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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Don’t touch me,” Fyodor states, jerking weakly. His hand slips instead, slick with sweat. Dazai’s grip tightens reflexively to keep him from falling back wrong, thumb pressing briefly into the pulse at his wrist.

    The traitorous heart within Fyodor’s chest stutters at the contact. He feels it like an accusation.

    The thought comes uninvited, vicious and fervent: this body is a failing instrument. Overheated, inflamed, demanding. A sack of damp meat filled with heat and filth and treachery. Fyodor has spent his lifetimes disciplining it, denying it excess, denying it indulgence—and now it dares to betray him like this, flushing and trembling under another man’s hands.

    Under his hands.

    or: they fuck. that part is easy. this is not.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day one - “Don’t.” (Alt)

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  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Fyodor and Dazai in the in-between years

    After Dazai defects from the Port Mafia, only one person is able to find him during his years of hiding. This is a glimpse into one of those moments.

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    27 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 93

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    Fyodor is eight, when he meets Dazai. He’s at a chess tournament and Dazai is the only one who has made it worth it. Made it interesting. He’s the only one who is playing at the same level as Fyodor. Fyodor loves chess but he hasn’t felt challenged in what seems like a long time. Not until Dazai, that is.

    They’re in the final game. Dazai and Fyodor are two children lost in a world that has nothing to do with anyone but them. Dazai has one of his eyes covered with a bandage. His hair is almost but exactly not the same color as Fyodor’s. He plays aggressively and recklessly and so carefully measured Fyodor feels it all the way to his toes, swinging in their too tight shoes, unable to touch the ground.

    They draw.

    “I’m Dazai.” Dazai says afterward. Like Fyodor, English is slightly stilted on Dazai’s tongue, rounded awkwardly around different syllables than it should be.

    “I’m Fyodor.” Fyodor responds. Dazai mouths Fyodor’s name to himself. “It’s Russian.” Fyodor explains quietly, used to other children not being able to say his name, teasing him.

    “Fyodor.” Dazai repeats. “You’re good at chess.” He adds bluntly.

    Fyodor feels something stronger than happiness, quiet and content, low in his soul.

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    31 Mar 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    Soshiro isn’t one to lie to himself about what he feels. And right now, what he feels is horny.

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    29 Oct 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Fyodor just shakes his head, black hair spilling everywhere, still in his fantasy world, where Dazai is a cruel captor forcing him to have a good time against his will. Or something of the sort. He doesn’t really care and if he thinks about Fyodor’s cultish God’s-chosen-one bullshit, he might lose his erection.
    So what he does is unbutton his willing victim’s pants, and shove his hand down his underwear.
    “Stop,” Fyodor hisses and grabs at his wrist. “God, stop.”

    Fyodor ropes Dazai into indulging his fantasy of being a victim for a change.

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    24 Oct 2024