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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    07 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    Yuta fell in love with his best friend Johnny back in high school. But some ghosts aren’t meant to be confronted... Until years later, when a PowerPoint sent through email becomes a final confession, and Johnny is left to face the echoes of a love that might’ve been.

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    21 May 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    If he didn't do this, their ruts would go on longer and be more painful, getting in the way of schedules where they’re needed to perform. It's simple math. Johnny takes the brunt of it so they can be okay. Sacrifice himself to help five others. It would be selfish to think otherwise, and he knows that. Managers have told him this. If he says no, the alphas would listen without question, making things so much harder for everyone else.

    Johnny can't do that to them. He can't leave the group dealing with their ruts, taking them all out of commission. It would be so selfish of him.

    the managers told johnny that he needed to keep the older alphas of nct happy and get them through their ruts. he's done a very good job of it so far. but he can't sacrifice himself forever and sooner or later, the truth will come to light. and after an unexpected presentation, it does.

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    11 Oct 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 65

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    Jaehyun came into their lives as Doyoung’s shy, unassuming boyfriend and somewhere along the way, became more than that. He became much more to Yuta, even if he doesn’t know that just yet.

     

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    Yuta falls in love over the course of years as he watches the relationships around him come apart and rebuild themselves.

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    11 Dec 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    “Why did you even keep talking to me, Jaehyun? After learning what I did?”

     

    “Sometimes there's just people. And you don’t know why, but they make you feel safe. They make you feel loved. They make you feel valid, and comfortable, and protected, and when you look at them, you realize that you’ve never really known what home is supposed to feel like, but you do now.”

     

    A pregnant silence hung in the air, filling up space until the both of them felt stifled by it, unable to breathe.

     

    “And how do I know you aren’t lying to me? How do I know you weren’t just using me? If you lied about everything you had going on underneath the surface, where do the lies end?”

     

    “You don’t know. It felt real to me though. I’ve just lost track of what is and what isn’t.”

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    17 Aug 2022