10 Works by untilhalfpast
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Kurapika was determined to get sober, this time. He was willing to put in the work, go to meetings, actually try. He couldn't keep going the way he was going—clawing his way through survival, and leaving a wake of destruction in his path as he did so. He'd had enough of being miserable for ten lifetimes. And staying away from him was his best possible chance at getting anywhere close to peace. Kurapika thought he really could do it. He had his first taste of hope in what felt like years—one that wasn't brought about by a synthetic chemical, at least.
And maybe he could've done it. Achieved enlightenment. He'd never know, since there seemed to be a conspiracy against him having anything at all.
Chrollo picked up on the second ring.
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You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned your place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again-Camisado, P!ATD
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- Part 3 of Twelve Steps
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Kurapika just wanted to celebrate his birthday in peace, away from the man he was decidedly not talking to right now. But nothing was ever easy, was it?
Unfortunately, Kurapika seemed to have a sixth sense for bullshit, or something, because he felt the pit in his stomach even before his eyes were drawn to the crowd by the door—and sure enough, stood taller than most of those around him, exuding the kind of energy that attracted certain people and repelled others, there he was. Chrollo.
His eyes were locked on to Kurapika's. They both had a sense for each other, it seemed. If Chrollo could attract anyone, Kurapika seemed to have a unique talent in that he was the only one who could attract him right back. A matching set of magnets. Opposite poles. What he wouldn't give, to have both of them set to north, and make all contact impossible.
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- Part 2 of Twelve Steps
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Taking Twelve Steps Back Doesn't Look That Bad by untilhalfpast
Fandoms: Hunter X Hunter
31 Oct 2025
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Kurapika was through with fighting this. He had paid his dues in the ring, and he was done. He tried, god, he really tried, but he was so fucking tired.
It was just so, laughably unfortunate that the only person who could make it better was the last one he ever wanted to see again.
He took a drag anyway. Let Chrollo hand-feed him his own demise. Because he wanted to be high more than he didn’t want to fall back into bed with the worst thing that had ever happened to him, and really, that was the entire fucking problem in the first place, wasn’t it?
Kinktober Day 31: Free Day - Dependency
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- Part 1 of Twelve Steps
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Ciel is tired of not being able to fuck Sebastian. He endeavours to amend that. And when one is born with biological limitations, they must get creative in order to achieve their goals.
I don’t mind a little imitation plant-based meat
And you can call me princess
I’ll bow down to your royal harness-Sweet n’ Low, Peach PRC
CielSeba Week Day 7 - Free Day
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- Part 3 of CielSeba Week 2025
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Now, Ciel didn’t wish to do any permanent damage to his butler—that would be counterintuitive, of course. He needed Sebastian fit for service tomorrow. But he wanted to watch him bleed. Groan in pain, shake with adrenaline, or whatever it was that ran through the disconnected veins of an artificial human body.
Or - Ciel finds a dangerous new toy to play with.
CielSeba Week 2025 Day 3 - BDSM
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- Part 2 of CielSeba Week 2025
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Ciel believes education in female biology is useless. Sebastian is willing to make that untrue.
CielSeba Week Day 1 - Shapeshifting
-And I pray thee now tell me, for which of my bad parts didst thou first fall in love with me?
-For them all together, which maintained so politic a state of evil that they will not admit any good part to intermingle with them.Series
- Part 1 of CielSeba Week 2025
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How does one continue forward when the very foundation of their reality fractures apart uselessly beneath their feet? One step at a time, most likely.
Inspired by the bite mark on Ciel's shoulder in ch135.
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Dazai hated Mori's desk, in the same way that someone would hate the walls of their childhood bedroom. A perfect voyeur, complicit and innocent. They would be an ideal companion, if you would only ask.
Or - Dazai fucks up. There are consequences.
Bottom Dazai Week Day 4 - Non-con/dub-con
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Sebastian is in the doghouse, and if that is where they both prefer him, then that is between him and Ciel.
Or - what probably went down after ch215.
Manga spoilers!
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He’s hungry.
There is a black, gaping void inside of him, where he’s sure his organs and muscles and blood vessels have been cut out and left him with nothing. Just nothing. He is rotting from the inside out, the sour smell of decomposing flesh burning his lungs, a walking corpse. He is nothing.
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Deep dive into Dazai, set during his pm years.