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    Grian doesn’t remember the last time he managed to get out of bed for something other than needing to use the bathroom.

    It’s gross, probably, but he doesn’t remember the last time that he showered, or ate something, or stepped outside. Almost every second of his life recently has been spent staring at the same four, dark walls, under a too-hot pile of dirty blankets. Getting up takes too much energy. Shucking off a few blankets so that he isn’t sweating like a pig takes up too much energy. He feels empty, like a poorly carved marionette on limp strings, unable to do anything for himself.

    Unable to do anything but lie there, pinned in place under the weight of his thoughts.

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    aka; grian is having a hard time. it's the same as it always is, and he doubts that this cycle of recovery and relapse will ever end, no matter the lengths he would go to get it to just stop.

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    it's a guilt trip to know me by zonesco
    Part 31 of whumptober 2023!

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    ID: 3737029
    Words: 85,260 | Works: 31 | Complete: Yes | Bookmarks: 19
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    exactly what it says on the tin! it's whumptober 2023 baybeee!! these are so so self-indulgent, and almost all of them are grian-centric. what can i say i'm a simple guy

    prompts can be found here, and the prompts that i've used for each fic are listed in the individual end notes!

    Work/Series ID: 51609433

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    Oliver Brotherhood/Charles | Grian/Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
    Oliver Brotherhood | Mumbo Jumbo/Charles | Grian
    Charles | Grian/Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
    Oliver Brotherhood/Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
    Oliver Brotherhood & Charles | Grian & Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
    Oliver Brotherhood | Mumbo Jumbo & Charles | Grian
    Oliver Brotherhood | Mumbo Jumbo & Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
    Charles | Grian & Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar

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    Grian doesn’t remember the last time he managed to get out of bed for something other than needing to use the bathroom.

    It’s gross, probably, but he doesn’t remember the last time that he showered, or ate something, or stepped outside. Almost every second of his life recently has been spent staring at the same four, dark walls, under a too-hot pile of dirty blankets. Getting up takes too much energy. Shucking off a few blankets so that he isn’t sweating like a pig takes up too much energy. He feels empty, like a poorly carved marionette on limp strings, unable to do anything for himself.

    Unable to do anything but lie there, pinned in place under the weight of his thoughts.

    -

    aka; grian is having a hard time. it's the same as it always is, and he doubts that this cycle of recovery and relapse will ever end, no matter the lengths he would go to get it to just stop.

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