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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    Five times Dan did a silent favor for Phil, and one time Phil returned it.

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    15 Apr 2026

  2. Rec *

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    “Oh, we’re on this again, are we? In the middle of my plight?”

    “Just telling the truth,” Phil shrugged. “I can hear you stressing in your mind, you know?”

    Dan shook his head, his eyes gleaming.

    “Right,” he said. “Except our fucking neighbours can probably hear it too, with how loud I’m projecting my misery.”

    Phil can read thoughts. Dan doesn't believe him.

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    05 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 36

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    It’s a ridiculous concept anyway. Not being able to know for sure that someone is truly yours until they die? Or at least when they are close to death? Fate is having a laugh and the world is suffering for it.

    Sure, it’s supposed to give closure, if you believe all of the hopeless romantics out there — which Dan certainly does not — but what good is that knowledge if you can’t act on it? Why on earth would the universe or whoever decide to give out the unconditional love of being soulmates, only to take it away right when you know for sure?

    Sounds kind of conditional, doesn’t it?

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    OR: A soulmate AU in which you only know who your soulmate is when they're close to death and Phil has his ass bleeding incident

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    31 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    Dan whined, burying his face into his collarbone further. Phil winced, realising he’d clearly moved too much, lost in his musings on last night’s events. No matter, he just had to make it up to Dan, both his shifting and the ricochet effects of the past week.

    or, Phil wakes up first after they fight.

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    08 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    Dan stands up too quickly and faints. That's fine, it happens, he knows how to deal with it.

    This time, he hits his head.

    And Phil, who does not know that head wounds generally tend to bleed like a faucet regardless of severity, freaks the hell out.

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    23 Feb 2026

  6. Rec 46

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    Dan Howell is an up and coming actor in a closeted relationship with a man who isn't ready to admit his sexuality. Phil is their Uber driver for a very important awards show. Things don't go exactly to plan, but maybe that's a good thing?

    Based on the short film "Papercut" by Omad Productions (Somewhat, I got carried away)

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    04 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Based on the song by Lizzy McAlpine

    Dan is tired of fucking strangers. He realises he had it all with Phil. They meet again ten years later, but is it too late?

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    03 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 39

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    For now, Phil forces himself up. Sometimes, if he lays in bed enough, Dan will check on him. And he’ll do his soft voice and bring Phil a coffee, and he’ll yap about something and get all worked up and Phil will just sit and smile at him.

    It’s a tempting enough thought that Phil almost wants to go back to bed and wait for it. Sometimes, he does. But today, the idea of someone doting on him for a nothing issue– just another Phil migraine– feels… annoying. Phil feels annoying, for that. And maybe someday Dan will realize that this is all really annoying, that Phil wasn’t like this when they first met. That Phil used to be energetic and chase him around his mum’s house and fuck him hard enough to make the bedsprings squeak. Now, Phil’s got a bit of a headache. And he’s thirty four.

    (a snapshot into 2021, and the act of taking care of each other).

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    02 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 47

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    It’s June 20th, 2019, one week after the release of Basically, I’m Gay, and there’s a man named Daniel Howell listed in the obituaries.

    The weight of the things they haven’t talked about comes crashing down on Phil.

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    or: Dan and Phil have an honest conversation about the suicide attempt that Dan discusses in Basically, I'm Gay

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    28 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 27

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    “You have a mortal enemy?” Phil said. “And it’s not me?”

    the words they use to describe their relationship, with a little bit of pandemic era angst thrown in

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    16 Jan 2026

  11. Rec *

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    Dan is a depressed lawyer, Phil is a sad romance author. They meet when they're stranded at an airport, thinking they'll never see each other again. But when Phil writes a book about their encounter, Dan wants to meet him once more.

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    18 Dec 2025

  12. Rec 36

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    Dan's early 2010 struggle with his home life, his future, and how Phil fits into everything.

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    13 Dec 2025

  13. Rec *

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    “My– my name is Phil Lester,” he says and he shouldn’t. He shouldn’t pause to wait for a response, to wait for recognition, but he does.

    There is none.

    “I need some– I need some legal advice?”

    “Yes, that is sort of what I figured when you called my law firm."

    Phil wakes up in an alternate reality where Dan and he have never met and does the only thing he can think of doing: Finding Dan.

    (And then not stopping to bother him.)

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    10 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 54

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    “You forgot you had an engagement ring laying around unused? You're unbelievable,” he huffs.

    “I bought that back in 2013, and I haven't thought about it in forever okay?” Phil argues, but it makes Dan’s chest sink a bit.

    0:47 ───ㅇ───── 2:44

    or, when Dan finds an engagement ring laying in the bottom of a storage box. he starts to question the life he has with phil, and the things he's made phil sacrifice for it.

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    10 Dec 2025

  15. Rec *

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    Phil ^_^ (5:31 PM)
    Dan?

    danisNOTonfire xD i swear im really not. come check. (5:31 PM)
    yeah?

    Phil ^_^ (5:32 PM)
    I think I'm in love with you
    I just
    I can't wait to meet you
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    Skype conversations between Dan and Phil, leading up to their first meeting. 2009!Phan. Prepare for fluff.

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    10 Dec 2025

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