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Summary:

towobio KAWA HELP IM SO FUCKING GAY
glittertooru ????
glittertooru tell me something i dont already know

a haikyuu youtube au

BEING REWRITTEN AS OF 3/21/2021

Notes:

you can find me on twitter @xeryujin for updates!

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: you got my eyes

Chapter Text

October 17th

“Oh my god,” 

Kenma looked up from where they were typing on their macbook at their best friend, Shoyo Hinata, a simple ‘what the hell are you talking about’ in their eyes. 

“Kageyama Tobio just publicly came out.” 

Kenma’s cat eyes widened. “Who?” 

“You know, the fashion and lifestyle youtuber?” 

“Oh, the one you have a crush on.” 

“I do not have a crush on him.” 

Kenma rolled their eyes. “Sure, Shoyo.” 


Youtube Comments, October 17th

on “Hey (Coming Out)” 

video posted by towobio (367,110 views)

towobio   just a warning, any more homophobic comments will not be tolerated. i’ve already had to delete a few.
towobio  i understand that you may be against my basic values and who i am but this is a public domain and id like you to be respectful
towobio  so homophobes, fuck off


Youtube Comments, October 18th

on “Hey (Coming Out)” 

video posted by towobio (498,110 views)

kodzuken  hey i just wanted to say ur rlly brave for coming out, especially so soon after everything that’s been happening recently. ur an incredible person and an icon to me and my best friend, + sunsho, we love ur vids. keep doing what ur doing. 

towobio  + kodzuken this means a lot to me, i watch your vids religiously, thank u sm. 


DM Contents, October 18th

sunsho to kodzuken

sunsho  KENMAAAAAA
sunsho  WHY WOULD YOU TAG ME
sunsho  NOW HE KNOWS I EXIST 

kodzuken  you’re welcome, shoyo

sunsho  > :(

kodzuken  dont make that face at me, now something’s finally gonna happen 
kodzuken  and now i dont have to listen to u pining over them every time he posts a vid

sunsho  ...fair


DM Contents, October 18

towobio to glittertooru

towobio  KAWA HELP IM SO FUCKING GAY

glittertooru  ???? 
glittertooru  tell me something i dont already know
glittertooru  we all know ur gay tobio, u literally just came out to the world

towobio  kodzuken linked their best friend in a reply and he’s SO CUTE I CANT 
towobio  IM MALFUNCTIONING 

glittertooru  NAME NOW NOW NOW

towobio  NO STEALING
towobio  YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND REMEMBER

glittertooru  wait did u just say THEE kodzuken ?????

towobio  yeah

glittertooru  WHAT THE FUCK 

towobio  he’s + sunsho

glittertooru  hes kind of hot. 

towobio  GAHHHHH I KNOWWWWWW


Youtube Comments, October 19th

on “Hey (Coming Out)” 

video posted by towobio (500,110 views)

sunsho  + kodzuken thanks for tagging me here
sunsho  + towobio IM RLLY LATE BUT im just sitting here screaming abt the fact that ur gay
sunsho  sorry if thats weird

towobio  + sunsho tbh im doing the same thing
towobio  i cant believe im OUT 

sunsho  WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

towobio  WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


DM Contents, October 20th

sunsho to kodzuken

sunsho  how do i ask for his number kenma help 

kodzuken  just ask him ?? 

sunsho  THEYRE FAMOUS

kodzuken  so are u, shoyo

sunsho  oh yeah


Mail Contents, October 20th

[email protected] to [email protected]

Hey Kenma, 

Just wanted to make sure you have my email, could you give me Shoyo’s too? I feel like we could do a pretty great collab. 

  • Tobio

Mail Contents, October 20th

[email protected] to [email protected] 

Tobio--

Thank you! I’ll give you our instagram handles instead, we’re more active on there, the @’s are the same as our youtube channel names. Maybe we can plan to meet at some point too? 

Oh and I have a new video up, it’s me and Shoyo playing this new horror game. You might like it. 

-- Kenma. 


Mail Contents, October 21st

[email protected] to [email protected]

I’ll check it out, I bet it’s great. 

Um, you guys aren’t together, though, right? 


Mail Contents, October 21st

[email protected] to [email protected] 

LMAO no we dated once but I have a boyfriend now. 


DM Contents, October 21st

towobio to glittertooru

towobio  HES GAY
towobio  TOORU HES GAY 
towobio  I HAVE A CHANCE

glittertooru  WHAT
glittertooru  tbh he looks like a het

towobio  SHUT THE FUCK UP 
towobio  OR ILL TELL IWA WHAT YOU DID LAST WEEK

glittertooru HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW ABT THAT ?!

towobio HAHAHAHAHA
towobio  I DIDNT KNOW ANYTHING FOR SURE I JUST KNOW U TOO WELL

glittertooru  I HATE YOU


Group DM Contents, October 22nd

for “hey guys”

admin towobio (2 more users in chat)

towobio  hey 

sunsho  hi :)


DM Contents, October 22nd

towobio to glittertooru

towobio  HE SENT ME A SMILEY FACE AHHHH

glittertooru  gayass mf

towobio  FUCK YOU

glittertooru  i have a boyfriend, tobio

towobio  you make me insane

gittertooru  you love it <3

towobio …


October 23rd

“Tooru, I’m not letting you do my makeup again after what happened last time.” 

“Please,” Oikawa whined. “Tobio, you’re my best friend, I’d do anything for you.” 

Tobio rolled his eyes. “I can’t stand you.”

Oikawa cackled at the insult, knowing that he didn’t mean it. Making fun of each other was just the way that they showed affection. He turned to face Tobio, looking up from the eyeshadow palette he was holding and making puppy eyes at him. 

Tobio rolled his eyes. 

“Fine, I’ll let you. But you’re not allowed to film it or post it, and if I see a single picture of it on instagram you're dead. ” 

Oikawa made a noise of excitement and light shoved Tobio into the chair he had people sit in while he did their makeup and started attacking him with an eyeliner pencil. 

He was probably going to regret this, but Tobio let Oikawa have his fun. 

After all, what were best friends for? 


Group DM Contents, October 23rd

for “name suggestions appreciated”

admin towobio (2 more users in chat)

towobio  we need a a gc name

sunsho  uhhhhhhh

kodzuken  uhhh idk

towobio has changed the chat name to “Cool Kids”

kodzuken  we’re in our twenties. 

sunsho  do you have anything better ?? 

koduzuken  … 

towobio HELP
towobio  wait can i add one of my friends?
towobio  they might be interested in collabing with us too

kodzuken  sure

sunsho  sure :D

towobio has added glittertooru to the chat
towobio has changed the chat name to “Cool Kids (and Oikawa) 

glittertooru WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS IM A COOL KID TOO

kodzuken  i am once again pointing out that we are all in our twenties here

glittertooru IS THAT THE REAL KODZUKEN IN THIS GC WHAT THE FUCK

kodzuken  the one and only ^__^

glittertooru oh my god

glittertooru has changed that chat name to “fuck you tobio” 

 

sunsho ayo
sunsho wtf 

sunsho has changed the chat name to “tobio appreciation club 😡 ” 

glittertooru no. 

glittertooru has changed the chat name to “tobio is a fugly slut” 

kodzuken  i-  

sunsho HELPDSKJSDJDS
sunsho are you two always like this?

towobio yes

towobio has changed the chat name to “Collab ??” 

glittertooru BORINGGGGG

towobio idgaf

glittertooru anyways, i did tobio’s makeup today, anyone wanna see? 

towobio TOORU DONT YOU FUCKING DARE SEND IT 

sunsho I WANNA SEE

glittertooru [attachment: tobio.png] 

sunsho OMG 
sunsho IT LOOKS SO GOOD 
sunsho THAT'S SO COOL 

glittertooru THANKS I KNOW I'M THE BEST 

towobio  i hate you oikawa 

glittertooru i love u too tobio
glittertooru oh wait 
glittertooru sorry i forgot to ask, but what are everyone’s pronouns?
glittertooru mine are they/he, all gendered terms ok 

kodzuken they/them, neutral terms

sunsho he/him, masc or neutral terms

towobio he/they, masc terms 

sunsho also btw im trans and i dont rlly pass that well 
sunsho like i look okay in pictures and on camera but in person its a lot easier to tell
sunsho so if i look different just like dont mention it please ?

kodzuken sho u look fine 

glittertooru dont worry shoyo we've got u 

towobio ur perfect no matter how u look 

sunsho thanks 
sunsho ily guys 

towobio <3


DM Contents, October 23rd

sunsho to kodzuken

 

sunsho HELP ME

kodzuken did u set something on fire with the microwave again? 

sunsho NO IT'S NOTHING LIKE THAT
sunsho ITS JUST--
sunsho IM SO GAYYY

kodzuken shoyo. 

sunsho IM SORRY
sunsho  I'VE JUST NEVER SEEN THEM IN EYELINER 
sunsho HE'S SO PRETTY 
sunsho AND THEYRE SO KIND ?? 
sunsho LIKE IM GOING CRAZY HERE 

kodzuken just tell him u like him already

sunsho NO

kodzuken sigh


DM Contents, October 23rd

towobio to glittertooru

glittertooru  you’re welcome :p

towobio  ???
towobio for what? 

glittertooru now that he’s seen u in eyeliner he’s going to realize how hot u are and fall head over heels in love with you

towobio  dots literal dots
towobio he’s literally said three words to me he’s not going to fall in love with me ur crazy

glittertooru just you wait bae
glittertooru just u wait


Group DM Contents, October 25th

for “Collab ??”

admin towobio (3 more users in chat)

sunsho guys
sunsho i just realized something 

glittertooru spill

sunsho HOW THE FUCK ARE WE GONNA DO A COLLAB
sunsho i run an art channel, oikawa runs a makeup channel, kenma does gaming, and tobio does vlogs and sometimes fashion,,,,

towobio WHAT THE FUCK WERE WE THINKING

kodzuken well it’s not like we told anyone we were gonna do it

sunsho uh kenma,,
sunsho the convo we had in tobio’s comment section is public and we were kind of hinting abt it

kodzuken shit. 

glittertooru FUCK ME WITH A CHAINSAW

towobio once again, no one here is going to fuck you
towobio YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND

glittertooru ur right 
glittertooru and i love him very much 

sunsho stop rubbing it in our faces already i hate being single 

towobio same

kodzuken  we could just play minecraft
kodzuken because everyone knows how to play that

glittertooru YESSSS

sunsho no. 
sunsho im never playing minecraft with you again after last time
sunsho FUCK YOUR COMMAND BLOCKS

kodzuken please sho? i’ll go easy on you

sunsho fine

towobio  sounds good to me
towobio let’s go over the details tomorrow? 

sunsho yeah

glittertooru  sure

kodzuken kk


Group DM Contents, October 26th

for “Collab ??”

admin towobio (3 more users in chat)

towobio is it okay if me and shoyo work on the planning ourselves
towobio bc no offense, we never get anything done bc me and tooru always fight 
towoibo and kenma’s always busy

kodzuken that’d be great actually thanks

glittertooru ofc 
glittertooru anything for u, tobi

towobio I TOLD YOU NOT TO CALL ME THAT

glittertooru :p

towobio i have no words


DM Contents, October 27th

towobio to sunsho

 

towobio so…
towobio let’s plan this hell collab

sunsho lets
sunsho you live in tokyo too, right? 

towobio yeah

sunsho i think we should do it at kenma’s bc they already have a gaming setup for multiple people
sunsho plus they have the biggest apartment and i love going there to visit their cats

towobio OMG I WANNA SEE THE CATS
towobio and that sounds perfect
towobio does the weekend of nov 6th sound okay? i know tooru’s free then

sunsho im free
sunsho and ken runs their own company and manages their own schedule so they can clear it for anytime

towobio it’s a date then!


DM Contents, October 27th

sunsho to kodzuken

sunsho OH MY GODDDDDD
sunsho HE SAID ITS A DATE 

kodzuken oh did you guys pick a weekend for the collab yet?

sunsho KENMAAA
sunsho HE SAID ITS A DATE ARENT U LISTENING

kodzuken thats gay

sunsho
sunsho bold of u to speak 
sunsho and yeah it’s the weekend of nov 6th
sunsho i also volunteered ur apartment for the location

kodzuken ok 
kodzuken cool i can work w that
kodzuken now tell him u like him already so i dont have to stop my streams to text you
kodzuken everyone keeps asking if im cheating on kuro bc i keep texting u during them 

sunsho HELLO ????
sunsho AND NO
sunsho im not telling him 

kodzuken you’ll regret it later
kodzuken trust me it happened w me and kuro

sunsho  but that’s different you were friends before

kodzuken i guess,,
kodzuken  i still think u should tell him 


After a week of waiting, the day of the collab finally comes around. 

Hinata arrives first to help with the setup; they make sure the cameras are set up and that all of the computers are logged in already. 

Kenmas already logged in, and is setting up the world, stocking chests with essential items for each player. They turn the difficulty up to hard and change the mode to survival. 

The door rings, and Kuroo, Kenma’s boyfriend, yells “Can I let them in?” from near the front door.

“Yeah,” shouts Kenma, and then there’s the sound of the door opening, and then two people waiting upstairs. 

“Hey,” says Kageyama shyly, lifting a hand in greeting. Oikawa waves from where he’s standing next to him, makeup done immaculately, and dressed in an oversized Star Wars t-shirt and skinny jeans. . 

“Just warning you, I’ve never actually played minecraft before,” Oikawa says sheepishly. “So I have no idea how this works.” 

“It’s okay,” Kenma replies. “I’ll give you instructions.” 

“Doesn’t your boyfriend run a gaming channel?” Hinata asks. 

Oikawa laughs. “He does, and he hates me for it. The only video game I’m actually good at is mario kart, and he can never beat me.” Something in his eyes grows softer at the mention of his boyfriend, and suddenly, he doesn’t seem as intimidating.

“Ooh, who do you main?” Kenma asks. 

“Rosalina,” he responds. 

Kenma smiles. “Nice, I usually play as dry bones.” 

The four of them settle into their chairs and Kenma explains how to work the controls for Oikawa. 

After only about half an hour of gaming, Kenma’s managed to get command blocks out of seemingly thin air, and is helping Hinata build a mansion, Tobio is mining for diamonds, and Oikawa is completely lost. 

“This thing looks cool,” says Oikawa, walking into a nether portal. “Oh shit, where am I? Am I in hell? Is this what I get for being gay?” 

Hinata chokes out a laugh from where he’s sitting next to him. 

Oikawa screeches when he sees a pigman and Kenma laughs at him. 

“Click on them, Tooru,” they say. 

Oikawa does, and then starts screaming when the pigman and all of the ones near it start running after them. 

“What the fuck Kenma?!” 

He makes it through the portal just in time, but then his mouse glitches and he falls off of the mountain the portal is on top of, dying for what must be the fiftieth time since they started playing. 

Kenma can’t stop giggling, and Shoyo thinks they’re going to get a million comments about how cute their laugh is once the video is up. 

Tobio comes back from his mining trip and deposits his findings into his chest in the house that he and Shoyo share in the game. 

Kenma walks into their house uninvited, having easily gotten through Tobio’s trap system. 

They laugh again. “I can’t believe you put your beds together, that’s kind of gay.” 

Everyone else laughs with them, and Tobio’s face goes bright red. He throws a pen at Kenma lightheartedly, but Kenma dodges it and throws it right back at them, hitting him square in the face. 

Tooru high fives Kenma over his computer and Tobio can’t help but feel that this is the most fun he’s had in a long time. 


Group DM Contents, November 6th

for “Collab ??”

admin towobio (3 more users in chat)

towobio finally done editing! 

glittertooru please tell me you kept the part where kenma hit me in the face out

kodzuken please tell me u kept it in

towobio i kept it in

kodzuken this is why ur my favorite

glittertooru WHAT THE HELL TOBIO

sunsho kenma i thought i was ur fave :((

kodzuken dont worry u still are sho i can have two faves

towobio should we save the video until after vidcon so we can add in vlogs or should we just post it now

sunsho vidcon

kodzuken vidcon

glittertooru vidcon

towobio cool see u then!

sunsho wait does everyone have room arrangements yet? bc i need a roommate the hotels are fucking expensive
sunsho i know kenma does, they’re sharing a room w their bf 

glittertooru  im rooming w iwa-chan
glittertooru tobio doesn’t have a roommate yet you guys can share

towobio yeah if thats ok w u i dont mind

sunsho ok sure great!


DM Contents, November 6th

towobio to glittertooru

towobio KAWA WHAT THE FUCK 
towobio WHY WOULD U DO THAT
towobio I BOOKED A SINGLE BED ROOM 
towobio AND I CANT CHANGE IT BC THEYRE GOING TO BE FULL

glittertooru AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
glittertooru AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES

towobio UR THE SCUM OF THE EARTH 
towobio STUPID GAY MFER 
towobio I HATE YOU

glittertooru you’ll thank me later 

 


 

Twitter, November 10th

 

tobio @towobioyt
i remind you all once again to stay tuned for our collab! vidcon’s coming up fast!
@kodzukenyt @sunshoyt @glittertooru #vidcon
871🗨️ 13.7k⟲ 23.8k♡

shoyo ^__^ @sunshoyt
@towobioyt WOOOOOO I CANT WAIT!
92🗨️ 917⟲ 6.2k♡

 

kenma @kodzukenyt
@towobioyt im ready for everyone to see me beating oikawa’s ass on camera
73🗨️ 1.2k⟲ 5.8k♡

 


 

Mail Contents, November 15th

[email protected] to [email protected]

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