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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    “I didn’t save you because I expected something in return,” you start carefully. You want him to hear you clearly. “I didn’t do it out of obligation or for a reward. I did it because I care about you. So deeply that the thought of not having you around made me sick.”

    He’s positively perplexed but then the beginnings of a sneer creep onto his face.

    “Well, that’s just unheard of, darling. Pfft. Nobody does things simply out of the goodness of their heart.”

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    Your feelings for a certain pointy-eared companion serve as the basis for his disappearance. His absence from your group leaves you tormented and forces you to closely consider how gravely you need him.

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    19 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Pure unbridled Act 1 smut; Astarion decides to return your "gift".
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    “Gods.” He sighs.
    “Must I spell it out? I’ll fuck you better, darling.”

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    19 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    he is dangerous and pathetic in the same moment, at once the sharp lines of his teeth and the soft, full curve of his lips.

    [expanding on and reworking tav and astarion’s canon romance.]

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    19 Apr 2026