yuna Hollander rounded the corner and finally came in view of the door to Shane’s hospital room. Her hand was almost on the handle when she noticed someone was already in the room, and she stopped in her tracks.

    At first she thought it might be one of Shane's teammates checking in on him, but the blonde curls at the back of the man’s head told her he wasn’t anyone she would have recognised from the Metros. Thinking about it, it made no sense, but he almost looked like—

    A clipped voice, slightly muffled by the door but with an unmistakable Russian accent confirmed her bewildered assumption. “Could have been worse,” she heard Ilya Rozanov say.

    When Ilya goes to visit Shane in the hospital in episode 5, Shane's mother sees him. They talk.

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    17 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 68

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    “This is hard to talk about,” is all he says, though he knows it will amount to nothing.

    Shane’s fingertips are feather-soft on his chest. “You have to.”

    He has to, because Shane and Ilya have this thing, now, this agreement. Nothing is too hard to talk about. Nothing is off limits. They have to be bare, have to surrender the deepest crevice of their soul to one another. And Ilya, for whom this is easier said than done, whose chest carries a perpetual weight, an immovable mass, it’s all worth it – worth the relief smoothing over Shane’s features, the reassurance that he’s not worried anymore, that Ilya can give him this peace, albeit only a fragment of what Shane gives him by just being there when he wakes up. He would never say it, but he thinks that what he has to offer to Shane amounts to nothing – nothing compared to what Shane does, what Shane is, by simply nuzzling into his chest and sighing into his sleep, late at night when all Ilya can do is lay awake and just feel.

    “I need more,” Ilya says. “And is nothing you can do. I need you inside me, and it feels terrible.” He swallows, with great difficulty. God. “I need to– I need to eat you.”

    or, Ilya never knew love can hurt this good

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked. 

    “Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.

    But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?

    “Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls. 

    “Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
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    Or, I wrote something to add to the pile of subdrop!Shane in Vegas fics because legally by law I had to

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “да?” Ilya began, sounding tired and put-out. Still, he answered. Shane reveled in that fact for the shortest of moments. Unfortunately, he couldn’t make his voice work; he just stared at the phone beside him, eyes wide in fear and his bottom lip caught between his teeth.

    A frustrated sigh and shuffling came through the other end. “Какого черта…” said Ilya. “Hollander?”

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    After Shane’s failed attempt at being intimate with Rose, Shane panics and calls the only person he could think of: Ilya. Who he hadn’t spoken to in months.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane must have hit his head, because there’s no goddamn way that Ilya Rozanov is standing outside of the Hollander cottage, dressed in a cute little sweater, holding a bottle of wine.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    After taking multiple hits and a painful loss, Shane Hollander faces his worst enemy. Not the press, not the injuries- himself.

    Or: Ilya soft doms Shane into subspace and makes him feel better after a bad game

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    13 Jan 2026

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    "Ilya," Shane says, voice lilting and Ilya might fucking cry.

    "Hey," Ilya says, magnetized and moving towards him. Shane looks — soft, he looks fine, so fucking breakable but not broken.

    "There's my man," Shane says, in a small voice, musical. Ilya closes the distance between them, needing to touch him and needing him to lower his voice in equal measure.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    It permeated his brain. The intoxicating smell of simple bar soap, laundry detergent, a hint of sweat, and Ilya. It was like a soft blanket surrounding his thoughts, cushioning them, slowing them down. He’d been so busy, so stressed, by both his life and his secrets. Everything was so complicated, so confusing, so anxiety-inducing, that he couldn’t remember the last time he’d truly been able to take a full inhale. So, as he knelt there, breathing, pressing into the man above him, Shane felt himself relax bit by bit, his anxieties and ruminating worries finally slipping away.
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    Or, Shane learns that cockwarming quiets his brain.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Ilya hums, playing the card he's been considering for this entire conversation. “We could make more interesting, yes? A bet.”

    “A bet,” Shane repeats, eyes flashing. “Like what?”

    The reporter cuts in. “What about wearing the other player’s jersey?”

    They both turn to her, and Shane says, “Like, the loser wears the winner’s jersey?”

    “Maybe at the next game in a couple of months?”

    “Is a good idea,” Ilya muses, nudging Shane’s elbow. “You will look better in my jersey than in Montreal jersey.”

    Shane makes a low noise, his eyes holding a bit of a spark when he looks back to Ilya. It’s what Ilya was hoping for—the tiniest crack in the mask. He can see a hint of exasperated affection around the corners of Shane’s eyes, a little bit of fire burning just beneath the surface. It sends a thrill down Ilya’s spine, and he wonders if Shane will be snarky when Ilya gets him naked tonight.

    “That’s not happening,” Shane replies, shaking his head. “Because you’re not winning.”

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    Ilya should have known better.

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    11 Jan 2026

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