venilor
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It's been a year since Shidou Ryuusei lost the one person who made everything make sense.
Without Sae, the passions that once defined him have become painful reminders of everything he's lost. Soccer no longer feels like home, and even the canvases that once overflowed with colour remain stubbornly blank.
Now he's forced to confront what remains of himself when the person he built his future around is no longer there.
TLDR: A year after Sae's death, Shidou is still grieving
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Again and Again, I Keep Running Back to You by venilor
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
27 Jun 2026
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“Best friends don’t kiss each other,” Reo said, his voice shaking slightly. “They don’t sleep together for months and then pretend none of it meant anything.”
“Our relationship was mutually casual,” Nagi replied.
Reo’s eyes widened slightly. “You still don’t get it.”
After an argument drives them apart, Reo is unexpectedly removed from Blue Lock before Nagi can make things right. Five years later, they meet again, but Reo has changed—he’s distant, untouchable, and no longer waiting for Nagi to catch up.
(I finally added a summary, yay!)
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“…Are you mad at me?”
Ryuusei was silent for a moment before slowly shaking his head. “No,” he admitted quietly. “I’m hurt.”
“And it’s probably gonna take me a while to forgive you for hiding something this big from me.”
Guilt twisted painfully inside Sae’s chest. “I know,” he whispered. “I’m sorry.”
Ryuusei sighed quietly before reaching over and pulling Sae’s hand into his own. “But I’m still here,” he murmured. “And I’m still gonna take care of you through all of this.”
Sae finally reveals he's secretly had leukemia since he was sixteen. (basically what would happen if Sae lived instead of dying after Before the Morning Came)
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- Part 2 of Before the Morning Came
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“Sae…” she started softly. “I’m so sorry.”
Dabadie stopped moving entirely.
“But based on the test results, it’s been confirmed that you have leukemia.”
Leukemia.
The word sounded strangely distant. Like it belonged in someone else’s life instead of his.
“Oh.”
Diagnosed with leukemia at sixteen, Sae hides his worsening illness behind the cold facade expected of a rising football prodigy in Spain.
While isolation, harassment, and his illness slowly consume him, he struggles between pushing everyone away and finally allowing himself to be loved.
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- Part 1 of Before the Morning Came
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Karasu makes Otoya a promise. In the sanctuary of his childhood home, Otoya collects what he’s due.
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- Part 2 of The Seeds We Sow
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02 Jul 2026
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Because denial runs deep, but desire burns hotter.
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- Part 1 of The Seeds We Sow
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02 Jul 2026
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The Space Between Us by catsaresillybeings
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
16 Sep 2025
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There Sae was, unconscious on the bed. His body looks smaller somehow, swallowed by the crisp white sheets and the maze of wires and tubes surrounding him. Bandages are wrapped around the side of his head, stained faintly with dried blood. His skin is pale, almost sickly, and there are bruises scattered along his arms, neck, and face. It felt wrong to look at.
This couldn’t be his brother. No, it just couldn’t.
After Sae jumps from his balcony and falls into a coma, Rin is left to pick up the pieces while trying to figure out where his relationship stands with his brother. He also begins to learn what it means to lean on others, and that healing doesn’t have to be done alone.
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- Part 1 of The Space Between Us
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02 Jul 2026
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Reo will do anything for his best friend, Nagi. That includes helping him out when he's hard and claims that taking care of it by himself is too bothersome.
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28 Jun 2026
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Isagi isn’t the last to join the crew of international footballers suddenly infiltrating Kunigami’s bar. With a jovial jingle, the door parts to allow a final man entry.
Long red hair. An elfin face. A build that is lithe yet strong. A person that Kunigami once considered a close friend. His best, even. Until they went their separate ways under a canopy of spite and guilt.
“Kunigami,” Chigiri Hyouma breathes, eyes widening. “I can’t believe it.”
It's been fifteen years since the original Blue Lock talent improvement program, the reunion coinciding with preparations for the 2034 World Cup in Tokyo. Kunigami Rensuke has an invite, but no intention of attending. That's when Isagi Yoichi decides to bring the reunion—and Chigiri Hyouma—to the door of his izakaya.
Chigiri and Kunigami fell out years prior, before their lives took drastically different turns away from the world of international football. Older, wiser and living with regrets, can they bridge the rift to become close once again?
Post-canon Kunigiri longfic 🧡❤️ Characters are 30+. While there are cameos from other Blue Lock characters, the main focus is Kunigami and Chigiri’s relationship.
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- Part 1 of Tokyo 2034
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28 Jun 2026