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in the bed where you lie by 1lostone, lucife56 for jlm121
Fandoms: The Walking Dead (TV), The Walking Dead (Comics), The Walking Dead & Related Fandoms
30 Apr 2019
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Daryl's mama once told him something that he never really appreciated while she was alive. When stuff got bad, she'd look at him with that exhausted half-smile on her face and crouch down so that she was eye-level with his much shorter self. "Honey? At some point- something's gotta give. You just gotta be sure that when it does, you're strong enough to handle what happens next."
Smart lady, his mama.
After they lose Beth, the decision to keep surviving is hard. It takes everything they've got to keep going.
And the funny thing was? When Daryl faltered, Rick always seemed to be right there to pick him back up.
This is a story of how far you have to fall before you can make it back up again, and of the people who make it all worthwhile.
EDIT: Lucife will be adding art to the fic, so be sure to subscribe so that you don't miss them!- Language:
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13 Dec 2023
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Carl gives Negan a talking to, like any good future step son should. Step son, at least that's what Carl hopes.
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02 Dec 2023
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有没有想过，你拥有的是一个幻想的兄弟？
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29 Nov 2023
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Even though he recently presented as an omega, Dean categorically refuses to let John fuck him, and hides in the bathroom every time his father comes home and tries to convince him to do the right thing...
It's alright, though. They can just wait for his heat.- Language:
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05 Nov 2023
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Dean doesn't want Sammy to have the same childhood he did; he has to look after his little brother.
In which John Winchester is an abusive asshole and Dean doesn't know what a healthy relationship with your family is supposed to look like.
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27 Oct 2023
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When Dean doesn't call him for a month, John doesn't think twice of it. It takes several more months of radio silence before John realizes something is wrong.
Podfic available here [PODFIC] August Was A Long Time Ago
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26 Oct 2023
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How was he supposed to explain that sometimes, his head belonged to another, two anothers, perhaps even three, and they're all trapped inside is fraying sanity like glowing fireflies in little glass jars; that sometimes he was a marine soldier who liked to hurt himself – purge himself of sin, of insubordination; sometimes he was a chick who sounded like the warmth of his mother; and sometimes he was a kid that wanted building blocks and french lullabies and to eat crayons.
Or Dean has dissociative identity disorder.
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13 Oct 2023
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Although he loves him fiercely, Sammy knows Dean was forced into raising him, barely scrounging up enough to feed them both. They eat better when John returns from his hunting trips, but Sam starts to notice something's wrong with Dean. He knows John hits him, but what is their father doing that makes Dean's skin pale at the mention of his name? Why is he wearing their father's shirts?
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- Part 3 of SPN Kink Meme Bingo 2018
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13 Oct 2023
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Dean will do anything to protect his family, so when John is hit by a sex curse Dean takes it upon himself to deal with the unpleasant consequences.
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12 Oct 2023
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Ever since Dean was very small, John had always had his son sit on his lap as they watched the World Series. Sometimes he'd hold Dean down and rub against him while they watched the game. Now that he's a teenager, though, that's about to escalate.
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12 Oct 2023
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In a universe where Dean was eight when Sam was born, life turned out a little different for the Winchesters. John saw Mary when he looked at Dean, and Dean already looked at Sam as his baby. So they settled down, Dean and John "got married" and they had a nice little apple pie life.
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11 Oct 2023
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Ten times Dean tried to kill himself.
And the one time Sam stopped him.Series
- Part 1 of i've got you brother
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11 Oct 2023
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Really, this was getting ridiculous. Horrible and wrenching and sad, but ridiculous.
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11 Oct 2023
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He almost doesn't get out of bed again; because he's tired — too tired, and his bones, and fingers, and hair are tired. His soul is tired.
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11 Oct 2023
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Original prompt: I really want to see a fic where Sam, Dean, and Mary end up working with this hunter on a case. And Dean is acting weird. And they find out at some point that it's because this hunter used to work with John too and had raped Dean either when he was a teenager or when Sam was at Stanford. I just basically want to see how Sam and Mary react to figuring this out. That's what I'm looking forward to
Or,
The one where karma is a bitch.
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11 Oct 2023
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3 Times Sam Winchester Proposed To Dean and The 1 Time He Said Fuck It, Why Not by RavenGrey
Fandoms: Supernatural
07 Jul 2014
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The first time Sammy proposes to him the little dude is 6 and snaggle-toothed. The ring he slides onto Dean’s finger is a bread tie wrapped around a couple of times with a white bead in the center.
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11 Oct 2023
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Sam’s brain could easily picture “kill yourself” or “have sex with your brother,” but never a healthier middle ground.
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10 Oct 2023
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It should have been obvious. John didn't know how he missed all the signs.
**Please read the tags. This story involves heavily implied childhood sexual abuse and deals with how John deals with finding out. No attempt is made to romanticize the subject matter. This story could be triggering for some readers; please read with caution.
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10 Oct 2023
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Cain's prophecy fulfilled.
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10 Oct 2023
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Dean isn't the hero of their lives, but he isn't the villain either.
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10 Oct 2023