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Mydei has learnt to suffer and just push down the pain, let it be mental or physical. He has learnt how to function and how to keep enough control over his feelings so he can channel everything and anything wrong that happened to him into the burning desire and cold intent to end Nikador’s madness and let Castrum Kremnos rest in peace.
Mydei thinks (he knows) Phainon cares about him—but he wishes deeply that Phainon would sometimes care a little less. Mydei doubts he will ever succeed in his desire… so all there is left to draw lines he doesn’t allow Phainon to cross.
A mission gone wrong, Mydei gets stabbed and encounters a poison that causes great suffering, and takes time even for his body to fight off. With the Kremnoan bloodshed having a reputation, someone Mydei saves, twisted by fear, sends the Crown Prince down a memory lane - as much as Mydei tries to just ignore the topic and go on, Phainon keeps pressing over the matter to make Mydei understand his point. Eventually, the kind of love Mydei has never gotten breaks the ice on his heart and he slips for a moment - but maybe through lovemaking and persistent patience, Mydei learns that one day... ~
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- Part 1 of under sky-blue and liquid amber gazes...
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19 Jun 2026
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I LOVE BEING AN UNDERPAID SERVICE INDUSTRY WORKER! by icarian__carrion
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
30 Jun 2026
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Introducing: Phainon! Our latest edition state-of-the-art customer support analyst! He doesn't tire! He doesn't complain! He doesn't feel pain! He doesn't bleed! He doesn't need anything! Use him! Abuse him! Aren't you tired of being on the other side of hell? Call now! 1-800-FLAMECHASE-INC
Phainon is an overworked call center operator. Mydei is the new hire.
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17 May 2026
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"This is why you gotta dress sexy on your move-in day. Who knows what kind of men you run into in a new city, ya know?"
"What, is this some kind of philosophical rule you're making up on the fly? Normal people don't dress up to move boxes."
"Wait until you hear about my philosophical rules about making sure you've got furniture in your house before you move there, or not thinking about fucking your neighbour less than two hours before you move in. Imagine learning that your neighbour's got a small dick before you get to sleep in your own bed."
There's probably a rule about not fucking your hot, twice-your-age neighbour on the first day you meet. Unfortunately, Mydei has never been the greatest at making rational decisions.
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16 May 2026
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The Way You Bend, The Way I Break by itsmarilena
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Jul 2026
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Phainon found himself plagued with both disgust and curiosity after finding out about his best friend’s secret, a BDSM-forward lifestyle. And as any good friend would, Mydei offered to give him a glimpse into what it was like to be not just a submissive, but his submissive.
If Phainon could just be open-minded to new experiences, then Mydei swore he would find it in him to be patient with his ignorant feelings towards it all. But at what point did a test run between friends become the real thing between lovers?
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10 May 2026
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how many rounds go off, i don't know by honeyhaech, spitfyah
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
19 Sep 2025
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At the end of the four millionth eternal recurrence, Khaslana finally passes the torch to a new Phainon, and expects to fade away. Instead he wakes up in another world, reunited with the Chrysos Heirs of the original cycle, his beloved family… and Mydei.
Mydei, who had parted from Phainon in that original timeline, both knowing what they meant to each other, but unable to act upon it. Mydei, whom Khaslana then killed throughout countless following lives.
(Phainon gets to heal in a quiet, peaceful world. Khaslana learns what it is to be loved again.)
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- Part 2 of if there's a chance in the next life
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13 Apr 2026