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  1. Rec 5

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    Day 43 since /that/.

    Josh,

    The silence between us feels like another presence now. It lurks in the spaces where your laughter used to echo, in the empty passenger seat, in the pauses between songs that stretch into eternity.

    I watch the ceiling fan spin above me, counting revolutions like heartbeats.

    One, two, forty-three nights since you walked away from my life.

    Each rotation carries memories I can't erase—your drumbeats matching my pulse, your eyes finding mine across crowded rooms, the silent language we built between midnight drives and stage lights.

    I should have spoken when silence was drowning us.

    I should have reached across that final night when words hung suspended between us, too heavy to voice. Instead, I let fear calcify my tongue, let doubts become walls.

    I built fortresses when I should have built bridges.

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    06 Nov 2025

  2. Rec 27

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    In a galaxy torn apart by endless war, Jedi Padawan Joshua Dun, the most gifted force user in generations, has been trained to uphold peace at any cost.

    Across the stars, Tyler Joseph, the youngest and most feared Sith Apprentice, rises swiftly through the shadows, leaving ruin in his wake.

    When destiny entwines their fates on opposing sides of the Force, a connection sparks between them: dangerous, undeniable, and forbidden. As loyalty fractures and dark secrets surface, one choice will decide the future of the galaxy…and their hearts.

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    05 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    You deserve sunlight and rebirth,
    like spring, or summer.
    But I was born in December,
    forever winter-shaped.

    A bookstore AU

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    03 Nov 2025

  4. Rec 12

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    Tyler has his routine down to a science: piano lessons, minimum-wage shifts at the movie theater and diner, and just enough sarcasm to keep people at arm’s length. He wears masks for every role, and none of them are really him.

    Except maybe a physical mask and an anonymous voice behind raw, unfiltered music.

    Josh is new in town, somehow orbiting all the same places Tyler tries to disappear into, and worse, he seems genuinely interested.

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    30 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    The new ballet teacher is calm, polite, and way too easy to tease. Josh can’t help himself.

    This work is a collab with @twiceasfar_ (on tw) thank you Milo 🫶🏻

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    29 Oct 2025