13 Works by xiahsbian

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    Yunho’s tongue stretches out and laps at the tracks of blood accumulated at the divots of Jaejoong’s collarbones, following the crimson-stained path all the way up the florid stalk of his throat, until it reaches the shell of his ear.

    “You’re so delicious, Jaejoong-ah.” An affectionate murmur. “I think I’ll eat your heart.”

    In 2009, Kim Jaejoong killed Jung Yunho. 17 years later, they meet again.

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    There is a house with a room, windowless with the door left locked forever. Look through the keyhole and into the diorama of two entangled men, watch how they move and permute proximity. We called it bassa danza, the old Renaissance dance, a slow walking process in which jealousy and possession moves. Distance shifts, but they are never apart.

    It cannot be helped; there is no way out. It was always too late to turn back.

    or: Jaejoong breaks into Yunho’s house when Yunho is away.

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    “Junsu…” Changmin said abruptly. He was unblinking as his gaze fixed on somewhere beyond his vision. “Why can’t it be like it was before?”

    On the eve of the new decade, Changmin could only think about Junsu, Junsu, Junsu.

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    The incipient scents of sesame oil and cigarette smoke float from one corner of the room to another as the faucet is twisted on; tap water splashes out from the spout as Jaejoong scrubs at the blotted stain, rubbing soap into the wet wad of fabric. An errant ray of sunlight splices off to cast itself on his chest, as if to spotlight the butterfly tattoo on the sweat-slicked skin, glimmering in a pair of diaphanous wings.

    “It’s you,” Yunho says seemingly out of nowhere; his tone is inscrutable and unidentifiable, like it came from a stranger’s mouth without any recognisable mark.

    “What?”

    Yunho’s voice drops lower, trembling as the words suspend themselves in the humid air. “You’re him; Youngwoong.”

    Jaejoong's husband is away on a business trip; his son's friend moves in.

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    The odour of oil penetrates into his porous skin, as Yunho wipes off the remnants of sweat, counting again: the slide, muzzle, barrel, and he cocks it, pulling the trigger at the wall; there is no sound— the pistol was not loaded— but Jaejoong’s eyes follow it, listening for something in the air as he tracks the movement of Yunho’s hands, and the flex of his veins as bony knuckles shift under the tawny surface of skin.

    “If they come looking for you, you must shoot me,” Yunho says; then, he loads the bullets into the chamber.

    It has been one year since his father’s funeral, and forty-nine days since Jaejoong was shot.

    A debt of blood must be paid in blood.

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    You don’t really know anyone: one could like cigarettes one moment, and quit the next day; and all of it sounds so profound, until you realise you’re not the only one who has found philosophy at the end of the stick. Jaejoong had once assumed that he had witnessed all aspects of Yunho’s personality; the leader, the person, the false realities and documented illusions— but as Yunho tipped Jaejoong’s head back again, the revelation crept through his veins.

    Perhaps, he hadn’t known Yunho as well as he thought.

    As in: he shouldn’t have lit the fucking cigarette.

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    “I need more, please,” Jaejoong confesses, spirit-broken, “until I take my last breath on your tongue. Fuck me until I die upon it.”

    Yunho tightens his grip, five points of sweltering heat pressing divots into reddened skin, already blackening into his true form. And it feels like sinking endlessly, into something he could never fathom. His voice lowers to a deadly purr, the promise of nirvana birthed upon a serpentine hiss.

    “What God would I be if I denied my most loyal subject?”

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    He feels sharp teeth graze the crook of his neck, and his languorous pulse catches.

     

    Does Yunho share his hunger?

     

    Jaejoong bares his throat. Bares himself. Whispers, on the feeble razor’s edge of extinction.

    “Please.”

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    “Tell me to stop,” Yunho half-begs and half-sobs. “Please, tell me to stop.”

    “No,” Jaejoong manages to choke out, feeling the tensile arms around him tighten. “I’ll let you do anything but stop.”

    How do you end something that has never started?

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    Blood falls down his lips, dribbling from his chin and staining him in crimson. The gears in his head click.

    “You’re hard.” Yunho states in wonder, letting Jaejoong go as he collapses, gasping for air.

    Series
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    1/1
    Comments:
    8
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    35
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    3
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    “You,” He continues, coated in vicious venom and disbelief. “You… summoned me— Hero Jaejoong, Slayer of Darkness, Protector of Eternal Light, the Last Angel of Hope— back down to the mortal realm, for a kiss?”

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    Comments:
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    33
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    Please…” Jaejoong breaks, pleading for something, anything to fill the deep-seated itch within him.

    “The cigarette?”

    Yunho unbuttons his shirt slowly, revealing toned muscles coated in a thin layer of sweat as Jaejoong’s eyes follow the hairy trail down to the prize hiding beneath the camo pants, poking a sizeable bulge through.

    “…Or my cock?”

     

     

    AKA: Yunho accidentally finds a way to help Jaejoong quit smoking.

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    The surface of Jaejoong’s fridge is empty, except for a singular sticky note that he removes shamefully whenever his house is on camera.

     

    ‘Stop sleeping with your ex!! >:(’

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    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    40
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    648

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