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This Is How I Disappear by lillyslug
Fandoms: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Panic! at the Disco, MCR - Fandom, fob - Fandom, P!ATD - Fandom, Emo Fandom, Bandom
22 Dec 2025
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Summary
When Gerard Way disappears without a trace, everything begins to unravel.
Mikey Way is left searching through a New Jersey that feels wrong—plagued by power outages, dead bodies, and symbols that don’t belong. As fear tightens its grip, he turns to his bandmates from My Chemical Romance, friends from Fall Out Boy, and Panic! at the Disco, pulling them into a mystery that grows darker with every step. Loyalty is tested, tempers explode, and reality itself begins to blur as grief, guilt, and obsession take over.
What starts as a search for a missing brother becomes something far more dangerous, forcing Mikey to confront how far love can drive someone—and what it can destroy.
This is a story about loss, devotion, and the devastating cost of finding the truth.