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1. The Shape of my Hatred Looks a Lot Like Me by spengie

   Fandoms: The X-Files  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   20 May 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Fox Mulder/Dana Scully
   • Fox Mulder
   • Dana Scully
   • Episode: s04e13 Never Again
   • Cancer Arc (X-Files)
   • POV Fox Mulder
   • Self-Hatred
   • Realization
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Drunk Fox Mulder
   • Tags Are Hard
   • Love
   • I Don't Even Know

   Summary

   He's only pretty sure there's something terribly wrong. It's enough to drive him to her despite the lateness. Despite his inebriation.

   Despite her assertion that it's not about him.

   Because it feels a lot like his fault. And he hates when he's missed something obvious.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Inescapable: The Fallacy of the Human Condition

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,052

   Chapters:

   1/2

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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   Bookmarks:

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