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• Suffering every day (what does it mean to be human?) by widdifulangel

  Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

  • Not Rated
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
  • M/M, Multi
  • Work in Progress

  10 Mar 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu & Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Oda Sakunosuke/Sakaguchi Ango (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Yosano Akiko (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Ozaki Kouyou (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu Needs a Hug (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu is a Mess (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Teenage Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Soft Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai-Typical Suicide References (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu is Bad at Feelings (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu Being an Asshole (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Suffering Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakahara Chuuya is So Done (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Soukoku | Double Black (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Soukoku | Double Black Being Idiots (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Self-Harm
  • Self-Hatred
  • Depression
  • Suffering
  • Angst
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
  • Child Abuse
  • Child Neglect
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
  • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
  • Oda Sakunosuke Lives (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Soft Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Caring Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Mori Ougai Being an Asshole (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Creepy Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Bad Person Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Mentioned Sakaguchi Ango (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu-centric (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Drinking
  • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Underage Drinking
  • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
  • It Gets Worse
  • Shirase Being an Asshole (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Feelings
  • Trauma
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Dazai Osamu Has Issues (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu Has An Eating Disorder (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu Has Feelings (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu Has a Mental Breakdown (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu Has a Crush on Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu Has BPD | Borderline Personality Disorder (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakahara Chuuya Has Heterochromia (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakahara Chuuya Has Anger Issues (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakahara Chuuya Has a Crush on Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakahara Chuuya Has Freckles (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakahara Chuuya Has Trust Issues (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakahara Chuuya is Not Amused (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Parent Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Oda Sakunosuke is Dazai Osamu's Parent (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Suffering Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • The Author Regrets Everything
  • Additional Warnings In Author's Note
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived

  Summary

  Dazai Osamu is suffering- he always has been. But recently, he's gotten worse. Cuts are deeper, clothes remain unchanged, and he has to will himself to even get up and out of bed every morning.

  Or

  A 15 Dazai centric fic where he suffers and Chuuya notices
  (My first fic!)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  5,446

  Chapters:

  2/?

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