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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Connor had zero plans to graduate this year. But he did have a plan which was:

    Step 1: Use up the rest of his weed

    Step 2: Not go to his first day of senior year

    Step 3: Drown himself in pills before midnight

    That plan didn't work, not in the slightest. But that was fine because Connor would make a new plan. Even if that plan involved the other freak of the school, Evan Hansen. Especially if it involves him because he's the whole reason Connor is in this fucked up mess.

    Connor's new plan was going to end the looks of pity and people thinking they can fix him.

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    07 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    “I… I’m—.. Do you think I’m… Scary?”
    “Pardon?”
    “Do you think I’m strange, (Y/N)?” He choked up. (Y/N)’s heart felt like it stopped right then and there. It’s like the gears in his brain had finally been free of that chip of wood and started up working again. His breathing became ragged. After a long period of silence, Miles spoke once more,
    “I’m not weird, am I?”

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    30 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    Evan has had a no good very bad day but Connor is their to help in his own different way. Pre warning idk how to write

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    29 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Ever since the tail end of their junior year, Connor and Evan have been going unsteady.

    Their summer is spent in secrecy. They both thrive in the shadows; If nobody can see them, nobody can judge them. They have their own fears about the predicament of a relationship they have with each other. Evan doesn't talk to his therapist about it. Connor doesn't confront it at all. So they continue to email, text, hang out, everything that friends would do. Just tucked away from the world. Right where they want to be.

    It's a vicious cycle. But they'd rather die than break away from it.

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Jared realises he’s been harboring some not-so-platonic feelings for one Evan Hansen, and handles them catastrophically.

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    29 Jun 2026