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    “Did J.J. try to set you up with that guy?” Hayden asked.

    Shane nodded, then frowned. "Why didn't you, like, discourage him?"

    "That dude sounded perfect for you.” Hayden immediately held his hands up as outrage flashed across Shane’s features. “What? I just think you can do better!”

    Shane’s mouth dropped open.

    “For fuck’s sake, Hayden.”

    Hayden laughed as he crossed the room and dropped down onto the bench beside him, nudging Shane’s arm with his elbow.

    “I’m kidding. Mostly. Besides-”

    Shane closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose.

    “It’s not funny.”

    “Hey,” Hayden said in a conciliatory tone, though there was no real apology in it. “Look. I fucking hate the guy, but if he’s what you want…”

    The words chafed. It felt wrong, all wrong, like someone humoring a bad decision. Like of course Shane could do better, should want better. Like it was obvious.

    Shane saw red.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    "You feel it," Ilya murmurs. It's not a question. His voice has changed—lower, rougher at the edges, something careful stripped away.

    Shane feels it on every movement. Smooth where Ilya's skin is warm. Hard in a different way. Unmistakable, and he knows exactly what it is before his brain has finished the thought.

    The ring.

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    Or: Ilya and Shane’s wedding night. Shane turns out to like their marital rings a little too much, and plenty of pillow talk after.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    “There’s no need to help. Everything is fine,” Ilya tries to reassure him and wraps his arms around Shane’s waist, pulling him closer. “Come here. Give me a kiss.”

    Give me a kiss.

    The words echo loudly inside his head.

    It’s not how he used to say it.

    Back when words didn’t come so easily and back when he was too scared to ask for what he wanted, everything was simpler and smaller.

    OR: As Ilya's English gets better, his Russian gets a little rusty. So, he has a crisis about it.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Things We Can Never Assign to Oblivion

     

    — i cried

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    Shane’s fingertips lazily trace down the middle of his back, and then tap their way back up. Ilya wants to die here.

    “If you could be any animal,” Shane asks, yawning in the middle of the sentence, “what animal would you be?”

    Shane and Ilya play a game.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    pillowtalk

    — beautiful, lovely, sweet, tender, romantic

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    Ilya Rozanov is a great dad, or at least his husband tells him he is. But when his eldest daughter starts dating Hayden Pike's youngest son, the Hollander-Rozanov family finds themselves in uncharted territory.

    Set fifteen years after The Long Game, Shane and Ilya tackle parenting, teen drama, partying with Svetlana, Twitter gossip, & more.

    Based off a twitter prompt from @/shaneswomb!

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    07 Jan 2026

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    but daddy i love him

    — So fucking cute
    Love the characters
    So many good retired Hollanov moments