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    Balls in holes or whatever by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    04 Jan 2026

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    Ilya watches Shane play billiards and has several NSFW thoughts about it. Thoughts, obviously, turn into actions.

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    15 May 2026

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    The Long Walk Home by

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya was quiet for a long moment. "I'm scared I'm going to end up like my mother."

    Ilya is struggling while Shane is on the road with the Metros, and the distance, combined with a brutal depressive episode, leaves Ilya spiralling. When everything becomes too much and the intrusive thoughts won't stop, Ilya takes Anya for a walk - and somehow ends up at Shane's parents' house.

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    09 May 2026

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    Letting Go by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    19 Apr 2026

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    "Hey," Shane says, settling on the bed beside him. "Look at me."

    Ilya turns his head, and Shane can see how much he's struggling - the exhaustion in his eyes, the weight of everything he's been carrying pulling him down.

    "I'm going to take care of you," Shane says. "Okay?"

    Ilya's breath catches. "Shane-"

    "You need this," Shane says. "You need to let go. And I'm going to help you."

    "I don't know if I can," Ilya admits quietly.

    "You can," Shane says. "I've got you. Just trust me."

    Ilya searches his face for a long moment, then nods.

    "Good," Shane says. "Get undressed and lie down on your stomach."

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    After a few difficult weeks on the road, Ilya is exhausted. Wound tight and on the verge of a depressive episode, he's beating himself up and stuck in his own head. Luckily, Shane knows exactly what he needs.

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    09 May 2026

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    Trust Fall by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    14 Feb 2026

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    After a brutal week that's left Shane wound tight with anxiety, he shows up at Ilya's hotel room desperately needing to turn off his brain. Ilya recognises what Shane needs before Shane can even put it into words - to let someone else take control for a while.

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    09 May 2026

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    Three Things I Don't Play About by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    23 Feb 2026

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    "Apologise to my husband."

    Comeau stared at him.

    "I'm not-"

    "I didn't ask if you wanted to," Shane said, his voice ice cold. "I said apologise to my husband. You're going to do it now, in front of this building full of people, and then we're going to finish this game, and if I hear you say something like that again, to either of us or to anyone else in this league, the next conversation we have will not be as easy as this one."
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    Five times the people who loved Shane Hollander finally saw who he actually was and the one time they saw why him and Ilya worked so well.

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    09 May 2026