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    “Oh, I’m not sure you’re supposed to smoke here,” Hollander said as Ilya grabbed his hand. He had forgotten he was even smoking.
    “Okay,” replied Ilya. With his other hand, he quickly pulled the cigarette from his mouth and let it hang between his fingers. He didn’t let go of Hollander.
    “You’re an awesome player to watch,” Hollander’s eyes shifted to their hands.
    “Yes,” Ilya said.
    There was a silence then, and Hollander withdrew his hand slowly. Ilya’s eyes didn’t leave his cheeks, admiring how his freckles look with a rose tint.
    “Anyways, I should-”
    “Have you eaten?” Ilya interrupted

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    What if Shane and Ilya had each other from the start?

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    The black wedding ring on Jack’s finger is Robby’s, a remnant of their failed marriage. Though they’re no longer married, after PittFest, Jack recognizes Robby’s turmoil because he’d struggled similarly after losing his leg.

    Scenes from Jack and Robby’s relationship— coming together, drifting apart, and finding their way back to each other again.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Everything frank has ever let go of has claw marks on it from where he held on for too long.

    as he repeats his final year of residency, he learns when to hold on and when to let go.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    They say therapy is like ripping open a bandage, and once you see the wound you can start to fix it

    For Frank langdon, therapy is like purposely breaking both his legs and waiting for them to set in a better position

    Or Frank goes to therapy, and back to work, it gets worse before it gets better

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