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Published:
2017-03-27
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2017-12-14
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of all the truths i could not tell

Summary:

Lyra Erso chooses her daughter over her husband.

Things still do not go as planned, as seems to be typical when Jyn Erso is around.

er i'm really bad at summaries help
(also the first chapter is a super short intro kinda thing to see if this idea actually works but i have Plans)

(Aka: Jyn joins the Alliance early, works in Intelligence, finds out her mother isn't who she thought she was, tries not to think about Cassian Andor, fails, and then decides it doesn't matter anyway. As of 20k words and 8 chapters, the Rogue One plot is just beginning. This will run through A New Hope and possibly beyond. 35k words in and Rogue One is finished!)

Notes:

so I have no idea what i'm doing but this is kinda fun and this is probably going to rely on a lot of fanfic and google and making canon up as i go along ha what no i never said that shhh *nervous laugh* so uhhh yeah have a very short kinda prologue thing???

Chapter Text

“Mama, what did Papa mean?”

Lyra Erso stays focused on the bag in her hands, neatly tucking in the last of her clothes, hoping the movement hides her shaking hands. “What did he say?” she asks.

“Whatever I do, I do it to protect you,” the young girl recites.

Lyra freezes.

Her eyes slowly lift from the bag to meet the warily curious green eyes of her daughter; she opens her mouth to speak, but no words come.

(the empire won’t kill me, krennic won’t kill me. they’ll keep me alive and working until my mind grows feeble and dim of old age)

“What does he mean, Mama?” Jyn asks again.

Galen will live, regardless of what she does. And, oh , it feels like a betrayal to leave him here, to stay with the plan and run, but Galen will live and Jyn--

What would Jyn become, left alone?

No matter what Saw Gerrera has done for them, she cannot trust him to raise Jyn.

“Mama?”

Lyra takes a deep breath and makes her decision. “It means that we need to run,” she says, and picks up the blaster from the table beside her.

They will follow the plan, and maybe one day she will be able to tell her husband how sorry she feels. Maybe one day she’ll forgive herself.

May the Force be with you, Galen Erso.

They run.