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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    The air is still– Almost too still, too contrasting to the way Jaeyun's mind is running a mile per hour, thoughts thrashing around like annoying bugs towards the light. He is hyper aware of his whole body, the way he is sitting, the way heat emanates off of the other person in the room in pulsating waves.

    He huffs out a breath and his eyes refocus on his target.

    Donggeon looks right down at him with disconcerting, watchful eyes, tongue darting out to wet his lips as Jaeyun sighs again. It isn't uncommon for Jaeyun to find himself in this position– waiting with a bated breath, the weight of the world on his shoulders as he patiently rounds for Donggeon's next move, to be stripped of his most agonizing thoughts and consequently brought back into his sharp mind again right after.

    That's what he's doing right now. Willingly giving himself up for a moment; just for a tiny moment, until he can stop fighting with his mind every time the room gets too quiet.

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    31 Dec 2022

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    AAAAAA

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Everything real about Jeonghan is reduced to four kilos of ash and everything that isn’t real about him makes the lights flicker and the room feel ice cold.

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    30 Dec 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Hyeongjun seems unfazed. He nods. “I get it,” he says with a wry smile, “That makes two of us, I guess.”

    Back and forth, back and forth. The rhythm of Hyeongjun’s legs, swinging in and out, soothes Seongmin. A small smile tugs at the edges of Seongmin’s lips. Hyeongjun’s smile has turned from ironic to bitter, mirthless.

     

    That makes two of us, I guess.

     

    It’s an open invitation. The two of them. Seongmin should be more cautious, he should wonder, but…

     

    Wouldn’t they be something?

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    04 Nov 2022

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    SOOOOO INCREDIBLY GOOD I LOVE THIS SO MUCH ITS THE BEST APOCALYPSE AU EVER

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    the man you love sits across you, one leg thrown over the other, hand resting on his ankle leisurely, and says, “sometimes, hyung, it feels like i don’t matter to you.”

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    19 Oct 2022

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    such a good hui character study!! a must read huiwon

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “You know, we could spread out if you want, it would probably be more comfortable…” Dejun trails off as Jaemin throws his legs across both his and Jeno’s laps.

    “I’m plenty comfortable; aren’t you, Jen?” he asks, his chin digging into Dejun’s shoulder. Dejun can feel his breath on his neck. Jeno settles in closer against his side, reaching out to hold Jaemin’s hand across his lap and hums, agreeing.

    Dejun craves death.

    [or: Dejun goes to a cabin with Jeno and Jaemin for the weekend.]

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    13 Oct 2022

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    “What we’re saying is,” Jaemin murmurs, and his gaze darts briefly down to Dejun’s lips before snapping back up, “that if you want to. We’re yours.”

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    13 Oct 2022

  7. Public Bookmark 66

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    It turns out the worst part of Allen Ma’s arrival was not his ridiculous talent- it was not his JYP training or his fluent English or his round eyes. It was that he, unlike anyone else Serim had encountered, did not seem to care about him.

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    03 Oct 2022

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    Minhee sets a bowl of ramen in front of Hyeongjun, sets another bowl next to the seat Minhee always sits in. Minhee pulls out the chair. They’re sitting shoulder to shoulder, the only sound being that of Hyeongjun’s messy slurping. It takes Minhee back, back to their rose-tinted youth, back when they were young and thought they could do anything, before they became like…like this. He thinks, privately, although netizens say Hyeongjun’s the one that changed, it’s really Minhee. Minhee runs, runs away from his past, runs away from the eight people he knows would come to his aid at the drop of a hat. Hyeongjun though? 

    Hyeongjun is exactly the same. Standing in the same place, doing the same things. He’s still the only one to consistently reach out to Minhee, the only one who could even make Minhee second-guess his decision to not participate in this comeback. He still bursts into Minhee’s apartment like it’s their shared room at the dorms. 

    alternatively: cravity's set to celebrate their 15th year anniversary with a comeback. minhee wants nothing to do with it.

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    12 Aug 2022

  9. Public Bookmark 12

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    "You don't have to look so nervous," the man says, his eyebrows raised. "I'm not going to do anything to you. Or at least not anything you won't like," he adds, his lips curving up in a smirk.

    Sangyeon reaches up to tuck two fingers into the collar of his shirt, tugging at the constricting fabric. "I'm sure the club would be happy to reimburse you for your ruined afternoon," he offers, voice slightly husky with apprehension. "Maybe a discount in your membership fees for next month?"

    The man shakes his head. "I don't want the club to reimburse me," he replies evenly, resting the end of the riding crop on Sangyeon's shoulder. "I want you to."

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    Prompt #HAK24: Country Club member Haknyeon gets busy in the stables with the server who spilt wine on him at lunch.

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    09 Aug 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 1

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    dongheon and taeyong dance in the rain

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    23 Apr 2022

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    OMG i love this so much thank you so so much <33333333333

  11. Public Bookmark 14

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    Everyone knows it’s totally normal to kiss your friends. The problem is: Jangjun’s not sure that’s what this is.

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    05 Apr 2022

  12. Public Bookmark 3

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    Ho-ku-sa-i. ‘H’ and ‘k’ and ‘s’ for the san in three, the Japanese ‘i’ a close homonym to the German ‘e’. “Hokusai,” you say to yourself, soft consonants hitting the edge of your teeth that end in a hiss of sibilance. You taste the blueness of its sound, the wash of each sea-tinged vowel over your tongue; the navy of an infantry tunic wading waist-deep in rye fields.

    The making of the modern gun known as ‘Hokusai’, from plausible start to predetermined finish.

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    26 Mar 2022

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    fucking gold. everyone needs to read this masterpiece.

  13. Public Bookmark 25

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    “You’re supposed to chase me,” Keonhee said, then quickly corrected himself. “Us, I mean. Prey. You’re supposed to chase us.”

    Or: Keonhee invites Seoho to a special event and things don’t go quite the way he planned

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    14 Mar 2022

  14. Public Bookmark 51

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    “So what’s the move?” Chan asks as they’re called back to the stage for a blocking run-through. “Venus fly trap? Divide and conquer?”

    An obvious suggestion coming from Chan, who’s been eyeing a certain regal and stunning looking member of Ateez’s vocal line ever since they’d gotten the call for this damn show. He knows his best friend better than he thinks he does, and he will be a good wingman eventually. But first things first.

    “Cat’s cradle.” Minho shrugs. He bends strategically to stretch out his legs, angling his body so the right pair of eyes can get a good view. “I have a feeling this one’s gonna be easy. Shouldn’t take much.”

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    14 Mar 2022

  15. Public Bookmark 5

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    Changmin blushes despite himself, heat sitting up silly and bright at the apple of his cheeks. "You're a problem."

    "So I've been told," Bin smirks as he reaches for the menu. His fingers brush past Changmin's for a millisecond, yet it's enough to make him feel like electricity just ran past him.

     

    In which Changmin tries to run away from a boy he knows is trouble, only to end up in a lunch date with him. Things escalate from there.

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    12 Mar 2022

  16. Public Bookmark 13

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    Juyeon turns his head towards Chanhee and looks at him for a long second. This look on Chanhee is also probably one of Juyeon’s favourite ones. Dishevelled hair and blushy cheeks, lips still red from kissing Juyeon all over, he’s so pretty.

    “Thank you,” he says to Chanhee before dismissing it with the back of his hand, “but that’s not what I meant. I meant bottoming. Is it that good?”

    in which Juyeon really wants to know how it feels to be on the receiving end for once.

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    11 Mar 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 35

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    A feeling akin to irritation starts to bubble up in Chanhee’s chest but he pushes it down with a sigh, deciding it’s way too early to get worked up over Younghoon barging into his room and making himself comfortable in his bed. He closes his eyes and wishes for his body to fall back into a deep sleep until the older realizes that the two of them simply don’t fit in his bed and decides to leave.

    Except he doesn’t, and he won’t, because the two of them know exactly why Younghoon is here for.

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    11 Mar 2022

  18. Public Bookmark 4

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    Kangmin is made of glass. 

    It’s difficult to explain how it feels like he will shatter with each misplaced word. How he wants to cry and scream and be held all at the same time. How at times like now he looks in the mirror and sees a stranger. 

    He clutches the porcelain sink, lays a hand over the cold glass mirror. He looks… different. He feels different. All decked out in fancy stage outfits and thick stage makeup and a plastic box of a stage personality. The disconnect used to knock the wind out of him. Now, after a long year, it feels as natural as the breath in his lungs. 

    He wonders. This is him. This is who he always wanted to be, from the time he was ten and watched a music program for the first time. So why does he feel so empty?

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    06 Mar 2022

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    thank you soooo much :( <33333

  19. Public Bookmark 31

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    It's all fun and games until someone gets hurt - that's it, that's the fic.

    Or, Sangyeon and Juyeon pull pranks on each other in hopes to be crowned the next Prank Master - it goes wrong, in every way possible.

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    03 Mar 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 3

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    Wyatt doesn't know if having sex with himself could be considered incest or masturbation, but he does know that it's a pretty good time.

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    25 Feb 2022

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