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In the Light (to see you clearly) by wistfulxwaves
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Feb 2025
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Things looked different in the dark. Bad ideas seemed better. The shape of love was ill-defined and made out by feel instead of sight– fingers tracing jagged edges until they appeared smooth. Glossing over imperfections the eyes refused to miss. In the dark things were shadows and echoes. Easier to tilt the head, strain the ears and call it love.
Something about the dark and the night and the moon– Makes me into a fool, the brunette thought to himself. Dazai’s gut twisted with a small shame.
Something about the dark. The night. The moon.
People are blood and water. And like the tide maybe the moon moved people too. Sent them places the sun wouldn’t take them. Parted their loosened lips to kiss and whisper secrets against their better judgment.
Dazai rolled over, turning his back to the window. He pulled his covers up over his head to block out the light. The sheets still smelled like Chuuya. They’d have to be washed immediately. Thrown away entirely, perhaps.
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After the fall out of their recent reconnection, Dazai and Chuuya must both come to terms with their own feelings. And decide whether or not to act on them.Series
- Part 3 of Soukoku: Two Halves
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Aeterna amantes. Lovers forever, until the world falls down. ~~
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“Are you ready to behave this time, darling?” The vampire ascendant tempered his voice like steel. With a biting edge and confidence he didn’t feel. Perhaps it would stay the trembling in his fingertips as he reached toward her shackles.
No reply. Silence that stretched on like infinite darkness. Silence like death itself.
A mixture of horror and nauseous rage washed over him. He knelt down in front of her, “What? You’re not even going to look at me?” His voice was angry. Because if it was angry it couldn’t be sad.
--After becoming the Vampire Ascendant against Tav's wishes, after forcing her to stay with him, Astarion must deal with the consequences of irrevocably shattering Tav's mind.
**TW!!! References/Depictions of physical abuse, emotional abuse, suicide, and blood.
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When comes night (half-truths and half-hearts) by wistfulxwaves
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Dec 2023
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As he heard the door slam shut behind him, Chuuya was not entirely aware of how he’d gotten to Dazai’s apartment. The location of which, and the route from his own, he still knew by heart. Without a second thought.
He followed the familiar hallway, sprinting, stumbling slightly to the bathroom at the back of the apartment. The feeling-- that terrible, sickening feeling-- welled behind his eyes and their edges burned. Slowing a bit, bracing himself on the wall, he tried to breathe. He swallowed the stinging, the gripping, the pounding, suffocating sensation back down. His hand found the knob.________
When Nakahara Chuuya sees the familiar appellation, 'Mackerel,' pop up on his phone screen for the first time in four years, he's filled with a mixture of terrible longing, and bitter anger. Both of which melt into fear when he realizes why Dazai has called.
[or: Chuuya is hopelessly in love with a dense idiot who doesn't know it]
It’s in the tags but I’ll put it here too– TRIGGER WARNING: Self-harm, blood, gore, suicidal ideation, some hinting of PTSD, emotional manipulation, wasps (not literal wasps but idk I mention them a lot as a metaphor)
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- Part 2 of Soukoku: Two Halves
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Humans need food, need air, need many things in order to survive. And only now has Akutagawa Ryuunosuke realized that love is one of them.
OR: The one where Akutagawa feels like he would literally die without his little tiger boy.
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Enemies in the Morning (But for tonight--) by wistfulxwaves
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Jun 2023
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The front door opened with a crash, and quickly slammed closed again. Dazai listened as the frantic pounding steps approached and deliberately slowed just before reaching the bathroom’s entrance. He wasn’t sure if that was Chuuya’s attempt at masking his concern, or if it was a reluctance to view the horrors within. The knob turned slowly.
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Dazai Osamu has found himself in trouble again– sinking into the deep pit of darkness and despair that truly makes him feel inhuman. As usual, Chuuya comes to his rescue: to cut himself on the sharp edges of all of Dazai’s broken pieces.[or: Dazai is a pitiful bby and Chuuya adores him.]
It’s in the tags but I’ll put it here too– TRIGGER WARNING: Self-harm, blood, gore, suicidal ideation.
Series
- Part 1 of Soukoku: Two Halves
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My personal SKK headcanon universe with the first two fics being Chuuya and Dazai's POVs on one event, with a companion piece that alternates POVs to wrap up the story!
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Chew On This by SashaDistan
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
02 Oct 2021
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Katsuki is stressed sometimes, and has an oral fixation he refuses to acknowledge until someone (of-fucking-course it's Izuku, the sneaky nerd) buys him a range of discreet sensory chew toys and leaves them in his room.
Things escalate.
(OR: Kacchan with a chewy and a pacifier brainrot)
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- Part 2 of Kacchan Oral Fixation Brain-Rot
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10 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Amazingly written and might have unlocked something inside me T^T also need to save that chewy link lmao
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count on you by gabstar
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
20 Apr 2025
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katsuki counts izuku's freckles throughout the years
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11 Apr 2026
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If It's You by lalazee for Kakashihime
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
29 Dec 2020
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“You’ve gotta be fuckin’ kidding me,” Katsuki said. “You did not just ask me—me—to try and date your loser step-brother.”
He wasn’t even going to say Deku’s name out loud. Wasn’t giving him the time of day, even in a conversation about him. That weird awkward virgin was not worth his precious time, and certainly not what Kirishima was suggesting.
“But Bakugouuu,” Kirishima wailed, hanging off Katsuki’s arm with monster meathead jock strength. “My dad said I can’t date if Deku doesn’t date. Do you understand what that means?”
“Less chance of knocking someone up and creating more of you in the world?”
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24 Mar 2026
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12 months by moonlightsmiles
Fandoms: Pocket Monsters | Pokemon - All Media Types, Pocket Monsters | Pokemon (Main Video Game Series), Pocket Monsters: FireRed & LeafGreen | Pokemon FireRed & LeafGreen Versions
23 Apr 2017
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Time helps him realize a love that's always been there. /conflictingshipping
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Boone overhears something he wasn't meant to in the King's House of Impersonation, and can't handle it. But kindred spirits are rare in the Mojave, and some destinies cannot be avoided, only postponed.
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Bookmarked by wistfulxwaves
11 Jan 2026