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    He didn’t even realize when he did it, but his fingers were covering his ears by the time all the conversations in the room died down, countless pairs of eyes searching for the source of the disruption. Shane felt like he would throw up any minute.

    He pushed his hands harder against his ears when the waiter started apologising to him, his face painted in panic as he promised he didn’t mean to. He couldn’t have been more than twenty years old, and Shane would have reassured him if his teeth wouldn’t have been grinding together to the point that it made his jaw hurt. He needed to get away from there - before everyone would notice that he was seconds away from crying, before his body would betray him and make him slide to the sticky floor. But his legs just wouldn’t work.

    “Malysh,” cooed a familiar, warm voice, low enough just for Shane to hear. All the lights and stares were blocked by a slightly taller figure and Shane trusted himself to make eye contact with baby blues. Ilya. “You’re dripping on floor.”

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    Shane has a meltdown and Ilya takes care of his husband.

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    02 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    What if the boys didn't play hockey? What if Ilya never lost his mother to an accidental overdose, or if his father never got diagnosed with dementia?

    What if Shane Hollander lost his parents just as his mental health got better?

    Easy question; Ilya Rozanov would drop everything to make sure his boy was okay while fighting his depression and other mental health issues.

    (I am so sorry in advance)

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    28 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 93

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    Shane stood, kissed Ilya’s cheek, and gently took Eva from him. She paused for a second at the shift, looked up to Shane with her big watery eyes, and then continued to wail. He sighed, brushed his fingers over her wispy black hair, and began to rock her lightly in his arms as Ilya sank slowly to the couch.

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    5 times that Shane and Ilya soothed their crying daughter, and 1 time Shane and Ilya's daughter soothed her crying dads

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    26 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 87

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    Shane and Ilya’s 12-year-old son has his first panic attack before a hockey game.

    Luckily for him, he has a dad who is all too familiar with them.

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    24 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    Ilya is leaving for two months to go on a press tour after winning the cup (is that even a thing in hockey? I don't know). Shane misses him very much and is lonely. When Ilya comes home, Shane's clingy side comes out.

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    24 Jan 2026