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hold you as the water rushes in by justhockey
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Dec 2025
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“Ilya,” Shane whispers. “Ilya, baby, can you open your eyes?”
He’s met with silence, and the frantic tremor of his heart turns into an earthquake. The ice beneath him seeps into his veins and freezes his blood. Panic claws at his chest, scaling his ribcage like a ladder and lodging in his throat. He can barely breathe around the terror.
“Ilya, you need to open your eyes. You need to look at me.”
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21 Dec 2025
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"If there's a chance for me/Then I don't care" by EvanesDust, Rozander (EvanesDust)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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"So, you have concussion?" he asked, hating his broken English. But his throat was tight, choking him, and his head was a mess. The less he spoke, the better, or else he might actually cry."Yeah. I blacked out a couple of times, I guess. I don't remember the game." Shane let out a derisive laugh and Ilya didn't like the sheen of tears in his eyes. "I don't even remember my own team right now. Post-traumatic amnesia."
Ilya's heart stopped.
Amnesia?
"So you do not…" Remember me? Ilya wanted to ask, but he couldn't voice the words. Not with his throat constricted. Not when his heart raced. Everything faded away as white noise filled his head. Tears stung his eyes and his nose burned for some reason.
Shane didn't remember him.
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17 Dec 2025
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the empty space between atoms by violentfictionaldelights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Dec 2025
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Ilya has imagined a million different scenarios in the time that he’s been here. Ones where Shane wakes up but can’t talk anymore, ones where he wakes up and needs to relearn everything, ones where he wakes up and there’s nerve damage and Shane has to give up doing what he loves. He thinks about his father a lot when he imagines these scenarios. Of having to take care of Shane the same way he took care of him. He doesn’t really mind. Will do it happily, no matter what scenario Shane wakes up to. The only scenario he cannot imagine, cannot ever be fine with, is Shane not waking up at all.or
shane wakes up with amnesia. he doesn't remember ilya at all.
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15 Dec 2025
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Lily: i am alive
Lily: hurt
Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice
Lily: i want you
Lily: my hands miss yours
or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.
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08 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander is the best F1 driver the world has ever known. Mercedes’ golden boy.
But Ilya Rozanov is Ferrari’s reckless kid. Also maybe the best driver in the world.They meet in F3, and make it all the way to F1’s podium without anyone ever knowing about them. About meetings in the paddocks before a GP. About Shane going crazy over a golden cross. About Ilya whispering his name like a prayer.
But then Ilya crashes his car on a Sunday afternoon in Belgium.
And, suddenly, nothing else matters to Shane at all.or
The F1 alternate-universe nobody asked for
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06 Dec 2025