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lunchtime by solarsabaism (zillyzeeb)
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
24 May 2025
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pb&jj lunch date... YAYA
fluff or whatever
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He repeats it a few times, scratches his neck, slaps himself again, and then falls into his bed. He groans at the way it bothers his bruised ribs, but he lays there in the pain, letting it cleanse him from his thoughts earlier.
Here, in the haze of his pain, he is whole, normal, pure. He is repenting, paying his dues, accepting his punishment. He doesn’t need his pa for that, he can do it himself, make sure he’s not some dirty gay.
Gary hasn’t believed in God in a very long time; in fact, he’s certain there isn’t one. But there has to be some truths in the world, and this has to be one of them.
Gary Barkovitch is normal. And if he isn’t, he’ll break himself until his bones set right.
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OR - All Gary Barkovitch's life, he has been the starving mutt wandering the edge of the street light, baring his teeth at any approaching person. Maybe, now in Maine, he can learn to lower his hackles and let people in.Series
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01 Dec 2025
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❝ the game is on again. a lover or a friend. ❞
They have an interesting method of choosing room assignments.
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22 Nov 2025
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The Earth Gets Your Feet Sodden by muppetstiefel
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
04 Feb 2026
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“Is everyone dead, Pete? Is that true? I can’t – I can’t remember what’s true,” he confesses. His thoughts and memories feel like they’ve been put through a blender, or hacked to pieces with a knife. He can’t say what’s real and what isn’t anymore, not with any great degree of certainty.
“We’re not dead,” Pete says, like that’s the only thing that matters. Maybe it is. Maybe it’s the only thing left that matters. “Okay? Me and you. We’re alive.”
“We’re alive,” Ray repeats.
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Four months after they survive The Walk, Ray starts sleepwalking.
Bookmarked by solarsabaism (zillyzeeb)
19 Nov 2025
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a horrific fire wakes up your dormant metagene and changes your life forever. when you take to the rooftops of evergreen to make the best of it, you encounter the other vigilante in town and it changes your life again.
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18 Nov 2025
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No one likes Adrian at work, but you have a soft spot for him. Adrian takes a liking to you, and his obsession spirals.
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17 Nov 2025

